Chapter 131: I always want to cry when I remember

"Please sit down, I ordered you the mocha that Xingliang likes to drink, and I think you like it too. Li Qian nodded and said lightly.

Su Ranran looked at the woman in front of her, wearing a black skirt, she had never looked at her face carefully before, but now she looked at it, but she was still a little bit beautiful, under the slender willow eyebrows, a pair of slender eyes, quite a bit of charm, the nose bridge that was not too high was just right, with a cherry mouth, it had a bit of the gentleness and grace of a southern woman.

She smiled a little awkwardly and said, "Whatever, I can do it." ”

"I heard that you are divorced, how are you doing?" asked Li Qian with a calm face.

"Hehe, it's okay. Su Ranran's expression was strange, and she nodded slightly.

What is the relationship between the two of them, and they are not very familiar with each other, is it appropriate to talk about this kind of issue, isn't it embarrassing?

"I'm divorced too, this morning. Li Qian lowered her eyes, her eyelashes flickered uncomfortably, she took a sip of coffee and said leisurely.

"Ah, why, why did you divorce suddenly?" Su Ranran scratched her head and asked with a puzzled expression.

Could it be because of her? Could it be that Dong Xingliang divorced Li Qianti again? Impossible, didn't she have already clearly refused and would not be with him.

But if it has nothing to do with her, why is Li Qian divorced, and the first one will come to her? Oh, it's over, it's over, I guess this is a Hongmen banquet, I'll be scolded for a while, what should I do?

Su Ranran couldn't help but look at the environment in the coffee shop, it looked a little old on the outside, but there was still some mood inside, antique taste, quiet and tranquil, suitable for savoring.

"On the bridge that day, I was actually there. Li Qian lowered her eyes and didn't look at Su Ranran's face, and whispered.

Su Ranran frowned, since she was there, why didn't she come out to persuade Dong Xingliang, causing her to fall, soak in the water for so long, and almost lose her life!

"Oh, I was also in a hurry that day, and I had to persuade him, not as you think, we rarely contact us now, and we don't see each other often. Su Ranran had a headache and said calmly.

"I know, I don't mean to blame you. A faint sadness flashed in Li Qian's eyes, and she said softly.

"I'm sorry, I know my existence, my relationship with Xingliang has caused some misunderstanding between you, I'm sorry, but I~" Su Ranran said apologetically.

Su Ranran is actually a little distressed, the woman in front of her is the same woman, the same woman who is not loved by her husband, and the same divorced woman, they actually have the same experience, the same pity, the same misfortune, and now, the same bravery.

In her eyes, women who dare to choose divorce are very brave, because they have to endure those ugly gossip, those hurtful gossip, and face the embarrassment of life alone.

"No, the one who should say I'm sorry is me, it's my stupidity and indiscretion that ruined the lives of the three of us. ”

Li Qian shook her head, raised her eyes, looked at this beautiful woman who had made her jealous and resentful, and said sincerely.

Su Ranran didn't know how to answer, just shook her head gently, lowered her eyes, and drank coffee.

"Do you know, when I was in college, I was not familiar with Xingliang at that time, once Xingliang called you in the phone booth, I was behind him, listening secretly, he and you talked to each other for about half an hour, those love words, as if they were for me. ”

Li Qian thought of their ignorant youth, with a gentle smile on her face, and said slowly.

Su Ranran didn't interrupt her, and it came to her mind that she used to stay in the phone booth for half an hour or even an hour, chatting with Dong Xingliang, all over the world, short parents, sweet words, and even all kinds of boring gossip at school, talking about everything, and most of their living expenses were used to make phone calls.

Li Qian fell into the memory, with a look of nostalgia, a gentle voice, and a faint story about them.

"Later, I began to secretly pay attention to him, Xingliang is not like the other boys in the class, either addicted to games, or just chasing dramas all day long, watching those idol dramas that are not nutritious. ”

"He's either in the library or on the basketball court, and I used to sneak around and hide in the crowd and watch them play basketball, and he played basketball very well. ”

Su Ranran couldn't help but nodded, in her mind, the scene of Dong Xingliang wearing a white jersey and sweating on the court came to mind, yes, he played basketball very well, and when he was in high school, Xingliang was the best in the team.

"Until that year's National Day, I saw from afar, Xingliang holding your hand, eating in the cafeteria, his eyes were full of tenderness, his smile was bright, he also borrowed a bicycle, took you, and took you for a ride on the campus of Nuo University, and you smiled so happily, so sweet, maybe at that time, I began to be jealous of you. ”

She remembered all the things Li Qian said, those beautiful memories, she thought it had been dusted, but now when she heard her say it, she remembered it vividly, so clearly, as if it happened yesterday.

However, those beautiful memories have now become tormenting shackles.

