No matter what, the woman in front of her is the mother who pulled her to grow up.

The law will judge her for the mistakes she has committed in the past, and she will not comment on the rights and wrongs of the past, and after the court trial results out, she will continue to do what her children should do.

Long Chunhua smiled and didn't respond to this, but said, "I want to eat the shredded potatoes you made, I'm not used to eating the food here." ”

"Well, I'll bring you food in the evening. ”

"Bring Xiaohao with you, I haven't seen him for a long time. ”

"Good. ”

Long Ya agreed to this request.

When Li Da saw Long Ya at noon, he found that her whole person's spirit was different.

"Is that anything good?"

Li Da saw that she was in a good mood, so he chatted with her for a few words.

"It's not a good thing, it's just that I have figured out a lot of things, and life always has to look forward!"

Long Ya showed her smile, and Li Da couldn't help but be stunned for a while.

How to say it, it's normal for a man to look at a beautiful girl a few more times!

Although it is not the first time to see Long Ya, Long Ya has always been unsmiling, even if she is smiling, it is just a polite smile, like now, with a bright smile, and obviously from the heart, which makes Li Da can't help but indulge for a while.

Of course, it's just that I'm obsessed with beauty, and I don't have any other ideas.

He felt that everything he had done was worth it.

That's all it means with this smile.

It's just that it's still a little embarrassing to be in a daze.

Li Da came to his senses and hurriedly said, "I'll go back to eat first, you pay attention to safety on the road." ”

Saying that, Li Da hurriedly slipped away.

"Well, bye-bye. ”

Long Ya looked at Li Da's back as if he had fled from the wilderness, and couldn't help covering her mouth and snickering, but this smile was also a little shy and sweet.

The same face, because it was a little ruddy, seemed to look better than just now.

Li Da went to the cafeteria with his meal.

In fact, you can also go to the classroom to eat, a little closer, but Li Da feels that it is not good to have too strong a taste in the classroom.

The classroom is more of a place to study, although there are many people eating in the classroom, this behavior is nothing, in short, don't talk about others, be yourself, try to purify the air.

In fact......

It is also because his food is too fragrant, which is easy to make others feel unhappy.

Li Da deeply felt that he didn't spend money to hire a nanny to cook before, which was really too simple.

If you have money, you won't enjoy it, so what is the purpose of making money?

Do you have it in the bank?

Li Da used to really deposit in the bank.

During the meal, Li Da remembered his gaffe just now, and still felt a little embarrassed, Long Ya must have noticed it, and he didn't know what to think.

Let's hope she doesn't feel like she has any other plans for her.

Li Da ate, washed the dishes a little, and went back to the classroom.

Before self-study at noon, you can memorize words for a while.

English is currently Li Da's biggest shortcoming, and Li Da has almost regained his feelings in other subjects, including literature comprehensive, Chinese, and mathematics, all of which are fine, but English Li Da has a headache.

Memorize the words slowly, and by the time of the college entrance examination, you should be able to take about 11 exams, and you should be able to pass it reluctantly.

The mathematics college entrance examination should be able to score about 14, and the mathematics of the liberal arts is relatively simple, as long as there are no mistakes in the front.

It's a pity that Li Da took the college entrance examination in advance, although he did the last college entrance examination questions, and now he is more than ten years away, where do you remember.

He doesn't even remember the questions of the class he took the exam.

However, some memories will not dissipate, and maybe they will be remembered when the time comes.

But what is afraid of tragedy is that I clearly remember that the teacher talked about this topic, but the solution process was very vague......

Li Da felt that he was playing normally, it should be about 13, and the text was about 222.

Combined, about six hundred.

This is a relatively optimistic estimate, everything is going well, and there should be this point.

The biggest improvement plate is still in English, and other subjects are fluctuating plates, in the college entrance examination that year, Li Da is English has dragged his feet, and now it is estimated that he will have to be dragged again.

Xiao Xiao will also memorize words with Li Da at noon every day, her English is very good, and she has learned it diligently, her talent is actually in science, and when she learns liberal arts, she is ordinary, but she still relies on her diligence to throw others out of the way.

There are four classes in the afternoon, divided into two math and two English, and there are only six subjects in the third year of high school, which are held every day, and there are often overlapping classes.

