823 Can I hug you
Nalan Zijian did not have any scruples because of Nalan Wenruo's anger, and still looked calm and smiled.
"Grandpa, you once said that those who achieve great things not only need to have great wisdom, but also have great courage, if I don't even have the courage to confront you, then wouldn't it be a waste of wisdom given by God, and how can I be worthy of your careful teaching."
Nalan Wenruo looked up to the sky and laughed, laughing proudly and bitterly: "Very good, worthy of being my good grandson, grandpa didn't hurt you in vain."
Nalan Zijian looked at Nalan Wenruo quietly, with pale hair, sunken eyes, and dry skin, his grandfather, who he admired and admired the most, was really old.
"Hehe, grandpa praised me, I was so happy that I couldn't find the north, and my courage became bigger."
"Say it, say as much as you are bold, grandpa has never experienced anything in his life, and he can afford it."
Nalan Zijian held Nalan Wen's withered hands and stroked them gently, these big hands held him, hugged him, and beat him, these hands were so warm in his memory, but they were a little cold at the moment.
Nalan Zijian rubbed Nalan Wenruo's hand and said: "Grandpa once made a big mistake, and now letting Ziran take over the Nalan family is obsessed with making mistakes again and again."
Nalan Zijian obviously felt Nalan Wenruo's hand tremble, he knew that today's words would hurt the old man who was closest to him in his life and knew him best, but he had to say.
"People are not sages who can be infallible, knowing mistakes can improve greatly, many people are reading sage books, and a few really understand them."
Nalan Wenruo's face became a little pale, his beard trembled slightly, Nalan Zijian could feel the pain in his grandfather's heart, but in fact, he didn't empathize.
He has read too many sage books, but he has never seen a sage person, which is the biggest blow to a person who has read sage books since he was a child and believes in the teachings of sages, so he is dissolute, so he is debauched, so he does not believe in the sages on the surface, but in fact he has been looking for it in his heart, he is like thirsty in the desert for three days and three nights, hoping to find a clear spring to prove that the books he read are not wrong, but unfortunately whenever he thinks he sees it, it is a mirage of nothingness.
"Grandpa, for the sake of the so-called family interests, you not only sold your soul, but even your grandchildren can be betrayed, do you know how heartbroken I am"?
Pang Zhiyuan shouted: "Zijian, you are crazy, he is your grandfather."
Nalan Wenruo closed his eyes tightly and said in a trembling voice, "Let him speak."
"Grandpa, if you don't break it, you can't stand it, if you break it, you have to pay the price for reforming the old and making the new, but if you don't break the old order, how can you have a new tomorrow."
Nalan Wenruo slowly opened his eyes, "Do you know how big the price is?" Zijian, I am proud of you, and I am disappointed in you, you only think about your own freedom, have you ever thought about a huge family, have you ever thought about the children and grandchildren of the Nalan family."
Nalan Zijian smiled bitterly, "Thousands of generations! Qin Shi Huang didn't think about thousands of generations, but he also thought that there was only Qin II, grandfather, you have too much to worry about."
Nalan Wenruo shook Nalan Zijian's hand, his eyes were full of pity.
"Zijian, stop it."
Nalan Zijian pulled out his palm and glanced at Pang Zhiyuan on the side, "If I don't stop, will you let Grandpa Pang kill me?"
Nalan Wenruo's cheeks twitched, "You actually think of grandpa like this."
Nalan Zijian smiled faintly, "What is the difference between you revealing my position to the shadow and completely excluding me from the core of the family and killing me with your own hands"?
Pang Zhiyuan said in a low voice: "Shut up,"
Nalan Wenruo waved his hand, "Zhiyuan, don't say it."
Nalan Zijian looked at Nalan Wenruo's cloudy eyes in a daze, "Grandpa, I have a question that has been hidden in my heart for a long time, I hope you can answer me sincerely."
Nalan Wenruo smiled bitterly: "Since you don't believe what your grandfather said, why bother asking."
"No, I'm still going to ask."
"Zijian, you have to know that everything grandpa does is to protect this family, and it is also your home."
"Grandpa, is it important to me or the so-called family interests are important in your heart"?
Nalan Wenruo looked up at the rising moon, "You obviously have the answer in your heart, why bother asking again."
"I want to hear you tell me with my own ears".
Pang Zhiyuan couldn't bear to sigh, "Zijian, don't force your grandfather, you should know in your heart that you are his most beloved grandson."
"Since you want to hear it, you can listen to it", Nalan Wenruo's old voice sounded.
"You are important, the family is more important"!
Nalan Zijian nodded, got up slowly, knelt down slowly, and slowly kowtowed three times.
"Grandpa, I'm sorry to disappoint you". After speaking, he got up and left without looking back.
Pang Zhiyuan shook his head helplessly, "Why don't you tell him?"
Nalan Wenruo closed his eyes, and the corners of his eyes were moist. "Tell him something, tell him that I made a pact with Shadow not to hurt him. But with Zijian's character, will he give up, and once the war starts, will the shadow let him go, Zijian is right, I can even sell my own grandson for the benefit of the family."
Nalan Wenruo muttered, "Read the sage."
Book people who don't want to be sages, there are several sages throughout the ages, I am proud of Zijian, with this grandson, I die without regrets."
Pang Zhiyuan sighed, "Don't worry, I'll let Shengde keep an eye on him."
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"Master, are you crying"?
"Nonsense, when have you ever seen Young Master Ben crying."
"Right now".
"Nonsense, it's the wind blowing the sand into the eyes."
"You're just talking nonsense, where does the wind come from now?"
"Ah Ying, you have been with Young Master Ben for so many years, why are you still so stupid, not blowing the wind now does not mean that you did not blow the wind just now, and not blowing the wind just now does not mean that you will not blow the wind for a while."
"Young master, I really don't want the position of the head of the family"?
"What's the matter, didn't you see Young Master Ben being expelled from the Nalan family?"
"Oh, young master, grandpa should be very heartbroken, right"?
"Heyγγγ you should care about whether Young Master Ben's heart hurts or not."
"Young master, you have no heart and no lungs, how can you have heartache."
"Hey, A-Ying, I think the most heartless is you."
"Young Master"?
"Huh"?
"I had a very strange feeling."
"How does it feel"?
"I can't say it, I always feel like you're deliberately angry with grandpa."
"Ah Ying, Young Master Ben is not a three-year-old child, is it so boring?"
"Young master, you are sometimes more unreliable than a three-year-old child."
"Hey, A-Ying, am I very unfilial"?
"Well, yes".
"A-Ying, can you speak tactfully, it's very hurtful."
"Young master, you are a man, can you speak more simply, it is you who ask me, and it is you who say that I hurt people."
"Hey, A-Ying, you said it would be nice if I was as stupid as Zixuan, carefree and don't have to think about anything."
"Young master, Miss Biao is not stupid, Old Man Zhu said that she is smarter than you."
"Ah Ying"!
"Huh"?
"I suddenly felt so lonely."
"Amount".
"Can I hug you"?
"Huh"?