Later, I finally mustered up the courage and handed him a love letter, but he didn't reply to me, and I finally ~ couldn't hold back my thoughts, stopped him on the court, and cheekily asked him to be my boyfriend. ”

"The ending~ You should have guessed that he didn't accept me, but rejected me very simply. ”

Li Qian seemed to go back to the past, with tears in her eyes, a sad and disappointed face, and said leisurely.

"I know that Xingliang mentioned it to me on the phone at that time, but he didn't tell me his name. Su Ranran was worried that Li Qian would be trapped in memories and couldn't extricate herself, so she said out loud.

"Hehe, I didn't expect him to even tell you this, between the two of you, you really can't squeeze in a third person, this kind of relationship is really enviable. Li Qian said with a self-deprecating smile.

"Then what happened to you later, how did you have a child?" Su Ranran frowned and asked in confusion.

Li Qian looked up at Su Ranran, her eyes were a little complicated, and after a long time, she slowly spoke:

"On the eve of graduation, the class organized a dinner, the boys drank too much, and the class leader saw that we girls were still relatively sober, so he arranged for us to send the boys back to the dormitory...... I don't need to say much about what happened next, you should have guessed it. ”

Li Qian's eyes were cold, and she said lightly, as if she was telling someone else's story, not her own.

"Then, Dong Xingliang, how did he react when he woke up?" Su Ranran couldn't help but ask curiously.

"What do you think?" Li Qian tilted her head and asked with a cold smile.

"It should ~ be angry, right?" Su Ranran frowned.

"Sure enough, you know him very well, and the next day he was really angry, and asked me why he did that, and said that he never wanted to see me again, and said a lot of ugly things, and we had a big fight, and we didn't see each other again until we left school. Li Qian said lightly with a self-deprecating smile on her face.

"Just that time, you were pregnant?" Su Ranran frowned and asked with a suspicious expression.

"That's right, providence makes people, just that once, I was pregnant with his child, when I found out that I was pregnant, I was also very entangled, I went to the hospital, made an appointment for an abortion, but I was very reluctant, when I saw that the girl in front of me was helped out of the operating room, pale and weak, unable to stand on the ground, I didn't have the courage to step on the cold operating table. ”

Li Qian's face was vicissitudes, her voice was cold, her eyes were dull, and she looked out the window in a daze, as if she saw herself who had escaped from the hospital in a hurry with her stomach in her arms.

"So, you just came to Dong Xingliang and asked him to be responsible for you and the child in your belly?" Su Ranran asked with some displeasure.

At that time, I didn't even have a boyfriend, and seeing my belly getting bigger day by day, my mother and colleagues all asked me, if I was fat, why did my waist thick, what should you tell me to do? I don't come to him, what do you think I can do?" Li Qian said with a sad and helpless expression, with red eyes and a choked voice.

"Then what did he say when you found Dong Xingliang?" asked Su Ranran with some curiosity.

"How else can I say, he dragged me to the hospital and forced me to kill the child!" Li Qian said in a hoarse voice with tears in her eyes.

"I know that as a mother, it is really difficult for you to get rid of your own child, but you want to be tied up with a child, a man who doesn't love you for the rest of your life, it's really risky. Su Ranran shook her head and sighed.

Even though Su Ranran felt a little sympathetic and pitiful to her, she still had some resentment towards her in her heart, after all, if it weren't for Li Qian's appearance, she and Dong Xingliang would not be what they are now, and she would not experience a failed marriage again, so she is angry when she thinks about it.

"Later, I lied to Xingliang that I had left Y City, so he was no longer guarded, I found a small hotel to stay in, followed him, only to find out that you were preparing for the wedding. ”

"I secretly ran to Xingliang's mother and told her that I was his son's girlfriend from college, and I cried and knelt down and begged her, begging her to help me and help me save the baby in my belly. ”

Li Qian raised her hand slightly, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said with a mocking smile.

"So Auntie brought you here, in front of so many colleagues, kneeling and begging me, to fulfill you, does he know these Dong Xingliang?" Su Ranran thought about the scene before, still a little heartbroken, and asked in an unkind tone.

"Xingliang's mother still understands you, although you look strong, you are still very kind, she knows that you will be soft-hearted, so she will find you first, and after you agree, she will persuade his son. Li Qian didn't feel ashamed at all, and said calmly.

"Then how did you force Xingliang to agree?" Su Ranran asked with a tense face and an unkind tone.

"It's very simple, Dong Xingliang has been a filial child since he was a child, he didn't dare to disobey his parents, and his aunt used the article of severing the relationship to make him shake, and then forced him to die, he had to marry me obediently. Li Qian smiled faintly, like a victor, showing off her trick succeeded.

Su Ranran was furious when she heard this, and stood up directly, ready to leave!

"Ah, by the way, I asked you to come because I have a secret that I want to tell you. ”