lonely

Ye Kai felt that the loneliest time was when he had just graduated from college, his girlfriend and Ye Kai had different choices and broke up peacefully, and that time was the loneliest.

But later, in order to make money, I didn't have time to think about whether I was lonely or not.

Seeing that Ye Kai didn't speak, he asked again.

"How long have you been graduating. ”

"It's been two or three years, time flies so fast. ”

"Oh, then we should be about the same age, but now that we're sitting together, people might think we're at least ten years apart. ”

Ye Kai's kindness made him let down his guard, maybe Wu Wenhan doesn't need anything now, but he especially needs someone who is good at listening.

Fortunately, Ye Kai is such a person.

Ye Kai looked at him carefully, the deep sunken eye sockets, black eye circles, and the mark on the bridge of his nose indicated that this guy should also wear glasses, but the prescription may not be high.

With dull yellow skin, a fat figure, and a receding hairline, he looks like a programmer in his thirties instead of a young man who has just graduated.

"You're just overdrawn, and if you rest a little earlier every day, you'll be much better in two months. ”

Wu Wenhan shook his head with a smile, and introduced himself to Ye Kai: "My name is Wu Wenhan, I have graduated for three years, and I am a programmer."

Sure enough, as Ye Kai expected, his profession is a programmer.

It is said that programmers are hard, but in this era, the most lucrative profession is programmers, and many recent college graduates can get a salary of more than 10,000 yuan soon after joining the company.

There is no doubt that this is a profession that trades youth for money.

Ye Kai also introduced himself: "My name is Ye Kai, a photographer. ”

"Photographer" Wu Wenhan thought of the photographer who took pictures of beautiful women, and thought of the magazine cover he read in his spare time, and said sincerely, "It would be nice if I chose other majors before." ”

Ye Kai smiled and didn't answer.

Soon, he heard a story about a programmer

"After graduating, I worked for a software company, and in the first year of work, my body began to grow, working overtime every day, going out in the morning to squeeze the bus, and returning home late at night"

is the same as when Ye Kai was in the later stage, there are no weekends, no socializing, and no friends.

Wu Wenhan's rented house is very large, and the bed and wardrobe in the bedroom are also very large, but there is only one person who lives, and there is only his own clothes in the wardrobe.

Unlike other programmers, Wu Wenhan does not wear the same shirt seven days in a row, he has a lot of shirts in his closet, and he changes one every day, although these shirts are not different except for the color.

It is Huabei who often cares about himself on his mobile phone, and for him, they are the only ones who care about him every month except 10086.

Every day at work, the front desk of the company will say good morning to him, or remind him not to forget to punch in, but the young lady at the front desk always looks down at her mobile phone and will not look up at him.

The members of the company will not look up to greet them, and the colleagues in suits and leather shoes regard bullying themselves as a daily task, and the company's leaders are also squeezing themselves like worker ants as always.

This is Wu Wenhan, a depressed patient who needs to take medicine every day to maintain his life.

"You have depression"

"Well, it's been two years, it's not serious" Wu Wenhan saw Ye Kai's somewhat surprised eyes, and suddenly smiled, "It's okay, I don't know what kind of disease this is because I've been taking medicine." ”

"I haven't had depression, and I haven't learned about this disease, but the description of this disease on the Internet is quite scary, but Wu Wenhan, life is not as sad as you think. ”

"yes. Wu Wenhan was convinced of what Ye Kai said, nodded and said, "I have always felt this way, many people are helping me, but their eyes are full of pity." ”

“”

Knowing that you have depression will definitely have a look of pity, what kind of disease is it that many people don't know, but they definitely know that people with depression are prone to suicide

Aren't you going to kill yourself?

Ye Kai was very strange, didn't the people in his company know that Wu Wenhan was depressed, otherwise why would some colleagues bully him

"Ye Kai, you look so handsome, there should be no shortage of girls to like it."

"It's okay, I haven't been in much of a relationship. ”

"If I asked you what love is, what would you answer me?"

What is love, could it be that Wu Wenhan was dumped by his girlfriend

was suddenly asked this question, Ye Kai's first thought was the sentence in Xiang Zhixuanzhi, there is a loquat tree in the court, and it was planted by my wife in the year of her death, and now it is like a cover.

Or in another ancient poem, the clothes and belts are gradually widened and they do not regret it, and they are haggard for Yi.

Ye Kai also sat on the bench and seriously considered this question, Wu Wenhan asked what he wanted to know or didn't want to know anything, he wanted to hear his thoughts

"I think this question, only people who have been married can answer you, for me, love is very ideal, it is Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, it is the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl. ”

"I love Leung's films. Wu Wenhan said with a smile, "There is a line in it that I like very much." ”

Ye Kai guessed: "It's better for us to start all over again"

"Yes. ”

Ye Kai harvested another story.

Wu Wenhan's life is boring, his world is barren and dilapidated, the temperature in the air is cold, and the atmosphere is also good, only when you open the wardrobe every day, you can see a lot of colors.

Because of this, he changes his shirt in a different color every day.

For Wu Wenhan, the pressure of life is very heavy, he can only rely on drugs and alcohol to suppress, day after day to live in this world that is desolate to him.

Suddenly, one day, Wu Wenhan met his girlfriend in a bar.

"Her name is Tang Cai. Wu Wenhan said.

Ye Kai noticed that Wu Wenhan was very gentle when he said this name, and the source of this gentleness was not only the change in tone, but when he said this name, Ye Kai felt that the atmosphere around him began to become warm.

At this time, it was already dark, and the night snack restaurants in the distance were opening one after another, and the small tables set up outside the door were also full of diners, and the people were buzzing.

Behind the benches, the street lamps shine on the Qiantang River, and the river does not have the turbulent waves of the daytime, and is as calm as a mirror, reflecting the street lamps and the moon in the sky.

Wu Wenhan said when he and Tang Cai met.

"At that time, because of the pressure of work, I had to go to the bar for two drinks every day after work, and once, a girl came to the bar, and I took one look, and I couldn't take my eyes off it.

She had a cigarette in her hand, but she didn't seem to have a lighter, and I thought this was my chance, so I quickly found a lighter and told her, if you don't mind, I have a fire here.

That's how I met her. ”