Chapter 167: Seventeen-year-old dreams are fantasy and beautiful
“......
I'm sorry. ”
When Xu Ji heard Lu Sixi's words, it was obvious that he wanted to take things for a while.
But he still didn't say a word of responsibility.
After a moment of silence, Lu Sixi couldn't believe what he heard.
She stepped forward and couldn't contain her emotions anymore, and grabbed him by the collar.
"Xu Ji, whether it's a year ago or a year later, you're going to give up on me, are you!"
"Lu Sixi, you calm down first. ”
He gently broke her hand clutching his collar.
It's like a silent announcement that the relationship is over.
"You didn't choose me a year ago, I found a reason for you, it's my problem, you want to go with me.
But Xu Ji, I can't find half a reason to explain it now.
You don't love me at all, you only love yourself, you just want to live here, plain, you don't care who I marry at all, you don't care about me.
In that case, why do you still say that you are waiting for me, you are not worthy of the word waiting at all!"
She shook her head and looked at the person in front of her, who was extremely familiar but distant from her.
Lu Sixi couldn't believe it.
People who have been thinking about it for so long abroad.
He still has to give up himself to fulfill himself.
Xu Ji only wants a comfortable life, but she is different.
She was a naturally rebellious individual, someone who was unwilling to compromise on it.
If you want to resist, you must fight fate to the end.
But Xu Ji is not.
He compromised.
Accept that she will not have her own future life, and also accept her marrying another man.
"Yes, I just want a dull life.
Lu Sixi, haven't I been with you for so long?
Because of my affair with you, my mother was driven out by Lu Zhenwei.
My mom and I were evicted, do you know how my mom managed to make this restaurant so good in the year you left?
Do you know! What do you want me to do when my mother is more than half a year old? Do you elope with you again? Lu Sixi, you should grow up, I can't save you, I can't even save myself. ”
However, he has not been smoothed out by life.
The Lu family deliberately drove people away, and on the day Lu Sixi left, he and his mother were ruthlessly driven out by the Lu family.
The reason is very simple, it is because he doesn't know the level of his identity and brings Miss Lu Xiao.
Repression, persecution.
If it weren't for Lu Jinran, Lu Weiyan, and Lu Jinhao's secret help.
Maybe that year, Xu Ji and Xu's mother would not have survived.
Xu Ji lost his father at an early age, and his father was in a car accident when he was doing things for Lu Zhenwei.
To put it bluntly, his home was ruined because of Lu Sixi's father.
His mother worked hard for so many years as a cow and a horse in the Lu family, but in the end, she couldn't get a good end because of herself.
His father's death is unknown, and Lu Zhenwei doesn't even have a reason.
It's just that it's a work-related injury, and it's okay to give money.
Sure enough, rich people will only take money to do things.
Thinking of this, Xu Ji's face also sank, and he was a little disdainful of ridicule.
It can be seen what kind of wrong thing he did back then.
He is desperate to fight for Lu Sixi.
But resisting fate is always a dead end.
He didn't die, but that Xu Ji back then was already dead.
"Xu Ji, why don't you want to tell me.
Wouldn't it be nice for us to bear it together?"
She listened to Xu Ji's self-pity.
Lu Sixi had never heard Xu Ji say this.
In this year, it turned out that they were all having such a hard time.
"Ah Xi, our fate can be sealed from the beginning.
I'm just the son of a servant in your family, and you're the eldest lady on top, and you're Lu Sixi.
Maybe our love from the beginning was a mistake, let it go, I wish you happiness. ”
Xu Ji turned his head away, not daring to look directly at her with his eyes.
There was frustration in the tone.
He tried to swallow this breath, but he was silent for too long, and he couldn't hold back anymore.
I would say such a thing to Lu Sixi.
In the year when he was desperate for her, it was the real source of his suffering.
The hand holding the menu is tightly screwed.
"Don't regret what you said. ”
Lu Sixi didn't say more, this time she was stronger than ever.
Neither crying nor angry, she dropped the sentence heavily and left the restaurant first.
The steps were a little slow, and the back was tense.
The last thing she gambled on was whether Xu Ji couldn't help but stop herself.
One step, two steps, three steps......
Eighteen steps, nineteen steps, twenty steps......
There was a bitterness in her heart, this time he was going to let himself go, and it was no longer his own irritability.
"Xu Ji, I'...... Don't regret it.
Don't regret it years later when you see me holding another man's arm and bearing him a child. ”
"Take care. ”
Her final temptation was only two words that were so painless.
Lu Sixi did not speak again.
She paused, and finally didn't hesitate.
When she walked away, Xu Ji turned around.
stared at the back in front of him, which was getting farther and farther away from him, and his eyes were a little red.
The paper sheet in his hand was crumpled out one after another.
He understands that this is not only her departure this time, but also that he is going to disappear from her heart.
......
"Finished talking?"
Lu Sixi walked to the side of the car, and Lu Jinran was a little surprised to see her come out so quickly.
Anyway, shouldn't the two people who haven't seen each other for so long have a lot to talk about?
"Well, brother, let's go. ”
She rubbed her pantothenic eyes, and the bitterness in her heart could not be concealed.
Lu Jinran saw her dejected appearance, and she also knew a little in her heart.
"What's wrong?"
Lu Sixi opened the door of the back seat and bent down to sit in the car.
She did not speak for a long time.
Finally, he slowly spoke.
"Brother, he said he wished me happiness. He...... Don't want me anymore. ”
Lu Sixi leaned against the car window alone, tears falling silently.
She had never been so aggrieved about a thing.
Even if Lu Zhenwei stopped it at the beginning, the two were separated for a year.
She wasn't as sad as she was now.
He doesn't want me anymore......
When he said this, his voice couldn't help but tremble.
It turns out that the child who was left behind has always been himself......
Tears fell from the left side of the face, drop after drop......
"Ah Xi, many things have their own numbers, and since this is the case, you can't force it. ”
He was also a little overwhelmed.
I've never seen this pistachio-like little sister crying like this in front of me.
He hurriedly lowered his head and sent a message to his little girl, begging for help.
In the face of girls crying, Lu Jinran still really has nothing to do.
But...... Counting the time, the interview with the little girl should be over too.
But the message still did not reply.
He sighed, and didn't want to disturb Su Miao.
Maybe there was something temporary, and I handed the wrapping paper to the little sister in the back.
I probably thought of something, and got out of the car with a word.
"You wait for a while, brother, and I'll be back right away. ”
Lu Sixi nodded lightly and put his head in the crook of his arm.
Listen to the sound of Lu Jinran getting out of the car and opening the door.
He burst into tears.
She is stubborn, and she is also the one who is unwilling to bow her head in front of Xu Ji.
But that doesn't mean she doesn't love her.
Since the age of seventeen, I have liked this big brother for so long.
It is Lu Sixi's biggest fantasy and beauty for himself.
(End of chapter)