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Su Qin took Qin Sheng straight to the Bund, remembering that on the day she first came to Shanghai, she accompanied Qin Sheng to the Bund, and walked hand in hand for two hours, Qin Sheng was full of interest, and shouted at the Huangpu River, "Shanghai, I'm here"

Su Qin didn't feel tired, maybe because he was with the man he loved the most, life at that time was full of yearning for them, they imagined the future and sighed about the times, but unfortunately they couldn't come together in the end.

After parking the car, the two walked along the Huangpu River on the Bund, even if it was a winter night, no matter how cold the wind was, there was never a shortage of tourists on the Bund, I don't know how many men came here to pursue their dreams, and I don't know how many people's fate changed at this moment.

"Listen to Hao Lei, are you going back to Xi'an on New Year's Day?" The cold wind blew Su Qin's hair in the wind, but she felt a little messy and beautiful, she was only wearing a turtleneck sweater and a gray tweed coat, and the weather was somewhat cold.

Qin Sheng nodded silently and said, "Yes, Aunt Wang celebrated her birthday on New Year's Day, and Xinxin and I went back to accompany her."

"Aunt Wang's health is fine, how is Uncle Lin's side, I haven't been to see them for a long time" Su Qin lowered her head slightly and stroked her hair and said with a light smile, she had two charming dimples when she laughed, I don't know how many boys smiled for Bo Suqin in high school, but no matter how hard they tried, they were not as good as Qin Sheng's eyes.

Qin Sheng took a deep breath, made himself look natural and casual, and replied, "It's all good, when I'm not there, thank you for helping me take care of them, especially taking care of Xinxin, I heard her say, you often go to see her"

"What is there to thank for this, I am also friends with them, these are all deserved, and I also treat Xinxin as a sister" Su Qin said lightly.

Qin Sheng smiled bitterly, "No matter what, I still have to thank you"

"If you really want to thank me, you can invite me to dinner another day" Su Qinjiao said with a smile, she obviously couldn't let go of Qin Sheng, if she really let go, not disturbing that was the best way to get along, but after all, after six years of relationship, it was not easy to let go of a few eleven paintings.

Qin Sheng directly agreed, "No problem, you can eat whatever you want"

"I thought you would refuse," Su Qin said with a little surprise.

Qin Sheng said with a smile: "Why do you want to refuse? I don't know how many men want to invite you to dinner, I'm so honored."

"Don't say that, I don't like it" Su Qin said a little angrily, if it was another man who said such a thing, Su Qin didn't think it was anything, but the man in front of him was Qin Sheng, she and Qin Sheng used to be close lovers, nothing had been done, Qin Sheng said this, obviously distancing.

Qin Sheng didn't pay attention at all, he just subconsciously said this, and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry"

"Qin Sheng, I feel that you are always avoiding me, are you unwilling to face me, or do you have hatred for me in your heart, and still resent me for breaking up with you in the first place?" Su Qin asked, she came to Qin Sheng today just to make a lot of things clear.

Qin Sheng shook his head and said, "No, what do you hate, everything has passed, I accept everything that happened, you have your life, I don't want to disturb your peaceful life because of my appearance"

"Hehe, is it?" Su Qin smiled bitterly, "But your appearance has disturbed my life, Qin Sheng, I regret my impulsiveness, I regret that when you needed me the most, I didn't be by your side, I often think about these things, and I've been complaining about myself, for more than two years, I've been looking for you, but there is no news from you, do you know how much I miss you, Qin Sheng"

In the end, Su Qin's eyes were already red, yes, she couldn't let go of Qin Sheng, she really couldn't let go, six years of relationship, if she could let go, she wouldn't have been single for more than two years, otherwise she might have gotten married and had children, after all, there are not a few men chasing her.

"Su Qin, don't talk about this, you are a good girl, I thank God for letting me have you" Qin Sheng said very sincerely.

Su Qin said stubbornly, "I want to ask you, have you thought about me for more than two years?"

"I thought about it, I didn't want you all the time at the beginning, but I told myself that we had broken up, and you should have your own happiness, and my road has just begun, I don't know what to go through, so I told myself, let it go" Qin Sheng said truthfully, people are not sages, who can say that a woman who has been in love for six years will be forgotten all at once?

But time is the all-powerful antidote, and no matter how unforgettable the love is, it will eventually be completely consumed by time, and it will slowly fade.

"Then you really just let it go?" Su Qin said with some heartache.

Qin Sheng didn't know what to say, and he didn't want to hurt Su Qin's heart, after all, it was the woman he once loved, even if she shed tears, Qin Sheng would feel distressed.

"I know" Su Qin gritted her teeth and said, Qin Sheng's silence was already the answer, but she didn't want to give up like this, she put down her dignity and said, "But I can't, why can't I let go?" Qin Sheng, I still love you deeply, I want to go back to my previous life, I want us to start again"

After speaking, Su Qin hugged Qin Sheng directly, this hug melted Qin Sheng's heart, what a familiar feeling it used to be, but now it is so strange.

