Chapter 183: Discovering the Secret
"This hand warmer, why is it so familiar?" Lin Ruoshui picked it up and carefully observed it in her hand, the fluffy pink rabbit looked a little old, wasn't this the hand warmer bag she had forgotten in the café on that cold winter night?
picked up another one, it was a CD that was exactly the same as her, the photograph that Liang Yichen had mentioned, and the necklace that he had seen on Lu Xiran, how could it be here?
Lin Ruoshui couldn't believe her eyes, she slowly reached out and picked up the necklace with a cold light, she raised it slightly in the air, her brows were tightly locked and her head was raised, so at a glance, it turned out to be the reverse writing of the letters of JC, a heart in the middle, with an artistic letter L, no, she didn't believe it was true, there must be something wrong.
Lin Ruoshui had mixed feelings in her heart, her inner thoughts were turbulent and churning, she held the necklace tightly in her hand, slowly opened the bottom stack of letters, the familiar font, and jumped into her eyes, yes, this is his handwriting, neatly scribbled, sharp, very good-looking.
She will never forget the letters that encouraged her to accompany her when she was tormented by illness and gave her a second life!
Ruoshui, I went to the hospital to see you today, and I watched you sit quietly by the water from a distance, watching the lake for a long time.
It's really distressing that you don't cry or make trouble, and you look quiet like this.
Ruoshui, I'm sorry, I missed the appointment, I killed someone, the person closest to me.
You asked me to meet to thank you and say goodbye.
But I want to see you, for the sake of acquaintance, but also for the continuation, I really miss that time when we accompanied each other and encouraged each other.
Ruoshui, I'm going to go to court tomorrow, they sue me, intentional homicide, I'm actually really scared, if I go to jail, what should I do?
Lin Ruoshui opened one letter after another, imagining what happened to Liang Yichen in her mind, the helplessness and fear when he wrote these words, she couldn't help but feel a heart-wrenching pain, she had tears in her eyes, and then opened a piece of letter paper to continue reading.
Ruoshui, I went to see a psychiatrist today, he said that I have a very serious mental illness, moderate depression, and intimate relationship phobia, Ruoshui, you say, will I never get better for the rest of my life, and I will never be able to have children again?
Ruoshui, where the hell are you, I miss you!
If water, it will not be long before the jacaranda should bloom, if you are here, how good it should be, you will not forget our agreement, accompany me to see, the dream color of deep blue and light purple.
Lin Ruoshui suddenly remembered that the appointment of the jacaranda tree, but she actually pushed Lu Xiran to go, and under the dream flower they agreed on, she hurt Liang Yichen so ruthlessly!
Thinking of the back of Liang Yichen who resolutely turned around and left that day, Lin Ruoshui looked at the watch that Liang Yichen gave her on her wrist, the complaint in her eyes when Liang Yichen gave her to him that day, she touched her heart, and two lines of tears slowly slipped down.
Ruoshui, do you remember the first time we met?
Ruoshui, you must not remember, we once watched the sunrise in the same place, and you said that you were my girlfriend in order to help me chase away the thief who stole the mobile phone.
Lin Ruoshui came up with the appearance of her first meeting with Liang Yichen in her mind, a young man with a camera on his back, long black hair on his forehead covering his forehead, wide sunglasses covering half of his face, only revealing a graceful curvaced chin, with a little mystery, and a little decadent literary atmosphere, in the hazy eyes of tears, she opened another letter:
I remember when I was reading, I was most afraid of writing essays, but why did I write to you so smoothly.
I heard that people in love will become poets, is this the legendary spiritual love?
Ruoshui, do you say I'm in love with a shadow, do you say I've turned longing into a habit? If you don't show up, how can I quit this habit?
Ruoshui, you are finally back, I will definitely come to your side and make up for the time I have missed in the past two years.
Ruoshui, I'm looking forward to how we will get to know each other again.
............
Lin Ruoshui squatted on the ground, touched his heart, and cried silently, his tears wet the white letter paper, and transparent flowers of different shapes bloomed on the paper.
It turned out that her MR.L had always been by his side, and Liang Yichen knew that he had always missed him, but why didn't he recognize him?
Even if she left him and wanted to marry Lu Xiran because she wanted to repay her kindness, he still didn't tell herself the truth, why is this? Lu Xiran and Liang Yichen, why did they lie to themselves like this?
After a long time, Lin Ruoshui wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, his eyes were dazed, he slowly got up by the table, took out his mobile phone, and dialed Lu Xiran's number.
They made a phone call for nearly half an hour, and on the phone, Lu Xiran told about the past between Liang Yichen and Lan Mengjiao, and what kind of harm that marriage caused to Liang Yichen, and how Liang Yichen overcame many difficulties to bring JC Group back to life during the two years that Lin Ruoshui was in the world.
Lin Ruoshui faltered, her eyes were empty, and she walked out of the study step by step, she couldn't believe that their story was so bloody.
Lin Ruoshui was holding Liang Yichen's neckline in her mind and asked him why she teased herself like this, I don't know if she would be tempted to hit someone after a while.
