Chapter 366: Lin Xiaoxiao's Appearance
A person should at least have a dream, in order to have a reason to keep persevering, in life, you can have a bad experience, but you must not indulge yourself to live a rotten life.
The night was silent, the moon was cloudy, Han Chen was sitting quietly on the sofa at home with his cheeks on his back, his eyes staring into the distance through the window, and the figure of his loved ones was flying in his mind.
His father gets up every morning and goes out, and his quiet father has become his spiritual sustenance this summer vacation, two old people, one is making shoes, the other is selling shoes, and he is busy every day, but he is a young man at home and doesn't know what to do.
Since Xia Qing promised to knit a scarf for her, she has been knitting scarves every day, as if it is a very important thing for her now, in addition to knitting scarves, she also has to fight wits and courage with Han Bin's sister.
Han Chen cooks at home, and occasionally encourages his classmates in QQ to go to him to teach, post some love donations on the Internet, collect some old clothes and old books, and prepare to transport them to that village.
At night, he sat in front of the computer again, replying to the caring people who consulted under his post, because he was the only one in the house, it became unusually quiet, and he could only hear the cold wind outside the window.
The picture hanging on the wall was smiling, the mother he used to love very, very much, had been gone for many years, and now he didn't know if she was satisfied, he thought, if she was there, she would not agree to him go to that country, and he would definitely let him do an internship in a promising school.
Thinking about it, he was also a little relieved, anyway, it had been so long, maybe if his mother was still alive, her view of the problem might have changed.
A knock on the door came to his ears from outside, "Did the old man forget his key again?" he muttered as he walked out to open the door.
"Hello, did you miss me" As soon as the door opened, Lin Xiaoxiao jumped up and hugged her, looking very happy to see her.
"Hey, what are you doing?" Han Chen said, and pushed her away lukewarmly, and the strong smell of perfume on Lin Xiaoxiao's body made him sneeze a few times.
"Oh, I forgot you don't like the scents, I'll go take a shower and change my clothes right away. Lin Xiaoxiao still pretended that nothing had happened, and she didn't want to see Han Chen's expression.
The red suitcase was standing at the door, and Han Chen glanced at it and said to him: "You better go back to your house and wash it, don't wash it here, it's not good for you to be a girl here." ”
Han Chen's words angered Lin Xiaoxiao, who had been holding back, and she yelled out very loudly, "Han Chen, you now know that I am a girl who is afraid of others gossiping, so do you know that when your mother passed away, I have been there wearing linen and filial piety, and who in that town does not know that I, Lin Xiaoxiao, is your Han Chen's future daughter-in-law." ”
The louder she spoke, the more fierce she became, as if she was using all her strength to tear and shout.
"Lin Xiaoxiao, you have to be clear, I don't like you in Chen, I've never liked you, it's always you who are willing, even if we get married, we won't be happy, because my heart is too small, I only pretend to be the next person, and this person has already filled me here. ”
Han Chen pointed to his heart and said to her, in fact, just like Han Chen said, there has never been any story about love between them, Han Chen has always been far away from her, and it is all her own wishful thinking. Jiujiu Chinese
In the past, because of his mother's relationship, he never said anything serious to her, because he was a filial child, and he didn't want to make his mother angry, especially after his mother was diagnosed with breast cancer, he had been enduring it, but he didn't want her mother to be unhappy in the last days.
But he didn't expect that because of his unbearability, Lin Xiaoxiao fell deeper and deeper into him, and he did things more and more excessively.
Just when they were all at a stalemate and became silent, Han Chen's father came back, and from a distance, he saw that the door was not closed, and thought that Han Chen had forgotten to close the door when he went out, so he hurriedly ran home.
What I saw was the picture after their quarrel, Lin Xiaoxiao was squatting on the ground and crying, her hair was messy, and she didn't look like the usual girl who was delicate at any time.
In the matter of the two of them, his father is the most direct witness, and he should be the one with the most right to speak.
"Come and sit down, any problem will not solve the problem, and only by making your problems formal can you solve your previous problems. Han Chen's father looked at the two of them and said.
In fact, Han Chen has always understood this truth, but Lin Xiaoxiao herself is unwilling to face it, and she doesn't want to make it clear with Han Chen, every time Han Chen wants to make it clear to her, she begins to run away, thinking that as long as she doesn't make it clear, she still has a chance.
Han Chen walked to the sofa and sat down, but Lin Xiaoxiao dragged her suitcase and ran out, she was still unwilling to face this loveless love.
"Don't chase him out yet?" Han Chen's father said as he looked at him.
Han Chen smiled bitterly, "I won't chase her, maybe after this time, she won't come again, I chase her out will only make her misunderstand that I care about her, I don't want to face her against my will like this." ”
Han Chen's father sighed and slapped him on the shoulder with one hand, as if it was very meaningful.
"It's good that you can recognize what you want, now that you have identified, then work hard to stick to your original intention, as long as you choose it yourself, Dad will support you. ”
After Han Chen's father said this, he looked at his mother's posthumous photo on the wall, "Look at you, you have left so much trouble for the children, you will be gone, decades of husband and wife, you will not leave me a clean place when you leave." ”
Han Chen knew that for so many years, his father had never said that his mother was not half of it, every time his mother's decision was not too excessive, he would turn a blind eye, and when his mother decided to pull him and Lin Xiaoxiao together, his father also deliberately talked to him, but because his mother had been diagnosed with terminal cancer at that time, he persuaded his father not to quarrel with his mother at this time, so he came to this situation.
"Dad, don't worry, it will pass, everything will be fine, I will definitely process the life as I want, don't think about those things, my mother has been gone for so long, I think if she is still here, she will definitely not force me again." ”
After hearing this, Han Chen's father nodded and said, "My son, I definitely believe it." ”