Such a gentle night, such a warm wind.

Siska stood alone in the attic, waiting for the erosion of the night.

Li Siming sat on the ground in the courtyard, smoking cigarette after cigarette.

The smoky sky soon returned to its tranquility. Just like his relationship with Siska, it seems vague, but it is actually clear.

Siska cowered in the corner, waiting for the memories to strike again.

She had to force herself to remember once a day, to make the scabbing wound bloody again.

She wants to make herself always remember this fear, this pain. She wants to keep herself angry and lonely.

Years ago, the name that his parents had given Siska with high hopes was codified into a specific foul language. They frivolously called her "Li Muzi!", announcing that they were about to start a new round of bullying against her.

Siska ran and ran, playing thrilling "hide and seek" with them. Hiding in a dark corner, her heart still beating wildly.

There were always troublesome informers who wanted to curry favor with them, silently pointing out the direction in which Siska was hiding.

Siska could hear the approaching footsteps, and finally ...... She never escaped.

Siska hates people's constant curiosity and keeps asking about her past. But who knows, Siska's past, she, the client, can't bear to mention it.

Once, when one of them was expelled from the team, she told Siska in a repentant, pleading, and flattering manner, saying: The tears of pain you left behind make us feel infinitely stimulated and then addicted......

Siska's mournful pleas for help, they said, were like doping them......

Every time I think about it, Siska is miserable. She crouched down the corner and hugged her head tightly.

Li Siming heard her sad and painful cries again, but he couldn't do anything. He had to light another cigarette.

Although it has been a long time, those things are still like shadows, and they follow her indefatigably.

Siska changed her name and lost her surname. The native-born Chinese lost their Chinese name and became the "Siska" of "foreign style".

Siska has no past! No real name......

The morning sun sprinkled evenly in every corner, except for Siska.

At first, Siska came to a city that was completely unfamiliar to her. She wanted to leave this world, to go to another world. At that time, she firmly believed that there was no discrimination, violence and suffering in the world over there.

Maybe God wanted Siska to replan her miserable life and didn't let her die.

"Buzz, buzz. The vibration of the cell phone woke up Siska to a day of revenge.

Since she got the "Queen", the mobile phone has not stopped for a moment.

Siska's cell phone kept ringing incessantly. All the people who sent her blessings were people who Siska had known since the age of nineteen, and none of them had sent her a message before.

The nineteen years before Siska seemed to have disappeared, maybe into an eye, maybe into fog, but it was just gone to nothing.

Two days ago, Siska's parents also sent a message, asking: Two days ago, there was a girl who was newly awarded the actress who looked very much like you. Siska replied to her parents with a smile: "That person is me."

Siska lied to her parents that she was on a trip with a friend. In fact, where did she come from, she just wanted to quietly find a strange place and end this life, Siska felt that there was no point in living.

Unexpectedly, she was really alive and really created meaning.

On the Internet and on TV, Siska is full of news. As Siska thought, there will always be people who question Siska's name.

Netizens asked: Is Siska a Chinese? Why do you want to give a foreigner's name?

Someone posted an article on the Internet, saying that Siska was a foreigner who was just here to make money from China.

But the real reason is not as complicated as everyone thinks, it is very simple. Only Siska herself knows.

Siska is not a foreigner, she just wants to draw a line with the past in this way.

All the people who sent Siska their best wishes replied one by one, expressing their sincerest gratitude to them. Of course, Feng Yao is no exception.

Now Siska has signed a music cooperation contract with Han Chuan, and they frequently appear in front of the public. In the eyes of the public, they are already good friends who are about to "blow up the music scene".

Siska didn't know how to face the wind and Haruka. Will Feng Yao hate her for being friends with her ex-boyfriend who hurt her?

After all, she believed in and liked Siska so much, and was willing to share her unbearable past with Siska.

"But what about that!" said Siska, gritting her back molars. "How can you trust others again! Have you forgotten what happened to you believing in others?"

Is it true that Feng Yao said that she and Han Chuan used to be, and does Feng Yao really like you that much?

Siska suffers from life and the cold eyes of others. She has seen through the world and seen all the people in the world, so she has become cold and overly mature.

The little girl who was forced to mature by life met a man who really matured over the years, and this is the story of Siska and Li Siming.