Chapter 542: So, Long Ya chose to give up
The light in the small private room was slightly dim, and Long Ya couldn't help but close her eyes when she heard Li Da say this.
She was ready to accept all this, but at this time, she found herself speechless.
At this time, it is probably useless not to admit it, but after admitting it......
What face should she use to face Li Da?
It was only at this moment that Long Ya really felt the pain.
My heart is sour, and I am sad.
Even she, at this time, it is difficult to maintain her original calm appearance.
Li Da looked at her unspeakable appearance, and he was even more ashamed in his heart.
When this kind of thing happens, the girl will naturally feel humiliated, and he asked so directly, didn't he give Long Ya a second injury?
Li Da also knew that escaping might be the best way, he didn't know anything, Long Ya was obviously reluctant to mention this matter, the two were safe, and Li Da didn't have to be responsible for what he had done.
He knew that since Long Ya didn't say a word, he would definitely not let him pay the price, think about it, Long Ya has always felt that he helped her a lot, so even if it is to repay the favor, she will not do anything.
From Li Da's point of view, Long Ya's performance is such a reason.
Despite knowing what the best option was, Li Da still couldn't do such a thing.
If he pretended to be stupid at this time, he would probably have a bad conscience in his life.
Li Da feels that he is not a good person, but he has acted all his life as much as possible not to owe others.
This is to reverse Cao Cao's sentence.
It is better to teach the people of the world to bear me, than to teach me to bear the people of the world.
Of course, in a person's life, he will naturally owe something to others, and Li Da has not been able to reach the level of not owing anyone, such as when he hurt others by speaking, without apologizing, and did something wrong unintentionally, causing harm to others, and having no chance to make up for it.
There's no way around it.
Just like he is now, he can be regarded as having failed Luo Dongqing and Tang Youyou, although he can find many reasons for himself to justify, but the fact is that he and other women have something that shouldn't have happened.
As for Long Ya, not to mention that he had caused harm to her before, and now he is pretending to be deaf and dumb, Li Da really can't do it.
"I'm sorry. ”
Li Da let out a long sigh, and then said firmly: "I will be responsible for what I did, I'm sorry." ”
Li Da sincerely apologized, and if Long Ya asked for anything, he would definitely agree.
As for the unwillingness to bear the legal consequences, this does not need to be explained.
If Long Ya really wants to do anything with him, he won't be silent, and Li Da will mention this matter again, it seems that he is living the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. So much so that he didn't say anything about asking Long Ya to make any demands now, feeling that this was an insult to Long Ya.
However, he felt that he had to do something to make up for Long Ya.
Long Ya finally opened her eyes and saw Li Da's ashamed expression, only to realize that she had misunderstood Li Da all along.
She thought that Li Da would let her leave now, because her existence would affect the relationship between Li Da and Tang Youyou and Luo Dongqing, for the sake of the stability of the relationship between them, Li Da would definitely eliminate her invisible bomb, just like Xiao Xiao, Li Da is avoiding her now.
And Li Da said this now, which made Long Ya wake up.
Yes, Li Da has always been such a person.
He is not so selfish and only thinks about his own people, he cares more about her feelings in this matter, so he will apologize to her with guilt.
Why does she misunderstand the person she likes so much?
Long Ya felt ashamed.
There is an answer to this question.
Because I care too much, I suffer from gains and losses, and I can't help but think about things in a bad direction.
And now, hearing Li Da say that he would take responsibility, Long Ya's heart moved.
Charge...... So can she ask for it and be with Li Da all the time?
Long Ya's heart was moved, she only found out at this time that she had mastered such a sharp weapon, Li Da took possession of her body, Li Da is a person who has the courage to take responsibility, as long as she makes this request at this time, then she does not have to part with Li Da.
The problem that had been bothering her for days was solved so easily.
However, what she thought could be carried on logically, she couldn't open her mouth.
Li Da didn't like her.
If he was just asked to be responsible, Li Da would probably agree, but this would bring a lot of trouble to Li Da.
Long Ya finally burst into tears at this moment.
