The weather in May is always cloudy and rainy, a small drizzle is a week, Ning Si, who is sitting at the desk, looks outside in a daze, on the small table in the room, is the meal she left for her mother, the hot steam has long dissipated, it has become cold, and still can't see her mother come home.

For this college entrance examination candidate, the current day is particularly important, everything seems to tell her that she can't be a little sloppy, she must win in this college entrance examination, she must have an ideal result, she knows that being able to get into a good school is what his sister wants to see the most.

A knock on the door interrupted her thoughts.

"Coming, coming, why didn't you bring a key!"

She was nagging her mother to go out without a key, and rushed over to open the door, but she was a little surprised the moment she opened the door, and suddenly her eyes widened.

Han Chen, who hadn't appeared for a long time, suddenly came to visit, she felt a little strange, her father, who was mainly lying in the hospital, was still like this because of this person, thinking of these emotions fluctuated suddenly, she didn't say a word, and pushed the door with both hands and was ready to close.

"Xiao Si, Xiao Si, open the door quickly, I have something to ask you!"

Han Chen kept calling the name "Ning Si" outside the door, but he didn't expect that after so much time, there would still be such a big shadow in their hearts.

"Bang Bang Bang"

"Bang bang bang, bang"

Han Chen's knock on the door became louder and louder, so she couldn't help but cover her ears, at this time her mood was also extremely chaotic, she knew that Brother Han Chen outside was a very good person, but because of her sister's problem, and her father, who was still unconscious, she couldn't be soft-hearted, let alone open the door.

The knocking finally stopped, and for a moment the room became unusually quiet, and she let go of her hands covering her ears, and suddenly squatted on the ground, tears covering her cheeks.

At this time, she was thinking, if those things hadn't happened a year ago, if her father was still healthy and nagging her to study hard, if her sister and him were still the same as before, two little guesses, the appearance of childhood sweethearts, what a good picture it would be, but it's a pity that those are ifs, just what she thinks in her heart, there have never been ifs in this real world, and never live like imagined.

The knock on the door rang again, and she suddenly stood up and said loudly towards the door: "Don't knock again, please go, I won't open it." ”

"Xiao Si, Xiao Si, who are you talking to? Hurry up and open the door!"

There was a familiar voice from her mother outside the door, so she immediately stood up, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, pretended that nothing had happened, and immediately opened the door for her mother.

"Who bought this, and how did you put it at the door?"

Mom was carrying a big bag of things in her hand, which were full of all kinds of snacks, and some supplements and the like, she knew that it must have been placed at the door by Brother Han Chen just now, but she didn't dare to tell her mother that he had come, so she just pretended to smile and said, "Did anyone drop here, why don't you put it at home first and see if anyone comes to claim it!"

Mom nodded, acquiescing to her thoughts, not paying too much attention to what was placed at the door.

Because it was drizzling outside, her mother's hair was already a little wet, so she immediately went to the house to get a dry towel and dried her hair.

"Why didn't you come back to eat so late today, maybe the dishes are cold now, I'll go and heat up the food for you!" Ning Si said as she looked at her mother sitting on the stool.

The dishes on the table have changed from hot to cold, and there is no temperature on the plate, only a cold feeling, at this time she casually glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, it turned out that the time passed so quickly, it was more than an hour past lunch.

After she heated the dishes, she hurriedly took them out and put them on the table, ready to go to school with her school bag.

Mom was still sitting on the stool, counting the change she had just pulled the car back, she knew that her mother came back late today, because it was raining, there were more people in the car, she wanted to run two more trips, earn a few more dollars.

In the small city of Tongzi, there are rickshaws everywhere, so you can only make a few more trips and earn a few more dollars at this time.

Dad lives in the hospital, the younger sister of the family wants to study, she immediately faces the college entrance examination, my mother is forced by life, can only rent a rickshaw to earn a little living expenses, at night she always studies until the dead of night, more often is waiting for the footsteps of her mother to come back.

"Hurry up and eat, wait until it's cold again, I'll pay you back." Ning Si handed the chopsticks in front of her mother and said.

Mom put down the money in her hand that had not been straightened out, took the chopsticks in her hand, a bowl of boiled cabbage, a bowl of shredded potatoes, and ate with relish!

After a few strokes, she sorted out her mother's change, put it neatly on the table, and took her schoolbag and prepared to run to school.

"Wait a minute, I'll take you to school when I'm ready, it's raining lightly outside!" Mom was gobbling up, as if she was in a hurry.

"No need, I have my own umbrella, just walk over slowly, you can rest after you eat, and then go to the hospital to see Dad!"

Although Ning Si said so, her mother didn't listen to her, but looked at the time on the wall, eating in a big gulp, not so much to eat, but to fill her hungry stomach.

Mom quickly put the bowl on the table, and immediately stood up, took her hand and walked out, her mouth still whispering: "Hurry up, you're going to be late! I'll send you to the hospital to see your father again!"

She watched her mother holding her hand, and suddenly realized that her mother's hand had been ground out of calluses, and it was rubbing her hand.

For a moment, tears kept rolling in his eyes, and this little warm hand-holding had been a long, long time, and it had been a long time since he had held his mother's hand like this.

On a rainy day in May, the wind blowing in her face was still a little cool, and she couldn't help but want to hold her chest with her hands.

Looking at the roses on the side of the road, and the moon season, the bloom is so brilliant, and the bright flowers are constantly swaying in the May breeze, as if to say, hello!

For a person who is about to take the college entrance examination, May is an extremely important month, and the endless review materials and books that cannot be read are the voices of every current college entrance examination student.

How many people with dreams, running on this road that is about to finish their youth, at the beginning of this life, the end point of Qingqing, she suddenly panicked, afraid that she would disappoint her mother, and afraid that she would be admitted, hard work for her sister and mother.