When did I start doing this?

When did my life begin?

Did it start when I was a trainee for 6 years?

Or did it start with the unspoken rules that I encountered at the beginning of my debut?

Did it start with the sisters starting to spread the scandal?

Or did it start with us being attacked on a large scale?

Did it start when the sisters quit "Fruit Baby"?

Or did I start with the reorganized "Fruit Baby", which was the lowest in popularity?

Did it start when I conceived his child?

Or did it start with me being ruthlessly abandoned by him?

Did it start when I was kidnapped for a whole year?

Or did it start when I was finally rescued and found out that I was a real loner?

Did it start when I found out that "he" had become her "he"?

Or did you start from being completely out of the entertainment industry by most fans and even your former only rice sufficiency?

Did it start when you found out that you were no longer able to have children?

Or did it start when the news was broken by unscrupulous medical staff, thus making himself "hot" again?

Is it from the time when he was scolded by his adopted son who has been carefully cared for for fifteen years?

Or did it start when he found out that he had been looking for his biological parents for a long time?

Did it start when he actually found his biological parents?

Or did it start when he hadn't taken the initiative to see himself for so many years?

Did you start when you were diagnosed with terminal cancer?

Or did it start when I was hospitalized for cancer and didn't have a friend from the past to visit me?

The 65-year-old Park Jingyin was lying on her big bed, her eyes staring at the TV opposite for a moment. On TV, it was five young and lively girls, all of whom closed their eyes and prayed, as if hoping that their future would be better and better.

"What did you just pray for, Mira?" asked the voiceover on TV.

"What were you praying for, South America?"

"Zhaoyuan, you ......"

"Suhyun ......"

"Jingyin, what were you praying for?" the voiceover finally asked her. The delicate-looking Jingyin's hands were involuntarily clasped together, and her big shining eyes revealed some hope.

"I hope that after my sisters and I debut, we can continue to go on until we both get married and have children, and we will never be separated!"

"O(∩_∩)O hahaha~ It's worthy of our busy !!" The four sisters rushed up together to mess up her black long straight!!

"I'm Apple Mera!"

"I'm Peach South American!"

"I'm Mango Zhaoyuan!"

"I'm Grape Suhyun!"

"I'm Melon Jingyin!"

"Hello everyone, we are fruit baby !!"

"O(∩_∩)O hahaha~"

........................

Park Jingyin sat on the bed and watched several young and beautiful girls on the TV playing with each other, although the corners of her mouth were smiling, but tears kept pouring out with her cloudy eyes.

"Hello everyone, we are fruit baby !!"

[Yes, this qiē has changed since my dream of stardom!]

[But ......]

The old man had turned off the TV, crossed his hands over his chest, smiled at the corners of his mouth, and fell asleep peacefully!

............

[But I don't regret it!!]

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In July 2003, at the entrance of S.M. Entertainment, No. 521, Apgujeong 2-dong, Gangnam-gu-gu, Seoul-gu, South Korea, a girl with a canvas shoulder bag seemed to be very unexpected, and she came in without being stopped by anyone.

It's no wonder that when Myth announced that he was leaving S.M two months ago, it was unimaginable in front of S.M. In particular, Eric, the captain of Shinhwa, came to talk to S.M about the right to use the name "Shinhwa", the fan organization "Shinhwa Creation zào (the official organization of Shinhwa fans started by ** company)" and the right to use the song (the right to use it is different from copyright), and the trademark right of Shinhwa. The small yellow building of the S.M company was crowded with mythical creations that came to give Eric a strong voice. Anyone who wants to enter the company has to be baptized by the eyes of 10,000 people~~~ That feeling is really impossible to express in words.

The cranky girl with colorful over-the-shoulder waves, coupled with fashionable summer outfits and slightly Westernized familiar faces, this is our filial piety~~~

If it weren't for the strict dark circles under the eyes, all those who knew the girl would be surprised and sincerely praised "A-yo, Xiaoyuan has become beautiful~~"

Two months ago, Hyoyeon and her classmate Lee Min-yeong formed the dance group Littlewinners, which disbanded because Lee Min-yeong signed a contract with JPY. Hyo-yeon was a little lost at that time, and he was also a little worried about Coco Lee, after all, Coco Lee was too young at that time, only a week older than Joo-hyun. But thinking about Xiu Rong, who ran to Japan alone—well, it should be called Xiu Ying now—Xiao Yuan is also relieved.

Jing Yin said it well, don't underestimate any girl who wants to debut, eh, of course, there are boys.

Well, according to Jing Yin's habits, there should be a clear plan now. In the future, I want to survive and become a shining star, not a fleeting meteor, or even an asteroid that can't even emit light. Xiao Yuan's eyes emitted a flame of fighting spirit, well, this is just the second middle school statement, Xiao Yuan just has a desire to fight for, and even fight for it for life???!

For the past two months, Hyoyeon has been plagued by nightmares. Of course, this is not a nightmare, but it has been playing the life of an actress from the first perspective, just like the memory of an actress has been stored in her mind.

A day in a dream is a year.

However, such a "play" every day made Xiaoyuan have a nervous breakdown for a while.

