Chapter 561: Don't think about it!

No matter what Lin Hao's mood is at this moment, divorce has become an established fact.

After standing alone in the cold wind for a while, a text message came from the mobile phone, which was sent by Li Na-

"The luggage at home, you go back and pack it yourself, I don't want to go back to that home, if you want to continue to live, you can live, I don't dare you go." ”

Looking at this message, Lin Hao laughed bitterly, and then took out a cigarette and prepared to light it.

But the wind was so strong that I couldn't light it after trying several times.

Lin Hao was suddenly a little annoyed, and angrily threw the lighter on the ground.

"Bang!" and the lighter shattered into slag.

Just like his marriage to Li Na, it is now a pair of fragments.

That home, Lin Hao naturally won't go back, after all, that house is not his own.

They are all divorced, so why is there any need to continue to live?

Taking a taxi back to the villa where he and Li Na lived, Lin Hao put away all his belongings, but in fact, there were not many, and there were few men's things.

Driving aimlessly through the city, suddenly confused and not knowing where to go.

It was at this time that Lin Hao realized that he was homeless......

I don't know how long I walked, until a mobile phone rang, it was Chen Li calling.

After Lin Hao connected the phone with Bluetooth, Chen Li said with a hint of embarrassment: "Brother Lin, after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to call you. ”

"What's the matter?" Lin Hao asked without any emotion.

"It's about you asking me to go to the live broadcast room, I asked my agent, and she didn't allow me to do that...... I'm sorry!"

This is simply worse for Lin Hao, the house leak happened to rain overnight, why did everything get together?

But the mood is already terrible at the moment, nothing can be worse than this, no matter how bad it is.

After a while, Lin Hao replied, "Okay, I know." ”

"I'm really sorry, I've been begging my agent, but she has always been unwilling, and told me a lot of reasons, I ......"

"Okay Chen Li, I know your difficulties, I don't blame you. Lin Hao interrupted Chen Li's words.

"That'...... Then I'll treat you to dinner another day as an atonement. ”

"Let's talk about it!"

Hanging up the phone, Lin Hao took a deep breath and spit out again.

I only felt that my heart was clogged, as if I was stuck by a stone.

Driving aimlessly on the road, not knowing where to go.

Now Lin Hao has nothing, including emotional sustenance.

Driving, Lin Hao drove the car to the beach.

Because every time I see the sea, I feel very small, and my emotions that are humble to the dust are not worth mentioning, and my mood will be a little better.

Sitting on a dock, he took out a newly bought lighter and lit a cigarette, and when the ash fell from his hand, Lin Hao felt as if he had turned into a speck of dust.

A life without meaning has no direction......

I don't belong to this world in the first place, so why should I be so miserable, it's better to hurry up and live in this life, maybe I can go back to my own time.

Lin Hao stood up and faced the vast sea, without a trace of fear in his heart.

Even if you jump from here, it is just a speck of dust blown away by the wind, and the world never stops because there is one less speck of dust.

At this time, Lin Hao suddenly understood those who committed suicide because they couldn't figure out something, it wasn't that they were cowardly, it was that they really didn't have the courage to live.

It's just that they didn't expect that they even had the courage to die, so why didn't they have the courage to live?

Yes, they can't think of it.

Just like Lin Hao at this moment, he couldn't have imagined that he would have such extreme thoughts.

When this thought came to my heart, it was as if I was obsessed.

Although there is another voice shouting in my heart: I still have my parents, and Su Ran, there are still many things I haven't done, let alone trying to be a father.

Even if this world is not your own world, what if you die and you really die?

Life and death are between a thought, but when death is only a thin line, Lin Hao's heart inexplicably breeds a terrifying yearning.

This yearning is devouring the subconscious desire to survive in a devastating attitude......

If it weren't for a man's shout from behind, Lin Hao might really fall into this bottomless abyss and then all return to zero.

"Hey...... Don't think about it! The world is so beautiful, you have to live well!"

Lin Hao turned his head to look, and a middle-aged man in his fifties hurriedly ran towards him.

The uncle came to the dock, supported his knees with both hands, and shouted to Lin Hao out of breath: "Young man...... Don't, don't think about it!"

Lin Hao suddenly laughed and said, "I didn't think about it, I just came here to sit here for a while, uncle, you misunderstood." ”

"You really can't think about it?" the uncle still didn't believe it.

"Really, I'm not good, am I?"

The uncle breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, that's good...... I've seen two people jump from here, but they didn't save them in time, so don't jump!"

Hearing what the uncle said, Lin Hao was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously looked at the bottom of the dock.

I thought to myself, "Is this place so evil?" I almost jumped off just now.

"Thank you, brother, you've had a hard time. ”

The uncle waved his hand at Lin Hao, and said a little breathlessly: "No, it's okay...... If you don't jump, live well!"

"Yes, it's to live well, life is so good. ”

As he spoke, Lin Hao walked over to the uncle and asked, "Uncle, are you doing something around here?"

"Yes, I'm just moving goods over there, and I've seen two people jump from where you were standing before you. ”

"Didn't they? Did they finally save me?"

The uncle sighed: "No, I ran over as soon as I found out, but the waves there are too big, let alone a living person, just throw a bag of things down and disappear for a while." ”

Lin Hao glanced back at the dock of the evil gate and said, "It seems that the relevant departments have to seal this place." ”

The uncle said: "It can't be sealed, the dock is a place to go to the sea, and we have no place to work if it is sealed...... But I've heard before that it's quite evil. ”

"Really evil?" Lin Hao was taken aback.

The uncle nodded and replied, "I heard that a very tragic thing happened here a few decades ago. ”

"What's the matter?" Lin Hao asked curiously.

"I've also heard that a husband and wife are fishermen themselves, and the husband suspects that his wife is cheating and tries his best to catch the object of his wife's cheating. But her wife insisted that she didn't cheat, and her husband didn't believe it, and he stopped fishing all day long, and worked as a detective every day, making a home not like home......

Later, his wife finally couldn't stand it anymore and said that he was indeed cheating, and then the man chopped his wife into pieces with a fish-killing knife and threw them into the sea to feed the sharks, and then he also jumped into the sea, which is where you just stood......"

After listening to the story told by his uncle, Lin Hao couldn't help but feel a chill in his back.

Then he asked, "Then did his wife cheat?"

"I don't know about this, some people say it's cheating, some people say it's not, it's a story anyway, and I don't know if it's true. ”

Lin Hao glanced at the dock again, and swallowed his saliva with some fear.

At this time, someone was calling this uncle, so he said to Lin Hao again: "I'm going to work, don't think about it, go back quickly! It's going to rain this day." ”

"Well, thank you......!

The uncle waved his hand at Lin Hao, then turned around and walked towards the other dock.

Lin Hao also drove away from this place, in fact, the moment he stood at that pier, he really had a trace of the thought of wanting this life in his heart.