This is also the first time that Su Qin has said the love in his heart so directly, Qin Sheng was very shocked, he really thought that Su Qin didn't love him anymore, so he would break up with him, he was somewhat resentful in his heart, and then he was relieved, only to feel that it was nothing, no matter who talked about the past, he would defend Su Qin, but until this moment, he understood Su Qin's heart, he really loved himself.

If he hadn't met Lin Su, maybe Qin Sheng might have been able to reconcile with Su Qin, but unfortunately there was no if, he met Lin Su, plus he let go of Su Qin at the beginning, and now his heart is more about Lin Su.

He was unwilling to deceive Su Qin, and said ruthlessly, "Su Qin, thank you for still loving me, but I already have someone I like, I'm sorry."

Hearing this, Su Qin was like five thunderbolts, and the last hope in her heart completely collapsed, she slowly pushed Qin Sheng away, staring at Qin Sheng with an incredible face, tears flowed down her face, but at such a temperature, it was like two ice blades.

Su Qin just stared at Qin Sheng, just stared at it, I don't know how long, she laughed at herself, slowly turned around and left, and suddenly collapsed after taking a few steps, squatting on the ground and hugging her head and crying, that cry was heartbreaking.

Seeing Su Qin like this, Qin Sheng's heart was like a knife, he really wanted to slap himself twice, scolding you for being a scumbag, how could you bear to let the woman you once loved so much, and now the woman who still loves you is like this, you once said that you would accompany her to old age, you once said that you would protect him for the rest of his life, has what you said become bullshit?

Qin Sheng couldn't stand it anymore, he hurriedly ran over, directly hugged Su Qin in his arms, and let her cry bitterly in his arms. No matter what happens in the future, at least for the moment, he wants to protect Su Qin.

I don't know how long the time has gone, Su Qin finally cried enough, Qin Sheng's embrace is still so warm, she doesn't want to think about anything, she just wants time to stop at this moment, let him have a few more seconds to cherish.

Finally, after the lights on both sides of the Huangpu River gradually dimmed, Qin Sheng said softly, "I'll send you back"

"Okay" Su Qin rubbed Qin Sheng's chest and nodded slightly.

Qin Sheng just hugged Su Qin like this, and didn't let go until he got in the car, Qin Sheng drove, Su Qin sat in the co-pilot, Qin Sheng took the initiative to help her fasten her seat belt, and Su Qin looked at Qin Sheng quietly along the way, and that look could melt the snow in winter.

In the end, Qin Sheng kept sending Lin Su to the door of the house, and at the door Qin Sheng said lightly, "Sleep well, we will all be fine together, as long as you want, we are still friends, as long as you need it, I can appear in front of you at any time"

"Really?" said Su Qin softly.

Qin Sheng nodded heavily and said, "Really, good night"

After saying that, Qin Sheng closed the door and left happily, and Su Qin behind the door had a smile on his face.

Wang Feng sang in the song, ideals are a fart, love is something, after all, life has to go on without these things, so Qin Sheng, who is busy with work, has forgotten about last night.

After finishing this day's work, Qin Sheng asked Sister An for leave again, saying that she was going to go to other places, although Sister An was uncomfortable, she could only agree, but she still complained to Qin Sheng a few words, and then thought about it, there were no guests during this time, so ask for leave.

Qin Sheng returned to Shilin Huayuan, packed his things, and went straight to the airport, without anyone notifying, he had already bought a ticket yesterday.

The mobile phone was turned off, and Qin Sheng disappeared completely, which made everyone very puzzled, thinking that something had happened to Qin Sheng, including Lin Su, who was about to celebrate his birthday, Lin Su was a little anxious, she couldn't contact Qin Sheng, but she didn't know where Qin Sheng lived and worked.

After the early hours of the morning, it was another year's birthday, Lin Su's mobile phone began to be bombarded, this is the case at this time of year, she is used to it, in previous years, she would turn off her phone directly, and wait until the next day to reply to others, but this year it didn't, because she was waiting for Qin Sheng to say a word to her, happy birthday.

It's a pity that Lin Su waited until the early hours of the morning, but Qin Sheng had no news, and finally Lin Su called Qin Sheng's phone again, and it was still turned off.

This night, Lin Su didn't sleep well, and her mood was a little bad, and when she got up the next morning, as soon as she opened her eyes, she picked up her mobile phone to see if there were any calls and messages from Qin Sheng, but there was still none.

Although it was today's birthday, Lin Su did not give himself a holiday, and ran to the company early, wanting to see the white rose on the office table, but unfortunately he didn't see it today, Lin Su was very disappointed.

A day passed in the busy work, and at noon, the company's colleagues gave her a simple birthday party, bought cakes and gifts, etc., and Lin Su's mood was finally relieved.

As soon as he got off work in the afternoon, Yan Chaozong came to pick up Lin Su, Lin Su's birthday party, but he personally invited many relatives and friends to each other, Lin Su was going to refuse, but finally agreed, because she planned to announce a news today, but it was useless now.

At the same time, Qin Sheng's plane had just landed at Pudong International Airport......