Chapter Twenty-Three: The Feelings of a Teenager by the Lake
Lu Yuan followed Zhou Yun unhurriedly.
I followed all the way to the school's mirror lake, a very quiet place, where there were a few bushes, blocking the view, and looking beyond the wide mirror lake, you could see a faint figure in the distance.
Zhou Yun sat down here facing the mirror lake, and then carefully took out the vanilla ice cream he had just bought and ate it in small bites.
Lu Yuan was not far behind her at this time, and when she saw Zhou Yun like this, she couldn't help but shake her head in her heart, alas, although this girl was born poor, she didn't have the tenacity of a child from a poor family.
Looking at her appearance, 200 yuan should be a lot of money for her.
But it was used to buy an ice cream that was not bigger than a palm.
I saw Zhou Yun carefully lick a few mouthfuls of ice cream, and carefully put the ice cream on the grass next to him.
Then I saw her arms staggered, hugging her shoulders, lowering her head, her hair scattered like a beaded curtain, and after a while, Lu Yuan saw her shoulders trembling slightly.
I couldn't help but be stunned, how did I feel like I was crying?
Lu Yuanzheng was surprised, and saw Zhou Yun suddenly kneeling on the ground and began to kowtow.
Lu Yuan is even more strange, this Nizi can't be a nerve problem, right?
Yes, there must be some neurological problems, otherwise why did those three girls bully her, they didn't say a word, and they didn't speak from beginning to end?
Moreover, normal people would not buy such expensive things to eat when they were poor.
Now he kneels and kowtows again, and his behavior pattern is very strange.
I can't really find any other reason than neuropathy.
Lu Yuan sighed heavily in his heart, alas, such a good-looking girl turned out to be a psychopath.
Forget it, let's go.
Thinking about it, Lu Yuan turned around and was about to leave.
Unexpectedly, at this moment, Zhou Yun suddenly got up from the ground and walked straight towards the mirror lake.
At first, Lu Yuan felt that this Nizi had a mental problem and behaved differently from ordinary people, so he didn't care, but seeing Zhou Yun walking farther and farther, deeper and deeper, all the way to the center of the mirror lake, at this time, the depth of the water was about to sink into her head, and this Nizi had not stopped at all.
Suddenly, an ominous thought flashed in Lu Yuan's heart, could it be that this girl is going to commit suicide?!
There was no one here, so quiet, this place she was looking for?
There was no time to think about it, it was impossible for Lu Yuan to see her drowning like this, jumping into the water with a thud, using both hands and feet, and crawling to Zhou Yun's side.
"Let go of me!
Unexpectedly, Zhou Yun did not cooperate at all, and continued to walk towards the middle of the lake while pushing Lu Yuan away with all his might.
Lu Yuan didn't care what she did, endured being scratched by her, dragged her, and rescued this girl to the shore.
"Why save me, why don't you let me die?!"
Although he was rescued, Zhou Yun seemed very excited, glaring at Lu Yuan with annoyed eyes, and there seemed to be resentment and anger in that gaze.
Lu Yuan was stunned, it turned out that the beautiful girl was so good-looking even when she was angry.
Zhou Yun's hair was wet at this time, and there were water droplets slowly dripping on his bangs, and his face was intertwined with tears and water marks, looking like spring rain pear blossoms.
Her eyes originally had the smell of smoke and water, even if she looked at people normally, she had a natural literary and artistic style, although she was staring at Lu Yuan in annoyance at this time, but it made people not only not feel fierce, but only felt a stubborn beauty.
However, as soon as Lu Yuan heard her words, his mentality exploded.
I couldn't help it.
"Yes, why should I save you, why don't I let you die!" Lu Yuan was also angry, not because Zhou Yun scolded himself, but because of Zhou Yun's anger at this series of behaviors, "You also have parents, have you ever thought about you committing suicide, what will your parents think, have you ever thought about their feelings!"
"Your parents worked hard to raise you as an adult, and they also provided for your tuition and education, and you died before you could repay them, are you worthy of them!"
"Also, look at you, greedy for tongue, love vanity, see that your family is not rich, why do you buy such an expensive Häagen-Dazs to eat, you spend money so lavistly, do your family know! Have you ever thought that it is not easy for your parents to make money!"
Lu Yuan took a breath and poured out all the things he wanted to say in his heart.
Originally, Lu Yuan thought that if he said these words like this, Zhou Yun would be even more annoyed and angry, and even scolded himself.
However, what he didn't expect was.
Zhou Yun listened to it, and suddenly his eyes turned red, and his tears were instantaneous, like a flood bursting the embankment.
"Don't talk about my parents, don't say they ......"
Zhou Yun didn't look at Lu Yuan anymore, hugged his shoulders again, lowered his head and cried, his shoulders shook even more than just now.
"What's wrong with me eating Häagen-Dazs once, what's wrong with me eating Häagen-Dazs once......" Zhou Yun said while crying and sobbing, "I'm going to die, I'm going to leave this world, before I die, can't I eat Häagen-Dazs once!"
