Chapter Thirty-Nine: Her Sunshine
In Su Ranran's confused and blinded eyes, he seemed to see them in their green years, innocent and happy, without a trace of sadness.
When they were young, they went to school together, got out of school together, and did their homework together, and in this gazebo, they had their purest feelings and their best memories.
It wasn't until college that they went to different cities, and for the first time they experienced deep longing, and it was in this pavilion that they established a relationship during the first semester vacation.
Dong Xingliang used a piece of grass to weave a ring, and then he wrapped Su Ranran's heart.
Under the hazy moonlight, the ignorant teenager, in his immature eyes, said with deep affection: "Su Ranran, be my girlfriend, when we graduate, we will get married, every birthday of yours, all festivals, I will accompany you, as long as you need, I will definitely appear by your side, I will spoil you, love you, protect you, for a lifetime!"
Su Ranran heard what he wanted to say, but didn't have the courage to say, and when he said it, he was so excited that he didn't know what to do, he was full of joy, and nodded desperately.
The most beautiful thing in this world is that the person you like happens to like you!
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"Ranran, isn't he bad for you? I can see that you are not happy. Dong Xingliang's slightly low voice sounded in his ears, and Su Ranran frowned slightly.
"You're not happy either, why don't you get a divorce?" Su Ranran gently left his embrace, and asked the doubts in her heart with a serious face.
As soon as he thought of this, he had a headache, every time he mentioned divorce, the two women in the family had to cry, make trouble and hang themselves for a few days before they would stop, he really felt so tired.
At one point he insisted on a divorce or he would have to go to work in a foreign country.
His mother held a kitchen knife and put it on her neck, she had to promise him that for the sake of the child, she would not get divorced, and she could not leave Y City, looking at the faint blood oozing out, he was so frightened that he agreed to everything, and he didn't dare to mention those two words again.
Dong Xingliang looked helpless, and said with sad eyes: "I have mentioned divorce more than once, but every time, the two women in the family have to make trouble for a few days, especially my mother, once she took a knife and put it on her neck, saying that if I dare to divorce, she will not live......"
Su Ranran was speechless, thinking of how his mother once forced her to give up Dong Xingliang, for the sake of her grandson, she didn't even let go of her own son, it seemed that it was quite sad.
"In this case, you have to live a good life, otherwise, how can you be worthy of my fulfillment. Su Ranran said with distressed eyes.
"Anyway, that's all my life. Dong Xingliang said indifferently, gently helped her pin her long and scattered hair behind her ears, and said affectionately: "So, I hope you must be happy, no matter what identity I am, whether it is a lover or a friend, I will abide by our agreement, I will always be by your side, and I will protect you for a lifetime!"
Su Ranran's eyes were red with emotion, and she couldn't help but throw herself into his arms and secretly wipe her tears. It turned out that he, like her, couldn't forget that unforgettable relationship, and the words that he said were okay were just self-deceptive comfort.
The figures hugging each other tightly, in the dim light, in the flickering candlelight, exhausted how much sadness and helplessness in this world......
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Stepping on the last ray of light and shadow at dusk, Lin Ruoshui walked slowly on the street, and his thin figure was a little lonely.
Who said that there is always a person who has always lived in the bottom of his heart, but disappeared into life. For example, Yu Feiyang, who is going to marry her, such as the life-saving benefactor who is missing.
Walking through the familiar streets, the tall plane trees, the withered yellow leaves, fell to the ground, and there was an indescribable desolation.
Reminiscing about the past again, my mood is complicated, nervous and messy.
Time stranded whose years, but whose years she beared, she has to face it after all, the kindness that should be repaid, the love that should be repaid, the fate that should be broken, and the person who should be forgotten...... Life has to go on.
Looking up at the 100-meter-high building of the hospital, he came like a god that day to save him who was dying, where is he now?
Lin Ruoshui couldn't help but walk into, the coffee house called "Slow Time", sitting on the seat where he had sit, quietly missing someone.
Gently stirring the liquid in the cup, the slightly bitter taste spreads in the throat, but the lips and teeth are fragrant. In a trance, Lin Ruoshui saw the girl who was once dying, lonely, helpless, fearful, and desperate......
The paper cranes on her desk, like Christmas presents, don't know who put them, but they are always on time......
He said, "When I went to the North Pole, did I take pictures of the beauty of the aurora?" I heard that the goddess of the aurora can bring hope and dawn to human beings...... I have the opportunity to take you to see the mysterious and unpredictable light and shadow.
He said, "If you have hope, the world will not despair completely, and if you don't give in, what can the world do to you."
He said: We all stumble and grow in time, and then little by little we leave the original appearance.
He said: Our maturity is composed of two parts, half is the pursuit of beauty, and the other is the acceptance of incompleteness.
He said, "The wind is blowing, but the sun is warm."
He said: The jacaranda has bloomed, make a specimen for you, you must not know what its flower language is.
He said: Eating sweets can make people happy, these chocolates, given to you, I hope it will make you happy.
He said......
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Lin Ruoshui gradually became a little curious about him because of his words, and had some yearning and expectations for the blue sky and white clouds outside, the endless crowd, and the busy life.
She began to eat, forcibly enduring her nausea, even if she vomited after eating, she did not give in. She began to have hope and courage, she wanted to overcome the disease, she wanted to get better, she wanted to live well......
She saw herself peel off a piece of chocolate and put it in her mouth, with a bitter sweetness, with a mellow silkiness, an indescribable sensation that spread through her heart......
She stood in front of the window, imagining his eyebrows, his tone, his joys and sorrows...... Dip your finger in some water and write a sentence on the glass: "You A."
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I couldn't help but draw a cute smile again, and then she smiled slightly......
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"Miss, do you need to refill the glass?" the waiter's nice voice pulled her back to reality.
She came back to her senses, nodded politely, and said with a smile, "Thank you!"
Looking around, the antique smell is still the same as back then, the daffodils on the table are blooming happily, and the white and petite flowers are full of fragrance.
That man has seen her ugliest appearance, which makes Lin Ruoshui, a girl who has loved stinky beauty since childhood, unable to accept it, so she has never had the courage to meet her male god. When she finally decided to see him, it was when the doctor announced that she could be discharged.
She seemed to see herself that day again, with light makeup, wearing a wig set specially picked by her brother, and slightly curly long hair, scattered over her shoulders, lining her palm-sized little face, which became more and more exquisite.
She was in this position, waiting for the arrival of the male god with joy.
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