Chapter 189: How Long Have You Been Hurting Yourself?
Jiang Rongqing started in the film and television industry, so he naturally knows many insiders.
When he ended the call with Song Yunyan, he was still not at ease, so he asked Bai Tao to ask.
After listening to his description, Bai Tao immediately said: "There are two ways to perform, one is immersion, that is, to fully integrate yourself into the character and use your body to experience the joys and sorrows of the character." β
As he spoke, he recalled the days when he filmed "Beichuan Xing" with Song Yunyan, nodded slowly, and judged: "Yunyan is like this." β
"If you are too immersed in the role, will it affect the physical and mental health of the actor himself?"
Jiang Rongqing looked at Bai Tao with a serious face and asked in a deep voice.
Bai Tao immediately said: "Of course, and it hurts a lot. β
After a pause, he added: "Especially Yunyan, she is not from an acting professional class, and she doesn't have too many skills, so she needs to use her emotions even more." β
Hearing this, Jiang Rongqing's face was full of solemnity.
He has also heard a lot about the situation where the actor is too deep into the play.
The most serious one even made the actor schizophrenic and even committed suicide in agony.
Thinking of this, he looked stunned and asked again: "However, during her filming of "Beichuan Xing", there didn't seem to be such a situation. β
Bai Tao thought for a while and analyzed: "After all, "Beichuan Xing" is a costume film, which is far away from modern life, and does not have such a strong sense of substitution. β
He had read a few pages of the script of "Stranger", so he commented: "And the one Yunyan is filming now is too real." The heroine Amy's emotions are also more depressed than her previous characters, so it is reasonable that she will have a problem. β
β......β
After chatting with Bai Tao, Jiang Rongqing was always uneasy.
But in the next few days, Song Yunyan talked to him again, and there was no such abnormal phenomenon.
This reassured him a lot, thinking that she was deliberately controlling and had adjusted.
After Ji Ying's death, the Jiang family was scattered.
He is really busy now, not to mention, he has to pay attention to the movements related to Liang Yan at all times, and he can't spare any time.
And just like that, another month passed.
The filming of "Stranger" has entered Gaochao.
Amy's white husband escalated violence against her, and during a punch and kick, Amy's brother Jason broke into the door and killed him outright.
The two siblings were arrested, and the younger brother was directly sentenced to death.
And when Amy finished in prison, she suffered from severe depression.
One of the scenes on this day is that Amy returns to the small apartment she lives with her husband after she is released from prison.
It was in this apartment that she killed her husband in a low voice, and she was forced to return the favor with her own life.
When she came back many years later, she could still see blood all over the floor, and her brother's desperate and angry eyes when he was arrested.
"Jason, why are you so stupid...... Why ......"
Dozens of cameras around her were aimed at Song Yunyan's face, she brewed her emotions, knelt on the ground, reached out to grab her brother's non-existent phantom, and cried and muttered to herself.
"Good!
Tom was very pleased with her performance.
At the end of a scene, the whole crew applauded her.
Song Yunyan's ears only had buzzing tinnitus.
She got up mechanically, smiled politely at the crew, and then said, "I'm a little tired and want to go and rest alone." β
"Okay, this scene is very emotional, you take a break, the next one is still the main event. β
Tom tapped her on the shoulder and immediately arranged for her to be taken to the rest room.
As soon as the door closed, when Song Yunyan was alone, the strength he had to support disappeared immediately.
Like Amy in front of the camera just now, she froze on the ground, staring blankly at the door with her eyes, as if her soul had been taken away by the character of Amy.
In the next scene, it is the plot of Amy's depression and suicide because she misses her brother excessively.
Her mind is full of Amy, trying to recover all her emotions.
With a utility knife in her hand, she muttered to herself: "It's me who hurt my brother, it's me who has caused him, I'm going down to accompany him......"
Two forces are pulling in my heart.
A voice told her: "You are Song Yunyan, performing Amy is just your job, you must come out." β
But another voice said, "You are Amy, you killed your brother, you have suffered all your life, and there is nothing to remember in life." β
β......β
Song Yunyan's heart beat faster and faster, and finally, the second voice prevailed.
She closed her eyes, aimed her utility knife at her wrist, and slashed it tremblinglyβ
"Song Yunyan! Are you crazy?!"
At the moment when her skin was about to be cut, she grabbed her wrist with a strong force, and then snatched the knife and threw it on the ground with a "dang bang".
She woke up from a nightmare, and opened her eyes blankly, to a pair of haunting eyes.
"Rong, Rongqing, why are you here?!"
The man in front of him was dusty, although he was meticulous in his clothes and hairstyle, his eyes were bloodshot, and the skin on his lips was a little chapped.
"Why am I here? I don't come again, how long are you going to lie to me?"
Jiang Rongqing hadn't treated her coldly for a long time, but at this moment, his face sank like water, and after scolding her coldly, he pulled her arm and rolled up her sleeve not very gently.
"What are you doingβ"
"Let's see if you're hurt!"
Jiang Rongqing said angrily, seeing that her skin was fair and intact, and there were no suspicious scars, she was slightly relieved.
But after thinking about it, he looked at her whole body again, frowned and asked, "What about other places? Have you ever hurt yourself?"
Song Yunyan's emotions are still wandering, and his reaction is a little slow.
By the time he came to his senses, he had reached out to rip the hem of her dress to check.
"Don't!"
She hurriedly covered it, glanced in the direction of the door, and said in a low voice: "The colleagues in the crew are outside." β
Seeing that he didn't let go, she explained softly: "I didn't hurt myself, really, today is the first time to ......"
When I said the latter sentence, I couldn't help but feel weak, and my voice was so low that I couldn't hear it.
Jiang Rongqing's face turned slightly pale, and she finally let out a breath and let go of her wrists and the corners of her clothes.
Raising his hand, he rubbed her hair heavily, and said angrily, "You've been lying to me on the phone, haven't you?"
During this time, she has been reporting good news but not bad news on the phone.
Even in order to reassure him, she deliberately pretended to be excited and cheerful, and chattered about interesting things in the crew, hiding her mental state very well.
At this moment, being questioned by Jiang Rongqing in a deep voice, she squeezed out a smile in a sneering manner.
"Still laughing!"
The man slapped her on the top of her hair, and said angrily and helplessly: "Don't shoot today, come home with me first." β
With that, he pulled her up from the ground and strode out of the door of the lounge.
After taking a few steps, the two collided head-on with Ji Nansheng.
As if he didn't know him, Jiang Rongqing directly pushed the person away, and strode away with Song Yunyan.
Looking at the backs of the two holding hands, Ji Nansheng endured and endured, but he still gritted his teeth fiercely, and secretly said to himself: "Why...... Why do you have ...... again?"