"Of course you can, come, auntie is holding your hand, Xiao Huang is very well-behaved, not biting at all. Qiu Xin smiled and shook Sisi's hand and touched Xiao Huang's head.

Timidly touched Xiao Huang's head, Sisi's little hand grabbed it, and the hair on Xiao Huang's head was rubbed very messy. Xiao Huang innocently looked up at Qiu Xin and Sisi, and giggled amily.

After playing with Xiao Huang for five or six minutes, Sisi was completely relaxed. She leaned opposite Qiu Xin, pinched Xiao Huang's big paws with her little hands, and played a handshake game with Xiao Huang.

Qiu Xin held her cheeks: "Isn't Sisi happy? Seeing that Sisi didn't smile when she came to her aunt's house today." ”

Sisi raised her little head, she could understand what Qiu Xin meant, and she wrinkled her little face and thought for a while before saying, "Mom and Dad care about my sister and sent me to my grandparents' house, do they don't want me anymore?"

Qiu Xin sighed, this Zhang Runtao couple is really speechless. Paying too much attention to the younger daughter and ignoring the eldest daughter caused the eldest daughter to suffer from depression.

This suddenly began to remedy, and wronged the little daughter, is it so difficult to be a parent? Can't the water be flat overnight? If you know that you can't handle the relationship between your two children, why did you have a second baby in the first place?

The most innocent of them are the two children, Qiu Xin looked at Sisi's eyes, and the children's eyes were full of anxiety.

"Mom and Dad must be Aisisi, they sent Sisi to my grandparents' house during this time because my sister was sick, and the reason why they had to take care of my sister was not to stop Sisi. ”

Qiu Xin sat down and enlightened the little girl: "My sister is sick and hurts, and my parents have to take care of my sister, so I don't have so much time to take care of Sisi, right?"

"Does my sister have to take hard medicine when she is sick?" Sisi tilted her head, "The last time Sisi was sick and went to the hospital, the doctor and uncle gave Sisi an injection, and Sisi was very brave and didn't cry." ”

"My sister is so painful, does Sisi have to care for my sister?

"Yes, my sister will give Sisi sweet candy after taking medicine, and she will also tell Sisi stories. Sisi blinked her eyes wide: "Then do I also want to give my sister candy and tell my sister stories?"

"It's up to Sisi herself, my aunt believes that as long as Sisi accompanies her sister, her sister will get better soon. ”

Qiu Xin rubbed the soft hair on the little girl's head: "Sisi is a caring child, isn't it?"

"Yes, I will accompany my sister, aunt, Xiao Huang is so big, can I ride Xiao Huang?"

The topic was opened, and Sisi pinched Xiao Huang's ears and didn't let go.

"No, Xiao Huang is still a little doll, what if you fall? Auntie still has a cat at home, do you want the cat to play with you?"

"Okay, okay, I'll go play with the cat. The children basically like the new and hate the old, Sisi immediately let go of Xiao Huang and chased after Sanhua.

Lu Qing walked over, her eyes red: "Thank you, I didn't expect Sisi to think like this." ”

Qiu Xin turned her head to look at her and waved her hand: "You're welcome, I didn't do anything, novice parents." ”

Lu Qing seemed to have opened the conversation: "I really thank you, we went to the doctor with Xinxin that day, and after we came back, Xinxin seemed to have changed, and I was desperate at the beginning." ”

"I think her father and I are very good to both children, why do children have depression? If my aunt hadn't found out, wouldn't my heart have been gone one day?"

Lu Qing wiped away her tears, Qiu Xin just listened quietly with her hands around her knees, and at this time she could only be a listener.

"She doesn't talk to us, and we have to watch her take the medicine, and now she is gradually recovering, but the relationship with us can never go back to what it used to be. ”

Lu Qing glanced at Sisi, the little daughter holding the cat in the distance, and her eyes were very complicated: "I've been thinking about it all this time, is it because we have Sisi, so our hearts are like this?"

Qiu Xin's fingers moved slightly: "Sisi didn't decide to come to this world by herself, it was you and your husband who brought her to this world, and she didn't have any fault for herself." ”

"Yes, I know she's not wrong, it's us who are at fault, it's because we didn't give her enough security. Lu Qing was a little excited: "But we are also parents for the first time, we will also make mistakes, but the cost of this mistake is too great!"

Looking at the haggard on Lu Qing's face, Qiu Xin was silent.

"When my mom was suffering from depression before, I was also very sad and painful, and I wondered why such a disease didn't appear to me?" Qiu Xin said quietly as she looked ahead.

"You don't understand how painful depression is, you can't eat, you lose a lot of hair, you can't sleep all night, sometimes you try to commit suicide by swallowing medicine, but you wake up again after an afternoon of sleep, and you think that even if I die, no one will know?"

Qiu Xin's gaze was very long, thinking of when she suffered from depression in her previous life, and it was really desperate at that time. My mother left because of depression, and I didn't have the ability to go through it, so I could only go on like this.

"Tell yourself every day to hold on for another day, hold on for another day, and when you can't hold on one day, you'll be liberated. They don't know how much pain the people around them have, but their own pain is incomprehensible to others. ”

"I don't know, I just know that when I see my heart like this, I'm really very uncomfortable, I'm wondering if we really did something wrong? There are also many families with two children, why are other people's children healthy, why do I have depression in my heart?"

Lu Qing shook her head, unable to understand what Qiu Xin said. This is also what she can't figure out the most, she thinks she is very good to her two children, but because Sisi is still young, it is inevitable that she will spend more energy on her, why can't Xinxin understand?

Qiu Xin didn't want to talk to her so much: "Maybe Xinxin is just an example, and I can't judge your family affairs, but one thing I know is that since you gave birth to her, then you have to be responsible for her." ”

"The so-called health is not only physical health, but also mental health, to make sure that they grow up sunny. If you all fall, then these two children ......."

Qiu Xin's words are to the point, she actually doesn't look down on Lu Qing. Qiu Xin didn't see her character, but the way she dealt with the matter of heart depression was something Qiu Xin couldn't see.