She was woken up by the alarm clock in a daze in the early morning, and it was exactly 7:30 Beijing time on the hour, she rubbed her eyes, patted her forehead, and had a headache, her whole mind was the neon lights and deafening music of last night.

She slowly sat up from the bed, her colleagues were still asleep, because the supermarket had changed its working hours in winter, from half past eight to nine o'clock, which was enough to sleep for half an hour.

The sky outside the window had not yet opened, and a gray layer of mist enveloped the entire city.

She fell on the bed again, and continued to close her eyes to recuperate, recalling the state of the bar last night, she seemed to have drunk too much, but how did she come back, this picture seems to be broken.

She looked at the clothes she was wearing and the clothes she wore last night when she played in the bar, and it seemed that she was really drunk last night.

I vaguely remember drinking several glasses one by one, and singing a song with incomplete tones.

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but pat my forehead, thinking that I wouldn't have done anything unusual last night, did I say something that shouldn't have been said.

whispered to himself: "I've lost the dead, how will I see people in the future!"

The colleague had already woken up, and she looked at the tranquility sitting on the bed, her expression seemed to be unusually painful, and her face was ugly.

Her confused voice asked, "Are you awake? Are you feeling bad, do you want to drink water?"

Tranquility didn't speak, she shook her head at her, it was really a little uncomfortable, so she didn't want to speak.

Dian Dian slowly climbed down from the top bunk opposite, took the cup and poured her a glass of warm water with just the right temperature in the thermos, and walked over and handed it to her.

She looked at her in her thin pajamas, lifted her quilt with one hand, and said to her, "Come in and nest in the quilt!

Without saying a word, she took off her shoes and fell under her quilt with her feet raised.

"It doesn't feel good to be drunk, doesn't it?" she said to her quietly outside, as if she could relate to it.

"How did I get back last night, did I get drunk or something, or did I talk or yell nonsense?" Tranquility asked her colleague tentatively.

She smiled and said, "You don't know, you're crazy, you sold this building!" she deliberately exaggerated, trying to scare her.

Tranquility covered her face with her hands and whispered, "Oh, I'm not alive anymore! ”

"Hehe, I lied to you, you were drunk and behaved, and your friend sent you back and obediently lay down and fell asleep, but you kept telling that girl that you should take good care of yourself when you come to the United States, and if the United States is not happy, come back! ”

"Really, I'm not drunk?" she seemed to be a little unconvinced that she would get drunk and go to bed.

Dian nodded at her, "It's true, you're very well-behaved, hurry up and drink the water in the quilt, it's cold later." ”

She carried the quilt, drank a glass of water in one go, and gently placed the cup on the table.

Lying on the bed, holding his head in his hands, he lowered his head and pondered for a while and said: "This is the first time I've been drunk! Don't drink so much anymore, part-time is to torture yourself." ”

"Actually, I was also drunk, and I drank it until I vomited blood, and I was admitted to the hospital. Dian sat up on the other side of the bed and whispered.

Jing Jing looked at her in surprise, and thought to herself, I didn't expect to see such a gentle girl in my usual life, and she also had such an earth-shattering story, drinking and vomiting blood.

She said unhurriedly, after graduating from high school, she made a boyfriend, his family is very poor, and he is still an orphan without a father or mother, usually he lives in his uncle's house, when the family knows the situation, they resolutely disagree with them together, and strongly oppose it.

She did not hesitate to fall out with her family for the sake of the boy, and then ran to him to discuss countermeasures, but he said to her the five words she least wanted to hear, "Let's break up!"

When she heard it with her own ears and saw him say it with her own eyes, she didn't want to believe that it was what he said.

Later, she went to buy two bottles of Erguotou alone, and without eating for a day, she drank all the two bottles of Erguotou, and then was successfully admitted to the hospital.

After she was discharged from the hospital, she was still with him, so she made up a lie and called him to tell him that she was getting married.

But he only said a few words to her, that is, to bless her and wish her happiness, and then she was very angry and said two words to him: "Get out." ”

She said that when she said those two words, her heart was unusually relaxed, from the beginning of the hope to the bottom of the disappointment, she smashed the mobile phone with which she had made the last phone call with him, and threw it into the distant sky.

Later, she came to Guiyang alone, never contacted him again, never went home, stayed alone for a few years, and until now she is 26 years old and still single.

Tranquility listened to her story, more and more moved, after listening to her silence, she was also silent after speaking.

Tranquility suddenly looked up and said to her, "Do you want to try to contact him now?" After so many years, can the mobile phone still get through?"

"Forget it, it's been so many years, I must not be able to contact him, but I still have his uncle's landline. She said with a smirk.

But Tranquility could see that she was unwilling to end up like this, and the two people who originally said that they would grow old together had no answer and broke up without any reason.

"Why don't you call, there's no one in the dormitory anyway, so what's the matter!

So she picked up the mobile phone again, and nervously dialed the number that had not been dialed for several years, the other party's mobile phone did not have a ringtone, just a simple "beep" sound, and soon a very magnetic voice came.

He said "Hey, hey, hey" several times on the other end of the phone, and he didn't have the courage to speak, so Tranquility gave her a big finger and encouraged her to speak.

"It's me" The two simple words had a heavy and powerful voice, he seemed to know who she was, and after a long silence, the two of them asked in unison, "How are you doing?"

It turns out that two people who have been separated for a long time will also have a tacit understanding and want to go together at the same time.

"Why did you break up with me in the first place?" the voice of the dot raised the decibel significantly.

He cried on the other end of the phone, he said, "Because he can't give her the life she wants, he can only give her the love she wants." ”

Because of love, he wants her to live a better life, but he doesn't know that the life she wants is the life with him.

"Daddy, Daddy" came the voice of a child calling Daddy on the phone, it turned out that he was married and now a father.

Diandian only hung up the phone silently, and the stalk that was pressed in his heart finally understood after so many years that love sometimes needs to be fulfilled.

Serenity wiped away two tears from her face and gave her a deep hug, and she smiled, and she smiled.

Suddenly, both of them jumped out of bed and said, "It's over, it's over, it's late!"

The two of them hurriedly washed and dressed, and in less than 10 minutes, they ran the marathon on the way to work.

Life is like this, when we are useless and suppressed by reality in the last second, we should pack up our mood and run on the road to work hard for tomorrow in the next second.