In the hotel as a service staff with a car door, the humiliation in the heart still exists when choosing this profession, even now, but it is faint, there is nothing to think about, when training, this sense of humiliation is gone, just like the instructor said, what can be felt humiliating, just like a sentence reduces all feelings, just like what emotions people need, people are just material combinations, just like a sentence, people completely become machines, you can do whatever you want.

It's really a strange way of training, what went wrong? This way makes people feel as if they are not people at all, what went wrong, think about what the instructor said, it also makes a lot of sense, people are nothing in the first place.

If you think like this, there is no need for that person to exist at all, so what is the feeling of wanting to live, is it the lowest bottom line of a person? Can other feelings be discarded except for living? What are these things, but this society is like this, let yourself abandon all emotions, as long as you live, as long as you make money to live, you can live.

Thinking about this, I fell into fear, I really thought too much, just like the teacher said, when people think more, there will be more things, and the spirit will become abnormal, as long as people are obedient and follow what others have designed, it is normal to do things planned, and everyone else is abnormal.

It sounds like I can't refute it, I feel that it is all right, and it is right to think like this, so if the other idea is also right, then in such a comparison, I prefer to live a life with another idea, just like living with dignity, and it is also right to think like this, I like it more, of course I like to live with more dignity.

Why doesn't the instructor tell himself that another way of living is also correct, but emphasizes that he should give up the sense of shame and live, although this is also right, maybe the instructor is to train himself to become that kind of person and design the education method, because then he is more suitable for this kind of profession, if only from the point of view of living, from the point of view of making money, it doesn't matter if he is like this, he will not think too much, he can enjoy other feelings when he has money, and he can temporarily let go of that dignity and humiliation when he is working, and the career he chooses is decided。

Before I came into contact with that kind of fantasy novel, what I imagined in my heart was the glitz and glitz in reality, imagining that I lived the lives of those people, and I had seen and envied the lives of those people, so sometimes I would fantasize about it, and sometimes, when I had free time and had nothing to do, I fantasized about it.

Later, after reading some fantasy novels, the kind of life in reality became ordinary, and it couldn't be compared with the life in those fantasy novels at all, so I sometimes fantasized about the life in the novels, which gave me a pleasant feeling, and I liked those novels and couldn't extricate myself from them.

So what, what can a person like himself achieve, then go down, but the people around him who care about him don't want him to be like this, why, can't he be addicted to those fantasy novels, he can achieve something, and he can embark on other paths?

I have worked hard, but this is like my own fate, I can't fight, I can't improve myself, what do I have to do to achieve something, where is the channel, where is the channel for my ascension? What do I have to do to be able to rise and be better than now?

I can't see this, I can't work hard, I can't see the channel of my own rise at all, if I really see the channel of my rise, what should I do? Just like in business, I also know that maybe I can get better by going to business, so what do I do?

No one tells them what to do, do they want to take risks like this, I am afraid that they will be stopped by the people around them, they think that they are too risky to do this, and they have no capital, no one wants to lend money to themselves to do such a thing, even if they have no bottom in their hearts.

That's the case, it seems that there are a lot of ascending channels, but in the end, which one really belongs to me, I don't feel it at all in my heart, and then I am addicted to this feeling of fantasy entertainment novels, time passes like this, I have nothing to achieve, and in the eyes of those around me who are familiar with me, I am like this, and I may be like this for the rest of my life.

I think so, I'm like this, I don't want to find my own way, to take a path that belongs to me in reality, I don't even want to try, this is my fate, I can't make any progress, and in my imagination, I keep reaching the heights that those novelists fantasize about.

I don't know what other people really think about this society, I have fallen into it, I have no idea at all, that is, I have been using the simplest and cheapest way to please my emotions, I have no expectations for anything, and I may also fantasize that I am as powerful in reality as the protagonist in the novel.

But I don't think about anything else, I don't think about anything else, even my relatives have fallen to such a point, is this me? But I still work to make money, and then I spend all the money I earn, and I don't think about anything, maybe it's not as good as a begging person.

