Chapter 178: Father and Daughter
Approaching the end of the year, all walks of life are rushing to their own time sprint.
In order to have a good data in front of everyone's eyes at the end of the year, people in every industry have started a desperate state.
It's been a while since Han Yuxiang moved back to his house, and he hasn't seen each other for a while since the last time he and Xiang Chen were at home.
Although Han Yuxiang didn't want to admit it, everything seemed to be doomed. When I interacted with Xiang Chen frequently, Han Yuxiang's work was like divine help, and if I didn't interact for a while, it seemed that I had fallen into a bottleneck in my work.
After getting off work, he knelt down at his desk, Han Yuxiang already remembered that this was his first few days, he didn't work hard to write, and he didn't develop other work ideas, but his brain was blank, but he didn't empty himself.
"Are you at odds with that stinky boy?"
Han Zhili stood at the door of Han Yuxiang's bedroom, the floor of Han Yuxiang's room was covered with a thick carpet, and its edge was like the Chu River and Han Boundary on the chessboard, so that Han Zhili looked across the river, but he didn't dare to go beyond half a step.
"I'm fine! Grandma is already asleep?"
Han Yuxiang glanced back at his father, and combed his messy hairstyle casually, not wanting his father to see his more mournful side, but it backfired, the more Han Yuxiang combed, the more disobedient her makeup became.
"Don't worry about it! I've been watching you like this for five days, and every day after work, you look listless. ”
Han Zhili tentatively took a step into his daughter's room, and after seeing that the latter did not have an excessive emotional reaction, his courage gradually grew.
This is the first time Han Zhili has walked into his daughter's boudoir after the relationship between father and daughter has eased, so he seems cautious everywhere.
"Your grandmother and Aunt Zhang have already fallen asleep, I came to see you, is there anything unhappy at work?"
Han Zhili sat on the edge of his daughter's bed, only half of his buttocks, and couldn't help but feel a little funny in his heart, he now felt like he was the first time he entered his wife's boudoir.
Han Yuxiang turned his head to look at his father, and then buried his head on the desk again.
"I've heard people say before, 'I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the sun.'" But now I feel that for me, this sentence should be said. ”
Burying his head between his arms, Han Yuxiang's voice was a little dull.
Now that his father has pierced his disguise, Han Yuxiang doesn't plan to pretend.
Since childhood, he has insisted that justice will win, but since he met Xiang Chen, Han Yuxiang has found that his firm creed has been loosened a little bit.
For example, in the conflict of being at home, Han Yuxiang naturally didn't want Xiang Chen to be bullied, but he knew that Xiang Chen's behavior was wrong, but he couldn't stop it, and the condemnation from the profession has always surrounded Han Yuxiang's heart.
In order to reduce such anxiety, Han Yuxiang has restrained himself from the urge not to disturb Xiang Chen, but the previous abduction and trafficking of children, plus the recent two nameless corpses, have no clue.
When life could always intersect with Xiang Chen before, Han Yuxiang didn't think it was a problem, but after not seeing Xiang Chen for a while, Han Yuxiang always felt like he was choked by something.
Looking at his daughter's painful appearance, Han Zhili already had a calculation in his heart, whether this matter had anything to do with that kid named Xiang Chen or not, as long as his daughter was unhappy, it would all be blamed on him, yes!
"The Three Character Sutra says, 'At the beginning of man, nature is good'. However, later, a large amount of data can prove that most people are selfish, and desire is the most unstoppable thing in the world. ”
Han Zhili first patted Han Yuxiang's shoulder, and touched his daughter's head, as if many years ago, Han Yuxiang asked Han Zhili for help with a math problem that he couldn't do, but unfortunately Han Zhili's math has not been very good.
And now too!
"So I think there's nothing wrong with being selfish when a person can't be selfless. ”
Han Zhili said with a smile, this kind of smile can only appear on the face of a father, and that smile can tell the world that I can solve all the difficulties faced by my daughter.
"Dad, don't comfort me!"
Seeing the wrinkles on Han Zhili's face, Han Yuxiang also squeezed out a smile on his face.
Then the smile on Han Zhili's face was even more soothing, and it fell into Han Yuxiang's eyes, and she couldn't help but relax her whole person.
"Dad doesn't know how to answer your question, and it seems that even if you want to tell it completely, Dad can't answer you. ”
Han Zhili's voice was soothing and calm, his daughter was by his side, and when the sky fell, he would naturally be the father's to go back, and there was nothing to hesitate about.
Knowing that there is a gap between him and his daughter, Han Zhili doesn't force it, but he just hopes that when he looks at his daughter from afar, he can see his daughter's face as clearly as possible.
Exhale, and for a long time.
At such times, you should light a cigarette, but in the girl's room, it seems to have become a fantasy.
"But Dad can give you two pieces of advice. ”
After smiling, Han Zhili's eyes were full of wisdom when he looked at his daughter. Han Yuxiang thought that maybe most of those who worship his father have seen his father at this moment, Han Zhili is not speaking fast, and Han Yuxiang is not urging.
"First, there are two things in the world that cannot be looked at, one is the sun, and the other is the human heart. Never try to understand someone, let alone be self-righteous. Second, be yourself, because someone else has already done it. ”
Slowly getting up, at this moment, Han Zhili suddenly felt that he was indeed old.
Han Yuxiang didn't explain his question clearly, and Han Zhili didn't give an answer to an old and wise man, but the subtleties that were all unspoken had been clearly and thoroughly seen by the two of them.
Gently pounded his waist a few times, and Han Zhili also took a deep breath gently.
Soothe your body and head out the door.
The wind and smoke are clean, and the Tianshan Mountains are colorful. Drifting from the stream, anything. This is what should be her daughter's life, how can she be unhappy because of such trivial things as spring sadness and autumn sorrow?
smashed his lips and recalled the advice he gave to his daughter, even if it was a little contrary to his moral views, Han Zhili didn't think there was anything wrong, there was no wrong direction in the matter of hurting his daughter, the only thing that he didn't deal with well was that the advice he gave was a bit verbose, and those problems that plagued his daughter, Han Zhili now thinks about it, it's nothing more than the words 'fuck'.