The number of languages is stacked the most, even politics and history, because there are eight classes every day in addition to self-study and time-limited training.

In this way, there will be two subjects in a row every day.

It's no wonder that students in the third year of high school are under a lot of pressure, and they go to class like this every day, and the psychological pressure is not great.

Anyway, why didn't I feel pressured at the time?

Li Da suddenly thought of this question.

Probably......

It's because the overall atmosphere of the class is relatively relaxed.

There are not many people who study hard, Li Da was a proper king at that time, the only one in the class who could play, watching others playing, he was working hard, and his grades far surpassed others, so he was naturally full of confidence and relatively relaxed.

But when I arrived at the first class, everyone was working hard, and I felt the pressure.

The four classes in the afternoon are all exams, English is tested after the math test, English is tested after the test, and after the English test, go to have a meal, and it is a time-limited training class, that is, it takes 45 minutes to complete the section that should be solved in the college entrance examination within 45 minutes.

When you get used to it, when you get used to the college entrance examination, you will naturally be able to answer within the specified time, and you will not lose sight of one or the other, and when the exam time is over, there are still many things that have not been written, and even the answer sheet is not filled in.

It's just that taking the test like this all day long, Li Da's brain is a little buzzing.

When I go home at night, I don't have the energy to code.

This symptom is becoming more and more pronounced.

People have limits, even if Li Da is a young man, he also learns the knowledge he has learned, but his energy for a day is really limited.

It was really painful to spend time writing a manuscript after studying.

"Let's just find the gunman......"

Li Da lay on the bed and had a not-so-good thought.

Then it was dismissed.

It's better to be loyal to your books.

Li Da can actually find a gunman and provide an outline by himself, anyway, it's fantasy, write according to the routine, there shouldn't be too much of a problem, besides, Li Da's company has also set up a team to train full-time writers, let them write books for the boss, they don't dare to mess around, the editor will definitely review and refine it.

It's just that Li Da still gave up this tempting idea.

It's a book that helps me get started, so be kind to it.

In fact, what the gunman wrote may not be better than him, but Li Da feels that there are some things that can be done, do not violate the law, and can still get benefits, but he can't pass this hurdle in his heart.

"Just write a little less every day. ”

Li Da still got up and typed on the keyboard.

The next day, Li Da got up from the bed, still the same without energy, washed his face and went downstairs, passed by Zhouji Bun Shop, ate xiaolongbao, and suddenly thought of Tang Youyou. In the past, they often met from here together and then went to school together.

Ah, it's impossible to go to school together now, I still miss it a little when I think about it, and I don't know how Tang Youyou and Luo Dongqing are doing now.

Tang Youyou, who was leaning on Luo Dongqing's arms, sneezed.

"Well, Yoyo, do you have a cold?"

"Nope. ”

"Don't kick the quilt at night, I'm going to catch a cold from you. ”

Luo Dongqing complained again, this sentence is a bit informative.

Li Da is still eating xiaolongbao.

Now that the weather is warmer and everything is recovering, the street trees on the side of the road are green.

Green is the dominant color of the season.

It began to rain in the morning, and Li Da held an umbrella and felt a little bored.

The spring rain is always so continuous. It's okay now, but in the Qingming season, the rain is called a trouble.

In the past, when I was in high school, I often had the embarrassing situation of not being able to wash and dry, and I didn't change my clothes.

When he arrived at school, Li Da put away his umbrella, and the boring life of the day began again.

Li Da originally thought that it was the same today.

It wasn't until noon that he arrived at the school gate and found that Long Ya was not outside.

"Huh, Long Ya has always been very punctual!"

Li Da was a little confused, and took out his mobile phone to call Long Ya.

The school still prohibits the use of mobile phones, but it will be more tolerant of senior high school students, as long as they are not caught playing with mobile phones in class, they will basically not be too disciplined.

So Li Da can call at the school gate arrogantly.

The phone rang, and it was almost a minute before Long Ya answered the phone.

"Hey, where are you, why haven't you arrived today?"

"Where am I? yes, I'm going to cook for you. ”

Long Ya's voice was a little dry, not angry, and Li Da felt very sad.

Suddenly, he felt that something was wrong.

