Chapter 81: What I want in my life is you

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"I just don't want to bother you too much......"

Su Miao's words were a little weak, and her tone became lighter.

I don't know when she started, she became dislike of bothering anyone, and was used to carrying everything by herself.

Anyway, the sun will still rise the next day.

Her hidden heart has long been rotten and sad and uncomfortable, and one day it will pass.

A person who is used to being strong will begin to be unaccustomed to the proximity and help of others.

I can carry it myself.

Without Lu Jinran, there would be nothing.

These words, for so many years, when she and him did not intersect, when she broke up with him without results.

She meditated in her mind countless times.

Try to tell yourself that it's not a pity, and it's not a pity to miss it at all.

But only she understands best.

What a pity to miss the boy I liked for so many years when I was young.

She drew the ground for herself as a prison, and bound herself with her love.

She can't enter, she can't love, she can't retreat.

Whether it is now or two years ago, she has been with Lu Jinran.

I don't want to talk about the pain in my heart.

The bitterness of crushing, the bitterness of waiting for long years.

There is no way to express those sufferings.

"I've never felt like your business was a problem for me. ”

Lu Jinran looked at her, his eyes full of distress that he couldn't hide.

He never felt that Su Miao's matter was a burden and a trouble for him.

He was willing to do everything for her, without any complaints.

There will never be a complaint.

"With me, you can lose your temper and do whatever you want.

Su Miao, I'm by your side, so don't be afraid, there's no need to be afraid.

Now it's me chasing you, it's my problem that has nothing to do with you. ”

He said a lot in one breath, his thin lips pursed tightly, and his face showed guilt.

In fact, Lu Jinran also understood that the reason why Su Miao became like this had nothing to do with him.

He has done too many wrong things, so he has forced his beloved girl step by step to the point that he does not dare to continue to like his end.

His words were earnest, as if he had cast a spell on her.

He said that she can act recklessly now, and she can treat him badly in all kinds of ways, and she doesn't have to be cautious anymore.

Now he won't go, and he won't be deceived by her pretending to be strong.

Su Miao looked at him stupidly, speechless for a long time.

She seemed to look at the other boy in a trance as if through him in front of her.

The high-spirited and prosperous him, the bohemian and uninhibited who will never notice himself in the corner.

Her crush, humble and grand.

She was a dead end to Lu Jinran from the beginning.

She's the one she likes first, so she's at a disadvantage below.

All along, Su Miao always felt that she was being careful, and she loved him.

Because of love too much, it is difficult to feel joy in this person.

And now, the man she has been deeply fond of for seven years.

Standing by her side at this moment, telling her that I am in love with you, you should not be afraid anymore.

"If you don't believe me, I can prove it, Su Miao, I'm ......"

Seeing that Su Miao was stunned and didn't respond, he suddenly couldn't hold his breath a little and spoke a little anxiously.

He wanted to prove his heart to her, and he wanted to tell Su Miao that he only had one of her in his heart at the moment.

He is serious, but also persistent.

From two years ago, Su Miao left his side one night after another difficult for him.

He recited her name over and over again, mean and affectionate.

Maybe it was from that moment that Lu Jinran really realized that he had planted it.

After many years, he was afraid to continue to love him by what happened back then.

Finally, in that year, I realized that I had finally fallen in love with her.

Before he finished his words, Su Miao threw himself into his arms with a large movement, and his hands tightly wrapped around his thin waist.

"Lu Jinran, you said it, don't leave me easily. ”

Lu Jinran was stunned by this sudden embrace, and he was also a little surprised, obviously he didn't expect Su Miao to suddenly say such a sentence.

Rarely, there are times when he is suddenly at a loss.

After a long time, he waved his hands a little stiffly, and gently patted Su Miao, who was tightly closed in front of him, as if he was fighting with himself very much.

He understood better than anyone how difficult it was to make this stubborn and defensive little girl in front of him make this step.

He sighed softly in his heart, the world had never been kinder to his girl in his absence.

However, fortunately, he still found her, and others didn't want to hurt her, so let him come.

What the world owes Su Miao, and what he doesn't want her to get, he is completely here to fight for her.

His heart is all about how to protect her, protect her, and love her well.

In those days that had nothing to do with the wind and snow, Su Miao was using her own way to leave her own traces in the heart of the man in front of her step by step.

is also such a good girl, so he has to cherish and love.

Su Miao saw that he had been distracted for a long time, and he didn't speak, and he felt a little uneasy.

"Why don't you speak......"

She didn't dare to speak out loud in a soft tone, and remembered what she said and did on impulse again, and she was even more weak.

In the face of Lu Jinran, she is always the one who can't think calmly and is calm in her heart.

Mo Xing also always talked about her, saying that she was facing Lu Jinran.

It's like a little grass that has no worries, and doesn't even want to survive and crumble.

At the moment of encountering rain, dew and sunshine, growth suddenly began.

After meeting him, she began to change.

In those two years, I didn't care about myself or others.

has been living for others, but the moment she met Lu Jinran, her heart was like a dead tree in spring.

"Originally, my heart was barren for a long time, until I met him, and everything began to grow again.

I suddenly wanted to love myself, take good care of myself, and let him love me. ”

Whether you believe it or not, some people live because of the faith of others.

For Su Miao, making wedding dresses for others has been living for twenty-three years.

It wasn't until she met Lu Jinran again that she finally began to live for herself.

"I said I know, I won't just want you to leave you behind.

In the same way, you have to promise me not to give up on me and not to leave me behind.

Su Miao, no matter what the outcome of the future is, you have to remember that I am in love with you, and I love you passionately and sincerely.

No complaints, no regrets. ”

With that, he tightened the strength of holding the girl in his arms.

She was like a fragile glass doll that made him afraid to hug him tightly and make him dare not take a step forward.

But at this moment, what he hugged tightly was his whole world.

Actually, we should all be grateful to each other.

It is the appearance of each other that adds that dazzling light to the world of their already dark lives.

When you appeared, I was sure of what I wanted in my life.

All I want in my life is you.

(End of chapter)