"Well, it's better than this. Your composition and use of color are wonderful, and you're top of your age, right? Su Tang fell into memories again, "When I knew that person, he was already in full swing. In time, his paintings will be on par with Monet's, but unfortunately I didn't get to see that day. ”

"Is that friend of yours a character who lives in the Middle Ages and appears in our textbooks?"

Chen Mu silently pushed the frame.

Su Tang's reaction was a second slower, and he didn't realize that the other party was teasing him.

"It's not. ”

Su Tang's serious denial made Chen Mu laugh. She didn't think it was funny herself, but she felt that it was wrong to break into someone else's studio by mistake, and she really shouldn't comment on other people's paintings.

In order to ease the atmosphere, he turned around and asked him, "Are you not going back on vacation?"

"What about you?" Chen Mu asked rhetorically, "Why don't you leave?"

"There are too many people now, it's inconvenient to take the car, wait a minute. ”

Su Tang turned his head, his gaze stayed on the painting, and the more he looked at it, the more strange he felt. In her mind, that friend was a pioneer of Impressionist painting. Although he was not yet standing, his paintings were once named the godfather of modern impressionism.

But now she found traces of him in Chen Mu's paintings.

Su Tang didn't know how to paint, and the reason why he came into contact with painting was because of that friend.

Her friends told her that the traditional Impressionists believed that there was no pure black in this natural world, so they didn't use black in their creations. But I think black and white are relative. If you can leave it blank, why can't there be pure black?

In his paintings, there is white, color, and even black.

This is undoubtedly a subversion of Impressionist painting.

But that was 2020, ten years later.

Now, she also saw that piece of black in Chen Mu's paintings.

"Is this black? Doesn't look like a combination of several colors?"

Su Tang leaned over, wanting to see more clearly.

"Don't move!"

Chen Mu's stop made Su Tang's hand pause in mid-air. Her long, slender fingers were less than three centimeters away from the painting.

Su Tang withdrew his hand and shook it, also to shake off the embarrassment.

"Well, I'm sorry. I'm just curious, if you're using black. ”

"Why don't you care if it's blue here, and if it's red here. Chen Mu clicked on a few places in this painting.

Su Tang reasoned, and his voice was not too loud: "I heard that Impressionism doesn't use black very much. ”

"The painting is not Impressionist. ”

"Huh?" said Sutang, "but this is Monet's ......"

"It's true that the structure is borrowed from Monet, but this is a later change, and strictly speaking, it does not belong to Impressionism. ”

"Oh. ”

Su Tang listened to the clouds, she has a specialization in art, and she is really not good at painting.

"Is this your studio?"

"Hmm. ”

"Is your family rich?"

"Huh?"

Chen Mu couldn't understand why the topic suddenly went so far?

"Oh, I wonder how the school would have arranged such a big studio for you if it weren't for the fact that you were rich. It's definitely not up to you to study. Su Tang's eyes were like cat's eyes, crystal clear, turning back and forth on the paintings on the side, as if hiding a lot of ghost ideas.

"There are many people who study well, and Meng Meng is the top one. I don't necessarily have a separate cafeteria for her. ”

"Are you leaving?"

Chen Mu didn't know when to put on the jacket of the school uniform, so he didn't listen to her broken thoughts at all, picked up his schoolbag and walked to the door.

"Let's go!"

Su Tang looked back step by step, and could see that she liked the painting very much.

After the two came out of the classroom, Chen Mu locked the door and walked in the direction of the dormitory.

"I won't go back during the Mid-Autumn Festival, and it's a handsome orphan male protagonist with no father and no mother?"

Su Tang looked at Chen Mu's back and muttered, turned around and walked towards the school gate.

Zexian is a typical southern county, although it is located near Shen City, it does not have the luxury and brightness of a big city. Everything is slow. It's rare to see people in a hurry here, and everyone here is so comfortable that they won't run even when it's raining. At most, they were drenched in the rain, and by the way, they lamented how the rain came down so timely. Do everything you need to do, and then make an appointment with your next-door neighbor about a mahjong field.

As night approaches, it gets slower.

Su Tang's house is not far from No. 1 Middle School, and you can take the bus at the school gate in half an hour.

There are no students who don't like the holidays, and Su Tang is an exception. It's not that I don't like to rest, I just don't like going home.

She was an illegitimate daughter and didn't know who her father was. Living with his mother, the two depend on each other. It is said that adversity sees true love, not to mention that it is still a mother and daughter, which should have been a lifelong friendship, but it has become an incompatible rival.

Being abandoned is the pain point of Su Tang's mother Su Fanglin's life. Su Tang's existence reminds her of the mistakes she made back then, as well as the shame she suffered. Su Tang is not like her daughter, but more like the nail that nailed her to the frame of shame.

She loves Su Tang, but she loves it complicatedly. She knew that her daughter was innocent, but she couldn't suppress her hatred for that person. That kind of hatred burned himself and burned Su Tang.

When she was a child, Su Tang didn't know why her mother always looked at her and cried silently, and after going to school, Su Tang didn't know why she did a wrong question, so her mother beat and scolded herself, and then hugged herself and cried.

Su Tang's resolute departure after graduation was the last straw that crushed Su Fanglin.

At that time, Su Tang had never heard of the word depression, but after learning about it, Su Fanglin was no longer alive.

As an adult, Su Tang entered the showbiz and walked on thin ice, although she was in the dark, but fortunately, the Bright Society was late and did not release her pigeons. She hasn't done anything out of the ordinary, and if she really has any regrets, it must be that she didn't reconcile with her before her mother died.

In fact, in the years after Su Fanglin's death, Su Tang never felt that he was wrong. She has no hatred for Su Fanglin, she just feels that she has not done a good job as a mother. By the way, she transferred her hatred for her father, who had never shown her face, to Su Fanglin.

really understood Su Fanglin and realized that he was wrong when Su Tang accidentally watched the movie "Tangshan Earthquake". At both ends of a load-bearing wall, one pressed against the son and the other against the daughter. If you save your son, you will lose your daughter, and if you save your daughter, your son will be gone. The mother's heart was like a knife, and in the end she chose her son and gave up her daughter.

Fortunately, her daughter did not die and was adopted. But her mother didn't know that she was living in guilt every day. Finally, on that day, Fang Deng came home, and his mother washed her favorite tomatoes. When Su Tang saw his mother kneeling down and apologizing, the whole person seemed to have been struck by lightning, and he couldn't stand it anymore no matter what. Her mind went blank, and when she reacted, tears flowed like a faucet.