When she was separated from Long Ya yesterday, she seemed to be in a good mood, Li Da also saw Long Hao and said a few words to Long Hao.

What's going on now?

"I'm sorry, I can't seem to stand up. ”

Li Da didn't know what Long Ya's situation was now, but he only heard her voice and was still so weak.

"What's wrong with you? Where are you now?"

"I don't know. ”

Long Ya seemed to have lost her mind.

At this time, Li Da suddenly heard a unique whistle in the microphone.

Only the ship's horn is like this.

Long Ya, this is by the river?

What's going on?

"You stay put, I'm coming for you. ”

Li Da hung up the phone and was about to walk outside the school, but then he was stopped by the doorman.

"What are you doing, you have to go out and get a leave slip. ”

Li Da: "......"

At noon, the teacher was gone, where did he go to find someone to approve the leave, and Long Ya didn't know what the situation was at this time, Li Da was afraid that he would be late and something would happen.

"Uncle, I'm really in a hurry, you can be accommodating this time, I'm also a good student, I won't go out and mess around. ”

"No, how do I know if you're a good student, you can't go out without a leave slip. ”

The doorman looked serious.

Since Gu Liuying's attack, the school's security has become much stricter.

The students inside can't go out casually, and the people outside, even if they are parents, can only stand outside.

You can't just come in.

No way.

"I just don't know if my old arms and legs can climb over the wall. ”

There is a corner of the school wall, which is about three meters high.

Li Da had turned over before. However, that would require someone from above to help with it. To be honest, once I saw a classmate step on the wall in two steps, and then reach the top of the wall with one hand, Li Da admired it very much.

Master.

In order to climb over the wall and go online, anything can be done.

Later, the wall was raised to four meters, and it was really impossible to get out.

Finding the stepping stone in the corner, Li Da knew that he had found the right place.

OK, ready, go you!

Li Da operated for a while, and actually put one on the wall, but it was not so easy to climb up.

When he was struggling to climb, he suddenly felt the strength of the lifting on his feet, Li Da didn't think much about it, and then climbed to the wall in a few clicks.

"Thank you, brother. ”

Li Da turned his head and thanked him, and looked at it, oh, Jiang Kai.

That's it!

Who would climb the fence in broad daylight? It is usually climbed in the evening......

"Come down. ”

Jiang Kai had a gloomy face, just now he dragged Li Da because he didn't want him to fall down, but Li Da borrowed his strength to go up, and he didn't react to pull him.

Generally speaking, those who are stared at by Jiang Kai like this will come down by themselves.

I've found out, can I still run?

Not to mention a few acquaintances.

"I'm sorry Mr. Jiang, I went back to the political and educational office to receive the punishment by myself, and I left in a hurry. ”

As he spoke, Li Da jumped off the wall, a real man, without looking back at the explosion.

But......

Foot pain.

limped to stop the car on the side of the road, and suddenly the rain started to fall again, and Li Da did not bring an umbrella.

"Master, go to the ferry. ”

The only place where you can hear the horn of the steamer is the ferry, and there is only one ferry in the vicinity.

I don't remember what the name is Li Da, anyway, everyone calls it Ferry.

Near the ferry, Li Da searched for a while, and finally found Long Ya, who had been drenched in soup, on a stone by the river.

Why do young people go to the river when they can't figure it out?

Could it be that watching the water of the great river flow can better understand life?

Li Da complained in his heart, but he didn't say it, he just walked to Long Ya's side.

"Let's go, I'm here to pick you up. ”

Li Da's feet still hurt a little.

Jumping down from a height of three meters, it still hurts a little, if Jiang Kai is not there, it is actually fine, Li Da is not that he didn't skip, but ......

Jiang Kai gave a deterrent, and Li Da was in a bit of a hurry and didn't do a good job of buffering.

Regardless of what happened to Long Ya again, in short, bring her back. Lest she couldn't think about it, she jumped directly into the Xiangjiang River, Li Da could swim by herself, but she was not sure that she could save a person up.

Li Da went over and helped Long Ya up.

She's still a bit heavy, wearing a down jacket, and she doesn't know how much water she's absorbed.

I don't know how to hide when it's raining.

Li Da had a lot to say, but in fact, when he saw Long Ya looking at the river in the rain, he didn't want to comfort her, but scolded her.

