Chapter 183: The Man in Su Tang's Heart (Part II)
Su Tang has experienced many kinds of life in TV movies. She played the joy of those people getting love and the sadness of losing their lovers. But she has never experienced these emotions once in real life. She is like an empty shell, carrying the joys, sorrows and sorrows of all kinds of characters in the script, and she just lends her body to them. In the end, the big screen showed the people in the story, and it had nothing to do with her.
Su Tang is a normal person, she knows what liking is, she knows what love is, she just doesn't have the ability to love others. I thought about spending the rest of my life with that man, not because of love, but because I felt that he was very suitable for me and comfortable to stay by his side.
Su Tang never told anyone that because she didn't know how to love anyone, she once went to see a psychiatrist. It was also treated, but there was no effect, and in the end, the psychiatrist could only helplessly say: Maybe you can't have love in your life, and you won't fall in love with someone else. Even if you know what love is, you won't have it because you don't know how to love someone.
In short, the psychiatrist said a lot of vain words, and Su Tang listened to a word, she only knew that she would die alone. Su Tang is a very conflicted person, she is different from many people, longing for loneliness, afraid of loneliness, afraid of loneliness.
Xu Yi doesn't love her, but he treats her very well. This kind of Buddhist attitude made Su Tang also infected. Love is dispensable.
Now that I think about it, the psychiatrist is not wrong, she was indeed a person in her last life, but not in this life.
A gust of wind blew and bent those roses, and somehow suddenly remembered Chen Mu. It may be that you are in a sea of flowers, and people's minds are also much more delicate. It's as if time has stopped, and many things that you don't have time to think about will all run out of the depths of your mind at this time.
In fact, in the warehouse that day, Su Tang thought about Chen Mu. She never felt vulnerable, but now she seems to have changed.
For example, right now, she is thinking about Chen Mu.
In the past two days, she didn't think about sneaking away, but first, she was penniless, and second, her mobile phone was taken away by Ye Jin, and she couldn't contact anyone. She asked Ye Meier about Su Tang's whereabouts, where he went, when he would come back, Ye Meier's caliber was the same as the first time she saw her, and she didn't know what to do.
Since I don't know how things will develop, then let it be, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, Su Tang is not worried.
Su Tang was not worried, but some people were very worried.
This person is none other than Chen Mu. Chen Mu returned to school after his injury, and at that time, the school was not on vacation, and he had dinner with Su Tang once. That time the meal was a little embarrassing, I don't know if it was because Su Tang knew what he thought in his heart, or because the two of them experienced the world of Jin Yu and Xu Li, in short, the atmosphere was a little weird, and then it was a holiday, and Chen Mu didn't ask Su Tang if he would go home, if he asked, he felt that it was too wrong.
Now Chen Mu stays alone in the dormitory, he usually doesn't go home on holidays, and at the moment he is alone in the dormitory, empty. Even the sound of dripping water from the faucet in the toilet next to it was amplified and could be heard clearly. If this is not a fantasy film, it will definitely develop into a horror movie.
Chen Mu didn't pay attention to the sound outside the room, and there was a laptop on the table in front of him. At the moment he was engrossed in his gaze at the computer. At first, it was a flower on the computer screen, but after two seconds, a figure slowly appeared on the screen.
It was a little man in a mask, not like a real person, like a treated anime character. The villain is painted with clown makeup and wears a purple suit. If you've watched Batman, the Dark Knight, you know who this figure represents.
The man's mouth kept moving, and there was a slight delay in the painting, and it took a few seconds to hear his voice. The voice, like the avatar, has also undergone voice change processing, and this sound sounds like a fingernail scraping a blackboard, which makes people panic.
"The man is indeed gone. The other party said.
"Where have you been?" Chen Mu was expressionless, and his voice was particularly low, as if it were two different from his usual voice. If Su Tang was next to him, she would definitely be able to hear that this voice was very similar to Xu Li. Beautiful
In other words, Chen Mu is now talking to this person in his adult voice, as if he is hiding his identity, what is he hiding?
No one knows that Chen Mu's mind is heavier than anyone else's, and his mother can't guess his mind.
Su Tang has collapsed, she urgently needs to be released now, if she doesn't release these rotten emotions, she will go crazy.
Ye Jin had never seen this kind of situation at all, Ye Mei'er would cry and make trouble before, but as long as he glared slightly, she would obediently go to the side to play. But now, seeing Su Tang crying so sadly, he actually felt that if he glared at her again, she would definitely cry even more sadly.
The eyes that were usually calm without a trace of ripples actually flashed a touch of confusion, and he stood in place and looked at Su Tang for a while. Until the other party cried and hiccuped, he actually laughed.
Su Tang glanced at him and wiped off his nose with a tissue. Fierce him: "You must think I'm inferior." You know, I'm the one who was beaten to death by you yesterday! I was beaten half to death by you, and now I wake up and find myself caught and grounded by you. I'm miserable! I'm miserable!"
Su Tang still had tears under his eyes, and he spoke in a thick nasal voice. Although her tone is fierce, she looks fierce and fierce.
"Wipe away your tears first. ”
Ye Jin walked up to her, picked up the tissue on the table and handed it to Su Tang. This extra action made Su Tang want to complain, but he didn't succeed because her snot came again. I had to take the tissue handed over by the other party.
She has no face to go home today, anyway, she is not the Su Tang who became famous. How much could her face be worth now. Su Tang didn't care, she just wanted to live this life well.
"Do you like to cry?"
Ye Jin's tone was a little helpless. He only kills, never comforts.
"Who can't cry at every turn. This snot was so troublesome that Su Tang almost used up a small packet of paper to prevent it from continuing to flow down.
Su Tang continued, "If it weren't for the over-grievances, the emotions would have arrived again. Who wants to cry?"
This is true, Su Tang has rarely cried since he can remember, and he has hardly cried. Except because of Su Fanglin, only this time she cried so much that she felt that the sky was about to fall.
"Then don't cry. ”
After Ye Jin finished speaking, he had a very ominous feeling. Su Tang looked at him with a smile, "Are you murdering me now?" I'm a seventeen-year-old girl, crying and snotting, and you don't have any fluctuations in your heart now, and you even murder me?"
"I didn't. ”