There's always a strange thought in my mind, just to solve any problem that scares me, and when it's solved, it's easy. If there are too many frightening things in this world, people will be very tired of living, and it is man's mission to constantly solve this frightening thing, and it is an instinctive mission.

Many of these fears are created by others, and they are using these controls to drive others for certain purposes. This will hinder the development of civilization. It should be for the freedom of everyone, I should be a freedom fighter, in fact, I am also a fighter who fights for speed, because for freedom after all, it is for speed.

It's just that I personally feel that I want to be free, not to say that I want to fight for speed, but to fight in a team with a common goal, as for the hierarchical relationship in management, it is not an equal relationship, but it can't, in what way will equality determine the rules and actions? It may be democracy.

As for the definition, the so-called freedom, I myself am also vague, I don't know where the boundaries are, I don't know what the so-called freedom is, it's really strange, since I don't even have a clear understanding of this, why do I fight for freedom?

If I say that relieving my fear rather than spontaneously self-discipline for a better life is freedom, it is indeed worth fighting for. After eternal life, I can't say that I won't be afraid, but I am even more afraid of the death threat brought to me by the outside world. That's why I need to solve these things that scare me, fight for freedom, and solve this problem.

I thought about so many things unconsciously, I came back to my senses, the reality brought me the cold, the dilapidated buildings outside, the scarcity of pedestrians, the reason for winter, and the reason for war, this is a front-line area, quickly fight here, and I, too, am fighting, rest is only temporary.

The room I just came out of was left behind by the people who fled in the war zone, and in the war zone, the lives of these people and everything else were threatened, and it was more correct to escape here, but it was impossible to carry many items, even the more important dry food could not be carried too much.

Bringing too much to drag down your itinerary and make yourself tired has a greater chance of being robbed. Bring a few changes of clothes, clothes should be used as quilts on the road, bring some money and so on, generally money can eliminate disasters, and buying things may be a luxury, unless you can safely bring this money to a safe area, and that area is approved of this money.

In this way, it is very difficult to escape, and you will starve to death on the road, especially now, it is still winter, and the chance of freezing to death on the road is also very high. There is also a high chance of robbery, and there are probably not a few people who kill and cannibalize each other because of hunger.

Even so, there are people here who choose to stay. Those who are affected by the fighting, as well as deserters, or stragglers, or some soldiers who plunder their money and food, kill, and are repeated many times, do not necessarily survive those who remain.

I came here to wait for someone, not my own people, but the enemy, the enemy with important information will pass by here, this news was passed to me by my own people, of course, there is no mission or anything like that, and no one instructed me to come.

Because to fight for freedom, to be able to do something, as a fighter, and not to be that kind of fighter who acts in groups, to come here and do this, I think maybe there are a lot of people like me who are already here. Originally, it was proposed that a systematic and planned task arrangement would be efficient and orderly, but the management told me that any regular plan could be broken by the enemy, so they asked me to do things by myself, do whatever I wanted, and do what I did, and I could get credit.

Presumably, in order to receive merit, I will not do something to surrender to the enemy, or to do things that have no merit to receive. Just like here now, I don't know who is here on my side, and the competition is fierce, even if it's my own people, maybe my own people will plot against my own people.

I'm afraid all this is even worse. I don't know what those leaders think, is this better than planning? It creates more uncertainty, and they are gambling on a future, and I really can't figure it out. If I am a leader, I will definitely do what I understand, like planning, making a system or the like, and it will definitely not be like this, I can't guess the way of management, which is really a headache for everyone.

This leader should be so that everyone can't guess, of course, this everyone, including himself, is betting on a future, he himself is not sure at the beginning, maybe he is experimenting, if the effect is good, then it will continue, if the effect is not good, will use the way of systematic planning.

In fact, there is a possibility that I don't want to say, that is, this person is simply messed up, God knows why this person became a leader, the reality is like this, existence exists, I don't have the time to study this thing, what can I do if I study it thoroughly, I can't learn to do it myself, and I am not the same kind of person.

It shouldn't appear during the day, I think so, go around first, familiarize yourself with the specific reality, after all, the news has to be determined by yourself, so that you can rest assured, if the news is wrong, then what you do behind is in vain. I'm not the kind of person who gambles on luck.

This human gathering place is a bit dilapidated, the dilapidation is not caused by the war, as long as someone is still maintaining, everything will be restored to the original state, it may be better, there are no people, all these people need to exist slowly disappear.

I walked on the road, and it was not strange for others to look at me, they just glanced at it, and then they took care of doing their own things, at this time, it seemed that nothing mattered, it was a desperate state of mind, and surviving was the only fantasy hope, but they knew that this was a fantasy hope, and that emotion should be desperate, and fear hormones were secreted in large quantities.

But for these people, fear hormones have no effect, but make them more and more desperate, the original fear hormone secretion is to let these people quickly find a way to solve the problem, in reality they can't think of how to solve the problem, they don't have this understanding to solve the problem.

In this way, in the end, these over-secreted fear hormones make them become a strange being, and the feeling of despair is born in their spirit, and this feeling persists, and it is manifested in their behavior, which is seen by others, and others define them as being in a state of despair, just like me, I know that they are in such a state of behavior, guess that they are in a state of despair, and think about and analyze the reason why they are in this state, guess the main thing. To put it simply, that's how I feel.

I don't pay attention to these people, I pay attention to those who are like me, who have no despair in their eyes, even if they act like these ordinary people. I don't have despair, and I know very well that my eyes can't hold that kind of despair.

Probing, of course, also let others know about my existence, but it shouldn't matter much, here are just people who need to compete on their side, maybe they will snatch it, and it won't be enough to fight for their lives, unless this task is very important to him, and if he doesn't complete this task, he won't be able to survive.

I'm on the scene, so it's not an outsider's feeling, seeing the scene, I have a lot of feelings, the relationship of reality, these many feelings don't exist and make me fall into thinking, it's all a flash, after all, it's right to continue to perceive the world next, and you have to do it, otherwise you may be killed.

In fact, I envy the authors, and the researchers, for having the time to safely stop and think about these things that make them feel. Envy is just a momentary feeling, I live in reality, I must continue to move forward, continue to perceive this real world, I know that if I stop perceiving this world, I will be killed.

But maybe when I'm in a safe environment and have some free time, I think about a lot of things. But what are these feelings that I have now?O(∩_∩)O, this is something that only the author knows.

I'm alive, I'm acting, and that action involves thinking in a safe environment, in my free time, including the various sensations that may arise in the field, including thinking and analyzing activities directly in the field. Who's recording me? It's a strange idea that I'm alive, and no one is recording me, and I'm living in reality, so I can't record myself.

On this day, I suddenly woke up, I felt that the fight for freedom is not to help speed to do various tasks, but to analyze myself, analyze the world, and use thinking as a weapon to make me free, and at the same time verify whether speed's suspicion is correct, this is a dream world, not a real world.

It's an important feeling, and I know that it's these important feelings that can trigger me instantly, take me away from reality, capture me with feelings, play with them, understand them. For the first time, I felt that these feelings were so important, because of their existence, I could get out of the world that seemed real, think and analyze myself and these beings, and gain temporary freedom.

I made a decision on this day, I will go through the real world, feel the real world live, and then spell out a real world that I perceive, and find out if this real world really exists, so that only in this way can I really fight for freedom, and I really fight for speed.