Cangzhuhan, who was born at the end of the crane in the sixties, was the first to experience the scenery of an only child, and she was also the first to experience the sorrow of an only child.

She has also experienced what Huang Yixi has experienced, and it is even worse than her, at that time in the morgue behind this longan forest, when her father died, people came and went during the day, and the scene was grander than the death of Huang Yixi's father, and at night, only she and her mother stayed in the narrow morgue, more pitiful than Huang Yixi.

At that time, Huang Yixi was surrounded by her grandparents, the eldest uncle and the third uncle's family, and Shang Luoyu, and she only had a mother and daughter, her mother, like Lin Shufang, cried and fainted when her father died, and she couldn't do anything.

Some people can let their grief crush her, and some people have to hold on to the pain.

From a delicate woman to a female man, it takes one day.

Growing up overnight comes at the cost of gray hair overnight.

Every time she sees Huang Yixi, it's like seeing herself when she was young, so she is very conflicted, she hopes she is happy, but she is a little unwilling, she is also a woman, why can she be happy?

I want to see it, but I don't want to see it.

Cang Zhuhan was immersed in memories, and unconsciously walked towards Huang Yixi, getting closer and closer.

"Sister Zhuhan, did you come back from aiding Tibet, why are you here?"

Huang Yixi noticed that a shadow was approaching, and raised his head in surprise to see Cangzhu Han.

In July 2009, initiated by the Ministry of Justice and the Central Committee of the Communist Youth League, and jointly organized by the China Legal Aid Foundation, the Ministry of Justice, the Central Committee of the Communist Youth League and other relevant departments, the name of this activity is the "1+1" China Legal Aid Volunteer Action, with the goal of sending a lawyer and a law college student volunteer to counties without lawyers and poor counties with a shortage of lawyer talents, to provide one-year legal aid volunteer services, and to achieve full coverage of legal aid in China.

Registration starts on April 7 every year, training and physical examination in May, departure on July 1, Cangzhuhan has been gone for a year, Huang Yixi calculates the time, it should be not long after he came back, no more than a month.

It's really true to ask.

"Yes, I just came back, come here for a physical examination, this year we have changed shifts with a lawyer who went to Tibet for more than 20 days and collapsed on that land because of altitude sickness and sudden pulmonary embolism, the day after his accident, our group of aid lawyers who had just returned informed them to have a physical examination. ”

In fact, it was not only the group of legal aid lawyers who came back, but also the group that went were also required to undergo medical examinations.

It is not easy to train a lawyer, and there may be many legal aid lawyers who are willing to go, but there are not many qualified lawyers who can put down their work and family.

It can't withstand such a loss.

The news of this incident said by Cang Zhuhan has been reported, and some people have posted it on Moments, and Huang Yixi has also forwarded his condolences.

Cangzhuhan also had a bit of altitude sickness when she went there last year, but fortunately, she survived.

"When I travel to Jiuzhaigou, I will also have altitude sickness at an altitude of 3,000 meters, so I don't dare to sign up, but I also thought that if there is a quota for Xinjiang assistance, I am willing to go. ”

As a lawyer, we have a dream to dedicate ourselves to let the light of the rule of law illuminate every inch of the country.

As a Chinese, Huang Yixi loves her country very much, although she knows that she is an ordinary person with little power, and there may not be much difference between love and not love for this country, so she has always been embarrassed to say patriotic.

Although she was embarrassed to express it, she never felt inferior to herself in her heart.

Although a wave does not have the power of the sea, and a leaf does not have the energy of a tree, no one can deny its value.

There are giants in this world, who can take the initiative to stand up and sacrifice their lives to protect the country and the people at the time of life and death, and there are also ordinary female lawyers like Cangzhuhan, who are at the age of 50, and the female workers in this country at this age are already of retirement age, and they will be a lawyer in Tibet when they are enjoying their lives.

She went unnoticed and came back with little attention.

But no one can deny her dedication, her value in life.

Cang Zhuhan listened to Huang Yixi's praise for not wanting money, a little shy, "I didn't think about repaying when I did it, so how others reacted has nothing to do with me, I made a grand wish when I was young, to do public welfare after the age of forty-five, to give back to the resources I occupy in this world, I have no other strengths, I can only do my best to do this, and after I come back, I don't want to practice anymore, if there is an aid case, I will do it, if not, I now have a retirement social security fund, I want to do what I want to do." ”

"No wonder Sister Zhuhan, when your career is in full swing, you go to be a legal aid lawyer. ”

Huang Yixi suddenly realized that the questions that had not been solved for many years finally had answers.

"I don't know what Sister Zhuhan wants to do in the future?"

"When I was younger, I often thought that when my children were older, I would be a backpacker and travel around the world to find a place to fit my eyes and grow old, but unfortunately at this age, some things seem to be less persistent. ”

People often fantasize that when they have the ability, they can do something that is impossible at this stage when they have the ability, but when they have the ability, they don't have that desire anymore.

No wonder there is a saying that when you are young, you can go wherever you want.

"Don't say that you are young, you should say that you have the ability to go when you want to go, we have a young lawyer in the firm, only 39 years old, very hard-working, good grades, send the child to study in the United States, send his wife to accompany him, and start a new law firm himself, everything is good and beautiful, during the renovation is uncomfortable, a check, liver cancer. ”

Cangzhuhan sighed, life is the roulette, and fate is the hand that turns.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, glory and wealth, despair and poverty, love and separation, resentment and hatred, are all on that roulette.

At this time, Cangzhuhan is like a monk who has attained the Tao, detached from the mundane world.

"Haha, I'm fifty now, I know the destiny of heaven, I always have some realization, Yixi, what do you think most about at this time?"

Cang Zhuhan laughed at himself, and quietly led the theme to Huang Yixi.

Although she and Huang Yixi cherish each other, they have little contact, so it is not suitable to get straight to the point, so as not to have a sense of prying eyes.

"What do I want most?"

Huang Yixi didn't know what to say, what she wanted most now was to have a child, not to regard him/her as the crystallization or bond of love, nor to look forward to loading her own thoughts on him/her, let alone to raise him/her and provide for her own old age.

Simply wanting a child, raising him/her to the best of his ability, giving him/her happiness, protecting him/her when he/she needs it, loving him/her, but now, this desire is only a luxury.