Because everybody has their own temper.

It's just that Li Da calmed down again before scolding.

He wanted to scold people purely because he had a temper, he didn't eat at noon, and he was scolded by the teaching director, and then he saw Long Ya looking like he was going to die, and he was angry.

But when his temper was up, Li Da thought that Long Ya would be like this, there must be a reason.

Don't get angry, let's take people home first.

Long Ya may have been sitting for a long time and had no strength in her feet.

But she still recognized Li Da, and when Li Da stretched out her hand to her, she looked a little sluggish, but she still handed her hand to Li Da.

Leaning on Li Da's body, Li Da almost didn't stand firm.

"I'll carry you. ”

Li Da carried Long Ya on his back with great difficulty.

A spring rain and a cold.

After the rain, Li Da estimated that he would also catch a cold, let alone Long Ya.

Carrying Long Ya to the side of the road, Li Da stopped a taxi and put Long Ya in.

I won't go to the hospital, just go home.

Li Da took Long Ya back to his home.

When she got out of the car, Long Ya already had the strength to walk on her own.

The two still didn't speak, Li Da didn't ask Long Ya what happened, and Long Ya didn't say it herself.

"Let's go take a hot shower first. ”

Li Da went to get a new towel and bath towel for Long Ya.

"Thank you. ”

Long Ya was still a little numb, Li Da took off his soaked school uniform, threw it aside, threw off his shoes again, and replaced them with slippers.

His feet were already soaking and turning white.

Li Da hated the feeling of being wet, so he changed into clean clothes in the room.

If it weren't for the bathroom for Long Ya to use, he would have wanted to take a shower.

Fortunately, I changed into dry clothes, and I already had some warmth.

Turn on the stove again and roast your feet, perfectly.

It's just that I'm a little hungry and I'm already making a gurgling sound.

The nanny hired her so badly that she had her employer get her back in the rain and starved her.

There was also a sound of water in the bathroom, to be reasonable, Li Da felt that it was quite inappropriate, but there was no way.

Hurry up and do what you want.

Now that he is home, Li Da has begun to ponder the changes in Long Ya.

I was smiling happily yesterday, but today I look like I'm going to die, what happened?

Li Da's gaze drifted to the down jacket that Long Ya had taken off.

At this glance, I saw that there seemed to be a corner of white in her pocket, which should be paper.

Li Da began to struggle in his heart.

Shall I sneak a look?

The heart was still at war, and at this time, the sound of the water stopped.

Li Da decided to pretend that nothing happened, and he didn't do it anyway.

"I'm done. ”

Long Ya walked out wrapped in a bath towel, her hair still dripping.

Li Da only glanced at it, and quickly turned his head away.

That's the worst part.

The towel could only be wrapped around the chest, and the lower half of the body did not even cover the knees.

Long Ya's skin is quite white.

But Li Da felt that she should be cold.

"Let's put on my clothes first, the shorts are brand new, I only passed the water once, and I can't do anything about the upper body, and also, the autumn clothes and pants are all worn by me, and there is no new one for you to wear, so let's put it on first." ”

Li Da took out the clothes he had prepared and handed them to Long Ya, not squinting.

To be honest, he was a little expecting to see the bath towel show him a little scenery, but he didn't dare to look at it.

In short, let's deal with it in a more polite manner.

Long Ya took Li Da's clothes, went into the bathroom again, and when she came out again, Li Da almost didn't vomit blood.

Because there is no necessary protection, wearing Li Da's autumn coat, Long Ya's silhouette is too obvious, and even the very detailed parts make Li Da see clearly.

"Put my down jacket on too. ”

Li Da pretended that he didn't see anything.

Fortunately, the pants I changed into are also jeans, which are not very visible.

After changing Long Ya into a set of his own clothes, Li Da finally breathed a sigh of relief.

OK, as long as you don't think about it, there won't be any messy thoughts.

, why don't you think about it, the more you think about it......

Li Da felt a little thirsty.

Seeing that Long Ya's hair was still wet, Li Da hurriedly went to get a hair dryer in order to suppress his evil thoughts.

"Blow it yourself. ”

Li Da did not provide very thoughtful service, or rather, he did not dare to be more thoughtful about this scene.