She originally thought that she could do whatever it took to keep Li Da by her side, but now that the opportunity was in front of her, she realized that she was even more reluctant to put a shackle on Li Da's back and make him feel pain.
After missing this opportunity, she probably really can't stay by Li Da's side, in order to avoid suspicion, Li Da will definitely keep a distance from her, if she doesn't say it at this time, she will never have a chance again.
Because of this, Long Ya will be even more painful.
Long Ya was in tears, Li Da was a little at a loss, the waiter walked in, served the two of them the food they ordered, and went out again.
With the buffer of this time, Long Ya endured the tingling feeling in her heart and said, "Actually, I am voluntary, and you don't have to be responsible." ”
Li Da didn't know how to answer this.
Long Ya continued: "If it weren't for me kissing you, you wouldn't have mistaken me for Tang Youyou, so, in fact, you didn't do anything wrong." ”
Li Da: "......"
What Long Ya said was some truth, in fact, Li Da had been thinking about why Long Ya wanted to kiss him.
The answer seems to be quite obvious, but Li Da has never been sure.
"You, why are you doing this?"
Li Da looked at Long Ya with a complicated expression, Long Ya reluctantly smiled and said, "Probably, it's because of impulse." I'm also a woman, my youth is fading away, and I also want to taste the taste of men, so it's me who insulted you, you don't have to apologize to me, and you don't have to be responsible. ”
Li Da stared at Long Ya directly, so that Long Ya didn't dare to speak.
Li Da shook his head, which made Long Ya's heart sour again.
She was afraid that Li Da would misunderstand her as the kind of woman who didn't love herself, and she was afraid that Li Da wouldn't believe her words.
Li Da shook his head, did he realize that he had misjudged her?
Even if she felt uncomfortable, Long Ya had no intention of defending herself.
"Do you think I'm a good liar?"
"I didn't lie to you. ”
"Then why were you crying just now?"
"I just regretted it, because it wasn't as comfortable as the book says, and it hurt a little. ”
Li Da: "......"
was originally a little heavy, but when she heard Long Ya's words, she instantly became a little dramatic.
And Li Da was a little unhappy.
Men care a lot about this ability, so Long Ya said that the experience is not good, although he shouldn't think about this aspect of things at this time, but Li Da is somewhat mindful.
However, Long Ya may also be lying.
Long Ya may have been good at disguise before, but now, her emotions have experienced ups and downs, and she wants to lie to Li Da, Li Da is not such a good person to be fooled, and he may be able to deceive him usually, but now it is unlikely.
Li Da knew that Long Ya didn't want him to be restrained.
Therefore, a bad experience should be a lie.
Assi, don't think about the bad experience at this time.
The most important thing is Long Ya's explanation.
She said she wanted to experience it when her youth was gone.
Li Da didn't believe it at all, Long Ya had forgotten her original appearance.
For men, she has always been a true color, and she really has the idea of having experience, just with her appearance, Li Da doesn't believe that when she was in adolescence, no boy had thoughts about her.
When judging that Long Ya's words were completely lies, it was not difficult to discover Long Ya's true purpose.
The original question has also been answered.
Why did Long Ya kiss him, it should be because she likes him!
It is precisely because of this that Li Da feels heavy.
He hoped that it would be good if it was really like what Long Ya said, and he would not be responsible.
You don't have to have the same headache as you do now.
"Don't say this kind of thing anymore, it's just a simple girl, don't belittle yourself like that. ”
Li Da ruthlessly exposed Long Ya, Long Ya was about to refute, and suddenly found that he really couldn't refute this, and he might be able to others, but Li Da knew her experience......
Just once, it happened with him, and it was useless to be stubborn.
Long Ya had no choice but to keep silent.
"I want to ask you, did you kiss me because you thanked me for helping you, or because you ...... Emotional motivations?"
When Li Da said this, he couldn't help but pause.
After going through the most difficult stage before, I can now say a lot of words.
Long Ya covered her chest, she felt her heart pounding, she really wanted to take this opportunity to tell Li Da her feelings, but Long Ya knew that she couldn't.
"I, somehow because I want to thank you, because I owe you so much, I don't seem to have anything to give you, I can think of it, only I'm still young......"
