Chapter 390: Return to the Heart
Maybe it's because his parents died early when he was a child, and his days in the orphanage were lonely and difficult, and finally someone filled the vacancy in his heart, but it was fleeting, if so, it would be better to never have it.
People are like this, after tasting the sweetness, they can no longer bear the bitterness.
Qiu Zehai looked at the window with dim light in a daze, and suddenly his nose was sour, this home originally belonged to him, but he could never go back, the source of all this came from Gu Qing, his eyes darkened, and the corners of his mouth twitched a few times.
The resentment towards Gu Qing is increasing day by day, and Qiu Zehai can't even tell whether the hatred he thinks is obsessed in his heart, or whether it is really as he thinks, because Gu Qing took away everything that should belong to him.
A familiar figure suddenly appeared in front of the originally empty window, Qiu Zehai burst into tears, took a deep breath and decided to go in and have a look.
Pushing open the vermilion gate in front of him, the yard was still in order, and the path leading to the backyard was crawling with a little moss, which was the only trace of the passage of time.
Yang Qin has always been neat and tidy, meticulous in doing things, so many years have passed, this courtyard still reassures him as always, a tear quietly slipped down, but unfortunately although he is at ease, he can no longer accommodate his body.
The tea tree that was planted by Yang Qin when he was very young is now growing tall, and he seems to have lost his soul for a while, as if he has just pushed open not only the gate of this courtyard, but also the gate of time.
The breath of his childhood came to his face, which made his heart ache and he couldn't cope for a while.
Yang Qin upstairs also seemed to have spotted Qiu Zehai who had been standing downstairs for a long time, and he was also slightly surprised when she appeared in front of Qiu Zehai with tears in her eyes.
"I've been a little lazy these days, and the house hasn't been cleaned up much, so don't dislike it. ”
Yang Qin took Qiu Zehai to the tea room, and neither of them spoke along the way. It is rare for Qiu Zehai to remember that he found a can of Yang Qin's favorite Pu'er and soaked it skillfully.
"It's hard for you to remember. Yang Qin barely controlled her voice, making it sound normal, at least not trembling.
Qiu Zehai took the hot water hand, the sadness in his eyes was even more obvious, he didn't want to hide, and even hoped that Yang Qin would see it, "I can't forget it, I can't forget the days here, it was my entire childhood." ”
Yang Qin's nose was sore, and he immediately covered his mouth to prevent himself from making a sound, took a deep breath and slowly lowered his hand, "How are you doing?"
"Lately...... It's not bad......" Qiu Zehai took the hot water and straightened up, and it took a while to turn to face Yang Qian, he seemed to be trying hard to make his clothes look light and breezy, but his brows were still tightly wrinkled.
"You haven't been back in a long time. Yang Qin looked at Qiu Zehai with red eyes, and the latter hurriedly lowered his eyelids and stared at the teapot tightly.
"Isn't there still Gu Qing, it's good that he's here. No matter how you listen to this, there is a sour taste, but Qiu Zehai wants to be willful, he always forces Yang Qin to choose between him and Gu Qing.
Yang Qin knew his intentions, but he couldn't make a choice, "Xiaohai, as far as the master is concerned, the palms and backs of your hands are all meat. ”
"But you can't have both fish and bear's paws!" Qiu Zehai's eyes suddenly became much sharper, and his eyes were a little flustered.
Yang Qin slowly closed her eyes, and a tear quietly slipped down.
Words like fish and bear's paw are really inappropriate for the two of them, if it is a bear's paw, Gu Qing's ability is much stronger than Qiu Zehai's, then who should she give up......
"You came today to force the master to make a choice?" When Yang Qin opened his eyes again, the firmness in his eyes made Qiu Zehai panic, and he deliberately avoided Yang Qin's gaze and walked over to the table, his steps were a little chaotic.
He slowly placed the teapot in his hand in the middle of the table, if it weren't for the teapot lid covering it, he was afraid that the tea inside would be shaken off by him.
"You are no longer my master. Qiu Zehai was unwilling to fall off in the game he provoked, so he could only pretend to say something indifferently that made Yang Qin feel distressed.
"yes...... You're not my apprentice anymore......" Yang Qin's gaze slowly began to deepen, and finally turned into a touch of disappointment.
"The apprentice in your eyes has never been Gu Qing, I'm nothing, I'm just a wild child with no talent, no ability, and even poverty who doesn't even have parents!" Qiu Zehai was stimulated by this look like a child who had been robbed of his most beloved candy, and he exploded in an instant.
Smack-
As a loud voice sounded, the room instantly became extremely quiet, and Yang Qin's desperate sobs were relieved, "How did you become like this? I have always treated you like my own child, but do you think so?"
"It's not that I think so, this is the truth, you always have strong approval in your eyes when you look at Gu Qingshi, but you have never shown that look to me, how can you make me not think about it?"
Qiu Zehai suddenly calmed down a lot, but it was still difficult to hide his grievances in his tone.
"She is my favorite apprentice, but you are my child, my love for you is not in conflict at all, I don't want to see you two become like this, but it still happened. ”
Yang Qin leaned on the table weakly and cried, the voice seemed to penetrate the desolate years of the past few years, and was buried forever in that unknown late night many years ago.
"How can you not conflict? After every competition, you will ask her how her results are, when she has good grades, you are happy, when she has bad grades, you will be sad with her, in my opinion, you are more like a mother and daughter, and I am like an insignificant outsider. ”
Qiu Zehai didn't know what he was obsessed with, and he didn't know how these girl-like hypocritical words came out of his mouth.
"She is very talented, the most talented child I have ever met, I have worked hard to cultivate her, just as I have worked hard to protect you to grow up, your path is different, you can't go this path as a designer. Yang Qin slowly sat up with sadness in her eyes, her tone calmed down a lot, and she suddenly felt that maybe it would be better to talk about things.
At least let Qiu Zehai have a clear positioning and understanding of herself, stop clinging to a road that doesn't go through and wasting time in vain, and she understands that Liu He will not be a good master.
But this sentence seemed to poke Qiu Zehai's pain, and I saw him stand up with a swish, and the intricate bloodshot in his eyes was showing his anger.
"What is talent!? I've never believed in talent!"