It was the memory of an actress living in another parallel world. It was a world that was almost exactly the same as the world in which Hyoyeon lived, but the protagonists of all the historical events in that memory, the presidents of various countries, presidents, or world-famous stars, Hyoyeon didn't know any of them. Even, all the music played in Xiaoyuan's dream, Xiaoyuan has never heard a single one. Whether it's elegant classical music, beautiful piano music, or energetic Hip-Hop, reggaeton, Hyoyeon has never heard a single one.

The first half of the month was okay, the little girl gradually grew up, a little bit matured, from the age of 12 to the economic company as a trainee, the 13-year-old green first love that made Xiaoyuan blush, the 14-year-old breakup that made Xiaoyuan sentimental, the diligent practice that made Xiaoyuan admire at the age of 15, the "vocal witch" that made Xiaoyuan shocked at the age of 16, the 17-year-old Xiaoyuan was excited about his debut, and the successful debut at the age of 18 that made Xiaoyuan laugh, this qiē fascinated Xiaoyuan.

However, life after the age of 18 made Xiaoyuan afraid. This pile of piles made Xiaoyuan frightened. For a while, Hyo-yeon has been practicing and drinking a lot of coffee just to escape from his otherwise wonderful dreams. But as long as Hyoyeon is still a person, it is impossible not to sleep. After 52 hours of not sleeping, Xiaoyuan finally couldn't stand the inspiration of Zhou Gong, fell asleep deeply, and even slept for 18 hours, directly experiencing Jingyin's three-year life, which made Xiaoyuan, who woke up, confused.

Seeing this, Hyo-yeon's mother decisively asked Hyo-yeon to take a month's leave. But it just so happened that Jingyin, who quit the showbiz in her dream, gradually calmed down, just opened two snack bars and became the boss, usually has nothing to speculate in stocks, invest in investment, and her life is peaceful. At the age of 35, Jingyin adopted a child who was abducted and sold at birth and could not find his parents. The greatness of motherhood touched Xiaoyuan very much, and also made Xiaoyuan's mother feel inexplicable about her daughter's diligence during that time.

The adopted child grew up but was not good to Jingyin, which made Xiaoyuan scold the "Park Wensheng" in his dreams!! Xiaoyuan also watched him grow up, and he didn't see that he had the potential of a white-eyed wolf. And it's a big-eyed wolf!!

All kinds of anger, resentment, and unwillingness seem to have spread from Jing Yin's heart to Xiao Yuan's heart, and Xiao Yuan, who can't mediate these feelings, can only be relieved by dancing guò. It wasn't until Jingyin died that the sentence "But I don't regret it!!" gradually faded.

The path of a star is chosen by himself, and Jing Yin must know what may happen. Although it will not be known so clearly. Hyo-yeon is sure that even if Jing-in is given another chance to do it all over again, Jing-in will go down this path. But whether it will be a real road, no one dares to guarantee.

Hyo-yeon just watched Jing-in pass away, but he couldn't do anything. It wasn't until that day that he didn't have any dreams that Xiaoyuan had to admit that Jingyin's life was really over.

After crying silently for a day, Hyoyeon made a simple plan for his future.

First of all, to be a female star who can survive for a long time, you must first have a large economic company and a conscientious president. Because this can resist the vast majority of dives, well, just dives. Not to mention the blow to the body of female stars, the blow to the hearts of female stars alone is already a big blow. Jing Yin is very much responsible for such a slump. Of course, female celebrities must fight for their own anger, and they will not be tempted by a little something, otherwise it is useless for others to do anything. Hyo-yeon is very satisfied with his company. No matter what you say, S· M is also one of the most famous economic companies in South Korea, and Director Lee so-man was also an artist before, so if he can't even protect the artists under his own company, he will die as soon as possible, and the company will be burned down.

Secondly, it is necessary to have fewer scandals. No matter how vigorous your love is in private, as long as you don't put it on the surface, no one can control you. Of course, the man's character should also be good, if he didn't cheat money and sex like Bai Zhiying's previous boyfriend, and upload the video of what he did on the Internet, who ???would have suffered it (Bai Zhiying is lucky, after a series of songs, he finally turned over, otherwise he might really die alone.) Xiaoyuan said that he had no pressure on this, he wanted to get married early, but he didn't want a bunch of boyfriends, personality, attitude towards family, attitude towards friends, attitude towards women, attitude towards ordinary people, these are the criteria for finding a boyfriend or even a husband in the future. As for appearance or something, after Jingyin's "teaching", it is no longer the most important thing. Of course, it's also very important, Xiao Yuan blushed and added.

Then, if you have average skills, at least those who can only sing may continue to sing, but they can only dance, and how old can they dance? And these may be some important sources of money, because in large economic companies, the artist's share is bound to be very low. As long as you don't have a red half of the sky, or a tough background, the proportion of the split will generally not change. Hyo-yeon said that the pressure is really great!!

In the end, it's all about luck. It doesn't matter if you have the ability or not, as long as you don't show it, it's like you don't have it. You may become an instant hit because of a song you collect, or you may do nothing for the rest of your life. The most important thing in the 21st century is talent, and it is impossible that others will not be able to. The most important thing is to have the ability to spot and seize and grasp opportunities, because you are not sure if the next opportunity will come to you again!!