Chapter 38: Feelings (1)
On the two-meter-wide, fluffy big bed outside, under the thin nightgown, Li Ying's looming beautiful jade body made Li Xin in the bathroom impatient.
He rinsed himself in a hurry, wiped off the water on his body, threw down the bath towel, and walked out of the bathroom naked.
When Li Ying saw his posture full of swords and guns, her face flushed with shame: "You are so naked, and you are not afraid of being seen by others!"
Li Xin replied, "How can anyone else look at it, I still want you to do the same!" After speaking, Li Ying began to untie her nightgown in exclamation, ready to enjoy the fruits of victory in front of her.
Li Ying looked at the tense Li Xin and asked shyly: "Put on a raincoat!"
Li Xin reluctantly said: "Later, I will wear it when it rains!"
Li Ying complained: "It'll be too late later!"
Li Xin laughed: "Don't question my skills. ”
Li Ying said helplessly: "You are always like this!"
The exhaustion of galloping on the field, like a sleeping pill that works well, made Li Xin sleep very deeply in this strange place, and it was not until the sky was bright that the sound of the rooster in the yard downstairs woke him up from his dream.
When he woke up, he was not used to lying on the bed, rubbed his eyes, turned sideways to look at Li Ying who was sleeping beside him like warm fragrant nephrite, and a warm current rose in his heart, maybe it was time to determine this warm feeling.
Such a thought flashed through his mind, and then his thoughts fell on the position in his hand. At the current price, the income has greatly exceeded the original expectation, and he is really a little uncertain whether the price will continue to fall.
If you can't see it accurately, just leave the scene and wait and see. This is a trading discipline he has set for himself.
If you do things according to the rules, it's time to make a scene, but in the current market situation, this sugar price really can't see any signs of rising.
Early in the morning is the time when the mind is most active. Li Xin was lying on the bed, thinking about countermeasures in his head.
This time he held the position for such a long time, even he didn't expect it, and it was actually very torturous to recall the entanglement and persistence during it.
Now the idea of closing the position is gradually uncontrollable.
With such a good result, it is better to close the position immediately, settle the bag for safety, and there will be opportunities in the future.
Unable to lie down, he got up and prepared to go to the bathroom. As soon as he moved, Li Ying beside him woke up, opened his hazy sleepy eyes and asked, "What time is it?"
Li Xin said: "I don't know, but it's time to get up." ”
Li Ying muttered, "What are you doing so early?"
Li Xin walked to the door of the bathroom, turned around and replied, "Get up and finish breakfast, go to the nearby mountains and take a walk by the river, why don't you have to sleep lazy?"
After her husband came back from a business trip, Xu Li's life was not so easy, she temporarily dismissed the idea of meeting Li Xin, and tried her best to cover up the traces left by Li Xin, in case her husband found clues.
Although her careless husband was unaware of this, Xu Li suddenly thought of something yesterday afternoon, which still made her break out in a cold sweat.
She lay in bed after a sleepless night last night, and after hearing her husband close the door and go to work, she quickly got up, took out something from the bag on the dresser, and then ran to the bathroom in a long nightgown.
Yesterday, she suddenly realized that she hadn't had a period in nearly two months. If you think about it, she didn't come to last month's period, but it didn't catch her attention. This month's period should have been three days ago at the latest, but it didn't come until yesterday.
Is she pregnant? She panicked in her heart, and didn't dare to tell anyone, so she went to the pharmacy in the afternoon to buy test strips for the test, and planned to take a test this morning.
A few minutes later, the test results came back, the test came back positive, pregnant!
Looking at such a result, Xu Li was a little confused. Could it be that the test result is wrong? It is said that the probability of such a test being correct is about 80%, which may not be accurate!
After Xu Li came out of the bathroom, she didn't have time to eat breakfast, so she hurriedly went out to the Provincial Maternal and Child Health Hospital. She had a bit of luck, suspected that her test was inaccurate, and wanted to go to the hospital to check it carefully so as not to have a false alarm. She thought that even if she wasn't pregnant, she should go to the hospital if she hadn't had her period for so long.
It didn't take long to arrive at the hospital, and the test results came out, and it was confirmed that she was almost two months pregnant. At this time, Xu Li was really at a loss!
Xu Li is 28 years old this year, and she has been married to her husband for more than four years and has never had children. More than two years after marriage, because of this problem, both husband and wife went to the hospital for examination, and the result was that the husband's XX was abnormal, and the number was too small to cause infertility. Since then, Xu Li's husband has never stopped treatment, especially traditional Chinese medicine, and has eaten a lot, but there has been no obvious effect.
Over the years, Xu Li has never taken contraceptive measures in her married life, but until not long ago, she has never been pregnant.