Lin Ruoshui gently pushed open the door, and saw the man sleeping soundly on the bed, she gently approached the big blue bed step by step, and the memories in her mind were surging, how many good memories of them were here.
Lin Ruoshui's heart was suddenly touched, and instantly became soft, she sat on the edge of the bed, thinking about Lu Xiran's words, he said, what Liang Yichen wants is her wholehearted love, not feelings mixed with any other impurities.
Lu Xiran said that in the two years after Lan Mengjiao's death, Liang Yichen always had to stare at the photograph with her back for a long time before he could sleep.
Lu Xiran said that before Lin Ruoshui came back, Liang Yichen had been seeing a psychiatrist, and his resistance and even fear of women made Lu Xiran and Liang's mother very worried.
Lu Xiran said that fortunately, she appeared in time and cured Liang Yichen's phobia......
Lin Ruoshui lay sideways on the side of the bed, his eyes looked at Liang Yichen's quiet sleeping face without blinking, he drove his car and killed his wife, at that time, the world collapsed, in the courtroom, listening to the judge's interrogation over and over again, how uncomfortable he should be, how ashamed and self-blaming!
Liang Yichen, how did he survive that time, if she had come back early and stayed by his side, he would not have been so lonely, suffering from depression, and suffering from strange diseases.
Lin Ruoshui blamed herself, her eyes were sour, she raised her hand and gently stroked his black hair, his smooth and full forehead, his long and curled eyelashes, his high nose bridge, his ruddy thin lips, and finally, stopped on the gauze-covered wound on his right face, Lin Ruoshui was so distressed that she burst into tears.
Liang Yichen is such a good person, why should he go through so many ups and downs.
In the past, she lived up to Liang Yichen's affection, but in the future, no matter what Liang Yichen's identity is, whose husband she is, and how many women there are around her, in her heart, he is just her savior, just MR.L who has accompanied her and gave her the courage to live!
And she will always be by his side, even if it is just to be a little assistant, even if it is just looking at his back and knowing his joys, sorrows and sorrows, she is also willing.
Lin Ruoshui thought about it, and suddenly became enlightened, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and wanted to withdraw her hand, but was gently grabbed by a big hand,
"Do you often stare at other men like this?" Liang Yichen slowly opened her eyes, with a playful face, and a gentle and sexy voice sounded in her ears.
"Ahem, ahem," Lin Ruoshui blushed, struggled lightly in her hands, lowered her eyelids, and didn't dare to look directly into his deep eyes, but the words she said in a hurry made her want to bite off her tongue:
"Why, I'm just looking at you. ”
"Hehe, I'm disfigured, and I'm so fascinated by it, it turns out that you like me so much. Liang Yichen took her hand, pillowed it under his face, chuckled, and said with a proud little expression.
"Narcissistic, who likes you, so ugly, you let go, I have to go to the hospital to see Feiyang. Lin Ruoshui moved, looked uncomfortable, and said awkwardly.
"Don't let go, I'm also a patient, you have to take care of me!" Liang Yichen put his other hand on her waist and said domineeringly.
"By the way, the weather is so hot, I haven't changed the dressing for a few days, let me see if your wound is infected and inflamed?" Lin Ruoshui looked at the white gauze on his face that was a little dirty, and said seriously.
"Well, don't look at it, it should be fine. Liang Yichen's eyes flashed with a hint of emptiness, and he whispered.
"It's okay, no matter what, I won't think you're ugly, be obedient, close your eyes......" Lin Ruoshui's eyes flashed with stars, and his charming eyes looked directly at Liang Yichen, and his voice was gentle and exhaled Rulan said slowly.
Liang Yichen looked at the red lips that she came up, getting closer and closer, the woman's fragrant breath filled the nasal cavity, and a stream of heat ran uncontrollably in the body, this woman actually dared to **!
Liang Yichen's heart was beating faster, his deep eyes were dyed with strong affection and desire, he held Lin Ruoshui with both hands, rolled over, and threw Lin Ruoshui into the middle of the big bed.
But he didn't want to, Lin Ruoshui took advantage of his inattention and tore off the white gauze on his face.
"Liang Yichen, your face, what's the matter, you're not injured?!" Lin Ruoshui looked at the smooth skin under the white veil, how could there be a little burn mark, Lin Ruoshui looked shocked and exclaimed.
Liang Yichen sighed, lay on the bed in a large shape, looked at the sky speechlessly, closed his eyes in despair, looked crazy, and couldn't help but raise his hand to support his forehead, this kind of critical juncture, can you not be so torturous!
"Liang Yichen, you bastard, you actually lied to me again!" Lin Ruoshui got up suddenly, sat on Liang Yichen's lap, and kept beating him with both hands, scolding angrily in his mouth.
Lin Ruoshui didn't know whether he was too happy, too excited, or too sad, he cried and laughed for a while, scolded and scolded, and suddenly cried sadly, his voice choked and scolded while scolding:
"Hide everything from me, you have lied to me for so long, do you know how worried people are about you, Liang Yichen, you bastard, I don't want you anymore!"