Long Ya went to blow her hair, and Li Da went to boil water to cook instant noodles.

Instant noodles can be eaten after soaking, but they taste better when boiled.

And the speed is also very fast, when Long Ya finished blowing her hair, Li Da also cooked the noodles and brought them to the table.

Long Ya sat at the table, but she didn't speak, and she didn't move her mouth.

"What, don't you want to eat?

Li Da said as he chewed on the noodles.

He was already hungry and in dire need of energy.

Long Ya nodded.

"Did you cry today? Why don't you cry for a while, and then you want to eat." ”

Li Da came up with a great idea.

Long Ya shook her head.

"There's nothing you can't get by crying or laughing about, life always has to look forward. ”

"I thought the same thing before, but every time I think like that, bad things happen. ”

Li Da's voice of noodles was a little softer.

Feel...... There shouldn't be many things that can hit Long Ya so badly, right......

"Could it be that your mother ......?"

"She's dead. ”

Long Ya lowered her head and said.

Li Da couldn't help but cover his head.

Hey, can you not let me guess the development of the plot, shouldn't life be a little more dramatic?

Why not be unexpected?

Li Da really doesn't know what to say now.

"She thinks she killed my dad and should pay for it. So after meeting me and Xiaohao yesterday, she hit the wall in the detention center and died. ”

Long Ya's voice was almost numb.

Li Dadu couldn't help but gasp.

This way of suicide is inevitably too tragic.

And the process must be very painful.

"If I didn't say that she wouldn't be sentenced to death, maybe she wouldn't do it, if I didn't make her shredded potatoes for sex, and didn't take Xiaohao to see her, I wouldn't have seen it a long time ago, what she said to us was like explaining what was going on, I just didn't think much about it, I'm so stupid, really. ”

Long Ya finally stopped being numb, but it was like the pain of a blunt knife, just listening to it, Li Da felt uncomfortable.

People always recall it after the fact, it turns out that there are so many details at that time, and they can find that the situation is wrong, but she didn't find it.

From noon, Long Ya said that she and Long Hao were waiting for Long Chunhua to go out to live together, and Long Chunhua had the will to die, but she still had someone who couldn't give up.

Therefore, she proposed to take a look at Long Hao and eat Long Ya's dishes again.

These are all traceable.

But Long Ya didn't think about it at the time.

Now, in retrospect, all of these have deepened Long Ya's pain.

Before she knew it, she had walked to the river, found a place to sit down, and had some fragmented memories circulating in her head.

There's about her father, there's about her mother.

Long Yacai suddenly found that whenever she was punched by fate and decided to face it bravely with a smile, fate would give her a heavier blow.

Perhaps, she was not strong enough in the first place.

There's no way to stay strong anymore.

I can't face life with a smile anymore.

Long Ya didn't think about seeking death.

She just stopped where she was, not knowing how to move forward.

"Don't you think that's supposed to be a good thing?"

After several turns in Li Da's brain, he finally hardened his head and said such a sentence.

It's not that I want to fool you, I really can't help it.

Li Da felt that if he didn't untie Long Ya, this girl would probably tie a dead knot in her heart.

Long Ya looked at Li Da a little confused, not knowing why Li Da said that this was still a good thing.

"You're just emotionally reluctant, but it's a blessing for your mother that she can choose to die in her own way. At the very least, when she died, she should have been awake and knew why she died. As you said, the court should not sentence a mentally ill person to death, so is it fair to your father? You may think that all this is in the past, and the dead are gone, but instead of letting your aunt live in pain, there is nothing wrong with letting her choose the way she wants to die and pay for her mistakes, right?"

Long Ya was stunned, she had never thought about it in this direction, she just felt that because of her, Long Chunhua would make such an extreme choice, but she never thought that this was the result that Long Chunhua wanted.

"Does Auntie still have regrets in the world?"

Li Da found that Long Ya's eyes fluctuated slightly, and he felt that his routine was still very useful.

But anyone who enters her emotions, if you follow her words, it is basically useless, because that's what she thinks herself, no matter what you say, don't be sad, don't be sad, if you want to open something, she can't do it.

So Li Da did the opposite, contrary to Long Ya's thinking.