Now that she is pregnant, she should be happy, why is Xu Li so panicked? Because Xu Li intuitively knows that this child is not her husband's!
She sat in the corridor of the hospital in a daze, compared to the traces that Li Xin had left on her chest, shoulders and clothing, which had gradually disappeared, the marks he left in her body would not disappear, but would only become more and more obvious.
How can you hide such a thing from your husband?
Her husband is nine years older than her, runs a clothing company in the past few years, travels a lot, and has been married for several years, and there are no children at home, so there is not much communication between husband and wife. Especially in recent months, the number of couples living has also been very low.
Since having this relationship with Li Xin, Li Xin and Xu Li have had many private trysts in the past few months, meeting once or twice a week.
Every time they meet, they either open a room in Li Xin's dormitory or in a hotel.
Once, Xu Li's husband was not at home on a business trip, and the two had a tryst at Xu Li's house. Xu Li felt that Li Xin was very infatuated with her, and every time they met, they didn't have too many words, and went straight to the topic.
Li Xin is a few years old and Xu Li, young and handsome, and the surging passion and presumptuous behavior during the private tryst also made Xu Li confused.
She longed for Li Xin's slightly rough conquest, and enjoyed the feeling of lying beside him and listening to him chat with her after the passion. Maybe it was this kind of madness that Xu Li didn't notice the risk of pregnancy at all.
Extrapolating from the time, Xu Li knew that the seedling in her stomach should have been planted by Li Xin, and if she took into account her husband's infertility factor and Li Xin's vigorous energy, it would be even more certain that the child was Li Xin's.
From the bottom of her heart, Xu Li hopes for such a result. Her husband is infertile, if she can conceive Li Xin's child, her own conditions are not bad, her figure and appearance are very good, Li Xin is even more wise and handsome, and this child will definitely be smart and cute in the future.
But emotionally speaking, my husband has treated him well in recent years, and he is very sorry for him when he is pregnant with someone else's child. Although the husband himself knew that the cause of infertility was on him, if he knew that the child was not his, the family would be dissolved.
If it is really divorced, Li Xin is a few years younger than herself, and the possibility of being with him is also very small.
If the child is killed, if the husband's infertility cannot be cured in the future, there will be no chance to get pregnant again!
Thinking about it, in a dilemma, Xu Li still made up her mind to keep this child.
She thought that only she knew the news of her pregnancy now, as long as she didn't say it herself, including Li Xin, no one would know who the father of the child was.
On the husband's side, as long as he is satisfied, he has no reason to suspect that the child is not his own, he has been undergoing treatment all these years, and his desire to have a child is very strong.
It's just that in this way, I resolutely can't meet Li Xin again.
If you continue to contact Li Xin, even if you don't consider the factor of being pregnant, after a long time, your husband will definitely be aware.
Moreover, now that he has messed up, if he meets Li Xin again, he may not be able to help but tell Li Xin the truth about her pregnancy.
In addition, during the examination, the doctor specially instructed that in the first trimester of pregnancy, the husband and wife should live in moderation, otherwise it is easy to cause miscarriage.
She is two months pregnant, Li Xin has no idea about it, if she continues to tryst, his almost crazy lust during intimacy will inevitably have a bad effect on the fetus in her womb.
Xu Li knew that she was standing at a crossroads.
After careful consideration, she chose to keep the child in her womb and stay with her husband.
She doesn't know what the future holds, but she knows that as long as she is with her husband, the child in her womb may be her only hope of having children.
She doesn't have many eyes, but she is a very meticulous woman.
The futures exchange will not be able to go again in the future, even if it is changed to a trading seat and the office is different, but it is only a matter of time before you meet Li Xin.
If the child in the womb has nothing to do with Li Xin, even if they meet in the future, it will be nothing, after giving birth to the child, it is not impossible to continue to maintain the current lover relationship, the kind of fiery passion when the two are together is something she has never experienced, and now she still can't stop thinking about it!
However, now the child in her womb is Li Xin's, which makes her mentality completely different.
When she met Li Xin again, she couldn't face Li Xin with the same calm attitude as before, and she didn't know how to talk to Li Xin now. With this kind of secretive and ghostly mood with Li Xin, sooner or later he will see the flaws.
If this layer of window paper is pierced, how should adults and children face it when the child is born and grows up in the future?
No, we must not let such a thing happen! This secret can only be hidden in my heart for a lifetime, and I can't let a second person know! Xu Li made up her mind.
My husband's clothing company has a retail store, and I used to want her to go to work in the store, either as a bookkeeper or as a store manager, but she didn't go because she was too tired to commute to work on time every day.
Now it seems that for the sake of the child in the womb and for the sake of this family, it is better to go to work in my husband's company.