Chapter 144: I Don't Need It For So Long
Wen Qian looked at the back of Xin Xiaoxiao leaving, and couldn't help but feel some sadness in her heart.
She can always enlighten Xin Xiaoxiao very well and help Xin Xiaoxiao untie the knot of her feelings, but when she dealt with her relationship with Xiao Lingyue, she felt that nothing was right.
She has been hospitalized for so long, Xiao Lingyue has never come to see her, not even a phone greeting.
She felt that she was becoming more and more like a canary, all the joys and sorrows were related to the person who fed her, and all she could do every day was to wait for the return and attention of that person.
Wen Qian felt that this kind of self was very different from herself, and she had to find something to do for herself, so that she could divert her attention and her love for Xiao Lingyue.
Wen Qian thought about it, it seems that all she can do is paint, and the previous painting tools were all left in Wen Yan's previous room, and now it is not a small amount to buy them again.
Wen Qian really didn't have any savings at all, Xiao Lingyue, the eldest young master, probably never managed his own money, so he didn't think about it at all, and Bao Yi wanted to give her a gold card or a black card.
In the end, Wen Qian borrowed money from Xia Yan, bought everything that should be bought online, and sent it directly to Xiao Lingyue's house.
When Wen Qian was discharged from the hospital, it was Xia Yan who came to pick her up, and the neck brace around her neck had not been removed, and the doctor said that she would have to wear it for at least another month before she could take it off.
Wen Qian doesn't care, although sometimes it's a little inconvenient to do things, but fortunately, she doesn't have to go out to meet people, and she doesn't have to care about her image.
When Wen Qian went back, the house was still the same as before, and the part-time worker had already cooked the soup and was about to leave.
Wen Qian felt that this kind of life was the same as before, but it was obvious that something was missing.
Looking at the aunt who had taken off her shoe covers at the door and was about to leave, Wen Qian said with a little expectation: "Auntie, who asked you to cook the soup?"
The aunt glanced at Xia Yan before saying, "It was arranged by Miss Xia." ”
"Is anyone at home these days?" Wen Qian asked, it was already obvious.
"No, Young Master Xiao has never come back. After speaking, seeing that Wen Qian was no longer asking, he nodded to Wen Qian and Xia Yan and said, "If it's okay, I'll go back first." ”
Xia Yan watched Wen Qian all the way over, when she first met Wen Qian, although she knew that this woman had a story, her personality seemed to be quite free, but after being with Xiao Lingyue, her whole person was obviously not as affordable as before.
In the past, Xia Yan was always afraid that Wen Qian would hurt Xiao Lingyue's heart, but now seeing Wen Qian like this, she felt uncomfortable.
In love, injuries are made regardless of age, experience, or gender.
"Sissi, drink the soup!" Xia Yan called Wen Qian.
Wen Qian came back to her senses, washed her hands, sat down and began to drink soup.
"The more he is, the more he may be really busy······" Xia Yan comforted.
Wen Qian didn't speak, she drank the soup spoonful by spoonful, and after drinking most of the bowl, she raised her head and looked at Xia Yan and said, "Am I not like my previous self now?" ”
Xia Yan didn't answer, and Wen Qian continued: "All of this is actually unexpected by me. ”
In the middle of January, there was a heavy snowfall in Lin'an City, at this time Wen Qian had already set up a drawing board, sitting by the window to paint snow scenes, Wen Qian had actually learned oil painting before, but later because illustration was easier to make a living, so she taught herself illustration.
Now that she has time, she can draw more of her favorite things. bar
The comics that were reported off the shelves before,In fact, it's almost over.,Later, Wen Qian will actually draw some when she has time.,She doesn't like to abandon the pit.,So even if there's no way to let those fans who have been chasing and watching see it.,She herself is complete.。
When Xiao Lingyue came back again, Wen Qian had already finished painting more than ten paintings.
The sky was also snowing heavily that day, there were few pedestrians on the road, and the vehicles were driving very slowly.
I have to say that the location of Xiao Lingyue's house is really good. In the middle of nowhere, you can also overlook the entire Lin'an City, Wen Qian was so fascinated that she didn't hear Xiao Lingyue when she opened and closed the door.
It wasn't until a cold body, exhaling cold, hugged her from behind that she was frightened and looked back at people.
It was only more than 20 days before and after, but Wen Qian felt that there were 20 years between them.
Before he appeared, Wen Qian felt that she was quite calm, she didn't cry or make trouble, and lived her own life, and now that he appeared, Wen Qian's heart began to hurt again, especially when she thought of the grievances and sufferings she had received these days, she felt more and more settling accounts in her heart.
So she didn't think about it, and poured the half-drunk coffee in her hand directly on Xiao Lingyue's face.
Looking at Xiao Lingyue's fair face, when it was soiled, Wen Qian regretted it for a while, but on the surface, she still looked arrogant.
Wen Qian was ready for him to lose his temper, but Xiao Lingyue looked at him without saying a word, with some resentment in his expression.
Wen Qian is no stranger to this kind of Xiao Lingyue, every time she was fierce to Xiao Lingyue before, Xiao Lingyue had this expression except for being cute and coquettish.
"Sister, I miss you so much. ”
Even the tone of his speech was the same as that of Xiao Lingyue before.
If it weren't for the fact that what happened in the middle was too real, Wen Qian would have thought that all the bad things were just a nightmare she had, and now that she woke up, her little milk dog was still soft and nesting beside her.
"So, what do you want to use for? As long as you tell me, I can do it, and I will help you. I just beg you not to pretend anymore, it's boring, you know, Xiao Lingyue!"
Wen Qian now subconsciously decided that as long as Xiao Ling changed her face, she must have some intentions, even if the defense against him in her heart couldn't be lower, she still pretended to be on guard.
"Awen, I know that you are still angry that I left you alone when I was in the hospital, but the situation was urgent at that time, and I didn't have a solution, you see that as soon as today's work ended, I will come back quickly. ”
Xiao Lingyue didn't know if what he said was true or false, but Wen Qian's defense in her heart had collapsed, and now she was only maintaining her superficial indifference.
"Arwen, really, do you know how nervous I was when I watched you thrown out of front of me? Do you know how scared I was when I was in the car and screamed for so long, but you didn't give me a single response? During the few minutes we waited for help, I experienced almost all the worries, fears, and despairs in my life. ”
Xiao Lingyue took a few steps closer to Wen Qian and continued: "Awen, that taste is not comfortable, I never want to experience it a second time, let's all forget about the past, okay?"
Wen Qian didn't speak, but her heart was already shaken, and she started again? Back to the sweet and happy time between the two of them? That is what Wen Qian has always expected.
Xiao Lingyue saw that Wen Qian didn't speak, and took a step closer to Wen Qian again, and as soon as he pulled his hands, he hugged Wen Qian tightly in his arms.
"Shall we start over?"
Wen Qian didn't struggle, but after half a while, she suddenly said, "It's impossible to start over." ”
When Xiao Lingyue heard this, his whole person froze, and just as he was about to let go of Wen Qian, he heard Wen Qian say again: "But since you have already wrapped me, shouldn't you leave me alone for so long?"