In this way, Long Ya can enter a different line of thought, whether she approves or disapproves, she has to think.

And at this time, Li Da can say some other questions to disturb her thinking, make her thinking less detailed, and thus be influenced by Li Da.

"She said she wanted to see me get married, she wanted to see Xiaohao get admitted to college, and when she said this, I should have understood. ”

"Then, when you get married in the future, when Long Hao is admitted to college, you can burn incense for your aunt, and your aunt can leave with confidence, she must feel that you can find your own happiness, and Long Hao will also be happy, and she will only be a burden to stay, so she simply chose the path she wanted to take. If she knew that her choice would make you so miserable, would you think she would be very upset?"

Long Ya was silent, she felt that what Li Da said did make some sense.

"So, cheer up, life is always moving forward, no matter what time it is. ”

Li Da didn't give Long Ya too much time to think, and directly summarized.

"So what should I do?"

Hearing this, Li Da finally breathed a sigh of relief.

If you are willing to listen to others, it is good news.

"Cry, let the sad emotions vent, then, sleep well, continue to get up early tomorrow, work, now, fill your stomach first. ”

"I can't cry now, can you lend me a hug?"

Li Da: "......"

In fact, he should refuse, as a man with a girlfriend, he should keep himself clean and keep his distance from other girls.

But......

At this time, he couldn't say no.

"Don't try to covet me, just hug me, but my shoulder can be borrowed from you for a while. ”

The witty Li Da used a joke to make the atmosphere a little less ambiguous, and the refusal was not so tough, and finally agreed to lend his shoulder, which were all details.

"Thank you. ”

"Let's eat first, and then cry after eating, it's not good to be hungry. ”

"Hmm. ”

Long Ya finished eating all the noodles in the bowl according to what Li Da said.

Then, when Li Da sat on the sofa and roasted the fire, she leaned on Li Da's shoulder.

Well, that's not right, right?

Li Da sat stiffly, not daring to move, and could only smell Long Ya's faint fragrance floating into his nose.

Damn, Luo Dongqing and Tang Youyou saw it, they will chop me off!

Spring, sure enough, is a green season.

Li Da originally thought that Long Ya was just leaning on him and didn't cry, but when Long Ya's breathing was stable and Li Da turned his head, he saw the tears on her face.

However, Long Ya was indeed asleep.

"By the way, I still have to go to the political and religious office to report. ”

Li Dacai remembered the number one thing.

It's not early now, and the first class in the afternoon has begun, and Li Da's scalp is numb.

Alas, there are not many students who can be as headstrong as him.

In short, settle down Longya and go to school first!

Li Da picked up Long Yaheng, put her on his bed, and covered her with a quilt.

Long Ya, who fell asleep, was also very good-looking, but Li Da didn't look at it much.

Put on the school uniform and go.

As soon as he left, Long Ya opened his eyes.

In fact, she was pretending to be asleep......

Crying is really crying, but when she leaned on Li Da's shoulder, she naturally leaned her whole body on Li Da, and when she reacted, it was too late, she felt very embarrassed, and she didn't know what to do, and the most important thing was that she was afraid that Li Da would be embarrassed.

So she had to pretend to be asleep.

I didn't expect to be able to get Li Da's princess hug.

Long Ya's current mood is also like her body, being hugged into the warm quilt by Li Da from the cold ice rain.

The whole body is wrapped in warmth.

It's still cold, but it's slowly getting warmer.

Lying on Li Da's bed, she didn't want to get up a little......

I closed my eyes again, and this time I was really asleep.

On the other side, Li Da also arrived at school.

I obediently went to the political and religious office.

It's still the first class time, and there is no class teacher in the afternoon, so it should be no problem, but Jiang Kai's problem is more serious.

It's not that there are no people who climb the wall, but Li Da is the only one who jumped down in front of Jiang Kai and ran away.

"Yo, you're really here! I thought you would come if I invited you. ”

As soon as Jiang Kai saw Li Da, he said in a weird manner.

Li Da's scalp was numb, and he didn't have a hippie smile, but an honest person.

"Teacher Jiang, I made a mistake and am willing to review. ”

"Okay, go write me a review. ”

Ah, that's it?

"Then I'll go back to recess tomorrow. ”

Li Da: "......"

Are you back to where you started?