Before Long Ya could finish speaking, Li Da knocked her on the head.
Hurt.
"I said don't belittle yourself with those words again!"
"Oh. ”
Long Ya still had tears in her eyes, and she replied with some pity.
However, this feeling of being reprimanded by Li Da is so good, she feels so sweet in her heart, so sweet that she wants to curl up on Li Da's chest like a cat.
However, she can only look at Li Da aggrievedly now.
Li Da sighed.
It's not easy to do!
Li Da can ruthlessly reject the people who love him, he is already very experienced in this, Xu Wenwen, Xiao Xiao, he refused.
But for Long Ya, Li Da can't solve it now.
If nothing happened to the two, Li Da would be relieved, but now ......
Even if Long Ya said that he didn't have to bear any responsibility, he could act as if nothing had happened.
However, knowing that a person likes him and is still willing to do that, can he still treat her as an irrelevant person?
Li Da doesn't know if others can do it, and it is difficult for him to do it now.
If Long Ya didn't have any feelings for him, but was just grateful, Li Da wouldn't find it difficult to accept, so it could be treated as a transaction.
But she wasn't.
Li Da stared at Long Ya's eyes, and after a few seconds, Long Ya dodged, her face was red, obviously shy.
"Let's eat first, the dishes are going to be cold. ”
Li Da decided to change the subject and started eating.
Long Ya had no choice but to do so, but when she ate two bites, she secretly looked at Li Da, ate two more bites, and secretly looked at Li Da, and when she looked at Li Da for the third time, it happened that Li Da was also staring at her, Long Ya turned her head in a panic and hurriedly ate a few bites of rice, but she ordered it more spicy, and she choked at once.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"
Long Ya coughed very painfully, Li Da brought her a glass of water, and patted her back when Long Ya coughed.
I don't know if it's useful to pat my back when I cough, but that's what everyone else does.
Li Da is also a good example.
Long Ya's coughing finally stopped, but Li Da's hand was on Long Ya's back.
Long Ya's shoulders are not broad, she is just a woman, but she always carries a lot of things on her shoulders.
She must be tired!
Li Da moved his hand and squeezed Long Ya's shoulder.
Long Ya suddenly froze.
This......
The atmosphere of the room was a little ambiguous.
Long Ya lowered her head shyly, not daring to make any movements, she was thinking, if Li Da hugged her, should she hug Li Da or pretend to struggle?
What if she struggles and Li Da doesn't hug her again?
If she hadn't struggled, would Li Da have felt that she wanted to be hugged very much, and thus think that she was a bad woman? Moreover, this is in a restaurant, and it is not good to be seen......
Long Ya thought a lot at this moment.
Li Da's hand was released.
Didn't hold her.
Long Ya was a little disappointed.
"I wonder if you could give me a moment. ”
“?”
Long Ya looked at Li Da with blank eyes, not knowing what time Li Da wanted.
"I need to think about the past, present, and future between us, before I can give you an answer. ”
Long Ya's heartbeat, which had finally calmed down, began to storm again.
"What do you mean......"
"I'll tell you when I'm ready, okay?"
Li Da thought of the dream he had.
Oh my God, that couldn't be a prophecy, right?
Li Da is somewhat of a believer in metaphysics.
Because everything seems to be moving in that direction.
His damn possessiveness made him unable to leave Long Ya alone.
If Long Ya follows another man in the future, Li Da will have a green feeling.
But if it was just because of that relationship that Long Ya was widowed for the rest of his life, Li Da would feel guilty again.
Therefore, in fact, the direction of his thinking is already how to survive in the hands of Luo Dongqing and Tang Youyou.
Confessing leniency or resisting strictness, he needs to face this problem again.
Therefore, if he didn't think it through, he couldn't give Long Ya an answer.
"Hmm. ”
Long Ya felt Li Da's realization, and he seemed to be very entangled and hesitant now.
Long Ya knew what he was worried about.
After all, she still brought this kind of trouble to Li Da, even if she had tried to fool the past before, but Li Da was too shrewd to succeed in fooling him.
"Well, in fact, you don't like me either, it's just a responsibility, so don't worry too much about my feelings......"