"Why do all of you accuse me, Ai Jing and they scold me for being vain, and the onlookers also accuse me of vanity, and you now say that I am greedy for pleasure, but I am not such a person at all, I eat the cheapest dishes in the cafeteria every day, sometimes I even only make a little white rice, and then soak it in soy sauce and eat it, I am afraid that others will laugh at me, so I don't dare to eat like this in the cafeteria, and I don't dare to go back to the dormitory to eat, so I hide the soy sauce here, and I eat it every day, and I come here to eat!"
As he spoke, Zhou Yun suddenly reached into the bushes next to him, and actually took out a half-eaten bottle of soy sauce and came out.
"I'm not the kind of person you say, I've never bought nice clothes, I've never used makeup, I don't have fluffy dolls, I don't have bags and jewelry, I never have anything girls like, I've never coveted these things, I've never eaten good things, I've never even eaten snacks......"
"But, I'm also a girl, I like these things, I'm greedy, I think today, I'm going to die, I'm going to eat Häagen-Dazs once, I'll taste it, so I won't regret it when I die, isn't it, why do you talk about me, why do you accuse me...... Woowoo woo ......"
Speaking of this, Zhou Yun finally couldn't help it anymore and cried sadly.
She was already extremely thin, and when she cried at this time, it was like a thin piece of paper in the wind, as if it could be blown away and blown out of this world at any time.
Lu Yuan was stunned.
This girl is so pitiful, so miserable.
Yes, because I'm going to die, I can eat what I've always wanted to eat, which makes people cry.
And such things, those students who have money, can eat at any time.
Lu Yuan thought again that when she was at the Häagen-Dazs store at the school gate, this girl already had suicidal thoughts in her heart, she was such a desperate girl who wanted to commit suicide, but she still had to endure the humiliation and scolding of the three girls, and endure the incomprehension and white eyes of the surrounding people.
endured his own so-called righteous accusations.
This is probably even more painful for her.
Lu Yuan couldn't help but blame himself in his heart, yes, he was too reckless, and this girl didn't look like the kind of girl who was greedy for pleasure.
Look at Häagen-Dazs on the grass, there is still a lot left.
Yes, she didn't really want to eat, she just wanted to taste Häagen-Dazs, just to die without regrets.
Just like a poor peasant girl before she died, she only hoped to wear a brocade robe once, even if she only wore it for a few minutes and then took it off, she had no regrets.
In an instant, Lu Yuan's heart suddenly hurt.
"I'm sorry. ”
Lu Yuan took out a tissue and handed it to Zhou Yun, "But, why do you want to commit suicide, how sad your parents are to know." ”
"I didn't have a dad when I was a kid, I just had a mom. ”
Slowly, Zhou Yun's mood stabilized a little, and perhaps he could see that Lu Yuan was a little different from others, and he didn't look down on himself like others.
This made Lu Yuan feel a little distressed again, it turned out to be a single-parent family.
"But think about your mother's feelings. Lu Yuan said again.
"I know, I know that if I die, my mother will be sad, sad......" Zhou Yun suddenly burst into tears again, crystal tears slid down his cheeks, "However, I have no choice, I only have the only way to die, only if I die, the matter can be solved, otherwise, my mother will also be forced to die, I have already kowtowed to my mother just now before jumping into the lake, mother, my daughter is not filial, I can't support you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
As he spoke, the despair on Zhou Yun's face increased a little more, and the tears were even more flood-like, gurgling non-stop.
Lu Yuan remembered that before Zhou Yun jumped into the mirror lake just now, he did kneel on the ground and kowtow a few times in one direction, at that time, he only thought that this girl was neurotic and behaved strangely, but he didn't expect that she actually kowtowed to her mother before committing suicide.
Thinking of this, Lu Yuan blamed himself in his heart.
"There's nothing in the world that can't be overcome. Lu Yuan couldn't help but feel a lot of sympathy for Zhou Yun in his heart, "What difficulties have you encountered, say it, maybe I can help you solve it." ”
This time, Lu Yuan was serious.
It can be said that he is much more serious than helping Qin Jiu'er.
Lu Yuan helped Qin Jiu'er, just out of morality.
And now, Lu Yuan wants to help Zhou Yun in his heart, which is a kind of care that wells up in his heart.
There is also an indescribable guilt.
Yes, this girl is a very good girl, listening to what she just said, she is a self-reliant and strong girl, but she misunderstood her so deeply just now, and she almost walked away just now.
Thinking of this, Lu Yuan was still scared in his heart, if he really left just now, this girl might really succeed in committing suicide.
"You, you can't help me. ”
Zhou Yun finally looked up at the boy in front of him.
This boy is quite good-looking, and there is a sincerity in his eyes that is different from others.
For Zhou Yun, who was accustomed to Ai Jing's cold eyes, Lu Yuan's gaze made her feel very warm.
But looking at Lu Yuan's dress, Zhou Yun also understood that Lu Yuan was similar to himself, an ordinary poor student.
And the difficulties he encountered were too great, even if he told him, it would be useless.
Moreover, if the boy comes to help him on the spur of the moment, it may also cause harm to him.
"You tell me, you believe me, really. Lu Yuan looked at Zhou Yun's eyes with a smile and said again.
Lu Yuan also guessed Zhou Yun's thoughts, which is understandable, after all, how could this Nizi know that she met a figure with hands and eyes?