I know these clearly, but how to get rid of it, I can't get rid of it at all, those feelings of fascination in my heart are too strong to expel it, thinking of the previous people working hard in reality, it is another extreme, and now I am also an extreme, how this is formed, my own extreme, I know how it was formed, I am obsessed.

And the other extreme of persistent efforts in reality, how is it formed, are they also obsessed, compared to themselves, their obsession is a kind of positive, and they don't know what their achievements are, time will prove everything, at that time will not regret it, it should not, may be anxious, but there is no way to change this fact, and they can't get out of the quagmire.

Emotions always run to the extreme, as if that trajectory is easy to stabilize, and the trajectory of the intermediate state is definitely more difficult, many people can't do it, they will slowly slide into a certain extreme over time, what if you can see clearly, can you get rid of that extreme trajectory and return to the intermediate state? And then what?

Whether to carry out two-way extreme fluctuations in the intermediate state, whether the amplitude of the fluctuation can be smaller and smaller, and then stabilize in the intermediate state, think about it and feel incredible, think about it is so difficult to do, how to do this, you must have a deep understanding of the extreme, and you have experienced it, you can do it, this is really difficult.

I know it, but in reality, I really can't get rid of that extreme, I tried, I worked hard, but I just can't get rid of it, this kind of difficulty is really very big, the person who does it, he really admires him, to be honest, this is his true admiration, he really can't do it, he really can't do it.

What to do, I also want to get rid of that extreme state, I really want to return to the intermediate state, but I can't do it, it takes a strong will to complete this change, the early stage of habit formation is not so easy, I also know that habit formation, to put it simply, first after the initial stage of habit formation.

I just can't pass this level, I still like to degenerate and read fantasy novels, or I can fantasize, and I don't insist in my heart, I think, I believe, this life is right, my fate is like this, this is my own life, and I live like this is right, these all of a sudden wear out my will, just like the teacher's words eliminated my will, I am indeed a person who is not strong-willed.

But how did this happen, how did you distinguish these words, how did you get rid of your will, why, it was eliminated, there must be something behind, if you don't engage in this profession, you won't have money, you can't live a good life, it seems that it is not a sentence that plays a role in eliminating your will, but you really need to work, you need to live a good life.

If you resist, if you don't eliminate your will, if you don't listen to the teacher, you won't be able to get this job, then your life will be worse, it's true, you still want a better life in your heart, you want to make more money, then the teacher's words will become reasonable, accept this profession, then you will also accept the training of this profession, and the humiliation must be removed.

Alas, in addition to being degraded now, in fact, others say that they are depraved, and they also feel that they are a little depraved by doing this, but in the end they still accept their own state, they don't want to be so much, standing at the door waiting for the car, there is nothing to do, and it is normal for people like themselves to think about something.

Generally, people who come here to stay in hotels drive their own more luxurious cars, and some of them come over, as for those not very luxurious cars, they can't despise it, this is professional quality, or good service, this is trained, it doesn't matter how the other party is, as long as he pays to live in a hotel, no one will be able to get along with money, and the owner of this hotel will not get along with money.

The environment of the hotel is still OK, because in comparison, compared with other hotels in this city, it is OK, as for I heard that the five-star level may not be so true, in other big cities, the five-star hotels there will not be like this, this is also to listen to those who live in the hotel, I have heard too much, and those people are indeed from the big city, so I also understand that this hotel is not a five-star hotel.

This no matter what they do, the reviewers have already reviewed, since there is already a certificate that it is a five-star hotel, then it is, I still feel that I am more advanced than those poor hotel car door service staff, after all, I am a five-star hotel car door service staff.

It's still acceptable to open the door for a person, but if you open the door for a robot, you feel uncomfortable, so you should open the door for the other party's pet, can you really refuse to open the door for your pet? I'm afraid not, look at the other party's face that despises you, and you feel humiliated in your heart, but this time the customer with the robot didn't do this to yourself.