Chapter 13: I want to commit suicide 3 times

"Grandpa, get up. We need to listen to the story, hurry up and tell us the story. "At 6 a.m., the kids all got up.

Xia Ying rubbed his eyes with his old hand and looked up like a wall clock on the wall. After laughing, he got up and said, "Okay, let me go wash up and finish eating." I'm here to tell you a good story after doing something. ”

While washing, I thought for a while and said, "Are you Grandpa Lei up?"

"Not yet, his lazy worm has to sleep until dawn!" The little boy is most unaccustomed to Lei Lei, and he doesn't know why he can't get used to him. He just wanted to scare him or rebel against him every time he saw Lei Lei.

"Oh, then you guys go and pull him out of bed, he has something important to do today!" Xia Ying smiled and looked at dozens of children next to him, feeling that he was also living the life of his grandparents.

I just don't know if I have time to see them in their 20s, the world is changing. But it has changed and changed, but it is the rich who have not suffered much longer and those who have not suffered much.

And those who are in pain, have no money, are afraid of pain and do not want to have surgery live a short life.

"Okay, grandpa, we'll go and tell Grandpa Lazy Lei to get up now. A child said in the crowd.

The child standing here is the most disgusted with Lei Lei, because he didn't get up on time that day, and after the children finished eating, he couldn't see him getting up lazily until a few hours.

"I don't need them to call me, I'm already up. Lei Lei yawned, yesterday he knew he had to do something today. I didn't stay up late to manage his company, and gave my company to my children to experience.

He doesn't care whether the company is profitable or loss-making, he has been a boos for 30 years, and he has been a night owl enough. Does he still have to be like his father and regard the company as more important than his life?

No, he didn't want to. He has become numb to work, he has lost love, emotion, and happiness at work.

Why did he take the company that his son wanted in his own hands, and what was the difference between himself and his father?

"Wow, Grandpa Lei, is there any holiday today? You woke up so early. The little guy who looked like Ye Ling jumped next to Lei Lei and asked him in circles.

Lei Lei pressed the little guy's head and sighed. walked up to Xia Ying, squeezed the toothpaste and said, "Are you going to eat first?" or are you going to eat when you come back?"

"Lei Shao. Xia Ying just finished rinsing his teeth and picked up the handkerchief on the hook. Let Lei Lei catch the water first, and then go to wet the handkerchief himself. Said with an open face. "Do you think it's just dawn after eating? Let's go, someone made the rice yesterday, and it must be burned at dawn this morning. ”

"What is rice? You rural people really know how to play. Lei Lei thought about it for a while, and he really didn't know what it was!

"Lei Shao, when Ye Ling left, it was Xia Nuanxin who cried and went to burn it, did you forget?" Xia Ying said and was a little angry, this person has been dealing with the mall all his life.

He wants to occupy the love of rural people, but he doesn't know the customs of the countryside and some small things made of bamboo, no, it's not that he doesn't know, but he hasn't used it at all.

Lei Lei thought for a moment and patted his head before saying, "Is that yellow grass, braided like a woman's braids?"

"Hmm. Xia Ying only replied to him with one word, and walked out of the bathroom.

The paddy is woven according to the age of the person who walks, and you have to weave as many grids as you age. That grid represents the joy and sorrow of your year and the weight of working in the countryside.

And the rice is not from the ground, but from the paddy under the bed where you sleep.

"Let's go, go and get back. Lei Lei also walked out after a while, and Xia Ying just nodded.

"Grandpa, Grandpa Lei, you guys go there, can you take us to play. A little girl said, her sparkling eyes staring at the two old men who were about to go out.

Xia Ying and Lei Lei turned their heads and saw more than a dozen pairs of eyes staring at them. Xia Ying and Lei Lei glanced at each other, and Xia Ying smiled and said, "You guys have a good time at home, don't follow." If you follow me and I find out, I won't be telling you stories. ”

After speaking, without waiting for the children to answer, they walked along the road to a bamboo forest, the bamboo forest was below, and the grave was in the forest, and the forest was also on top of the bamboo forest.

The two of them didn't say much, but climbed up at the same pace. Stopping at a place where there were two graves, Xia Ying laid out the things he was holding next to a new grave.

"Warm heart, in your life, you want to commit suicide three times, so does this time count as one of your three times! You have lived so painfully in the past few years, and you don't want to rely on anyone. You can be treated, and you can have that money to be treated. But you like to go to that world, and now you go to that world. Is that world good?"

Lei Lei knelt down as he spoke, tears rolling in his eyes. After Lei Lei adjusted his breathing, he spoke again.

"Is he waiting for you up there? Has he drunk the water of forgetfulness? Does he still love you so much? If he doesn't do all three, you can come and give me a dream, okay? I'll teach him a lesson, and I'll dig up his grave and make his bones into flesh foam." ”

Xia Ying burned the things in his hand, and his eyes were the same as Lei Lei's. However, when he heard Lei Lei's words, he laughed and said, "You can dig his grave now, and the heartwarming night will definitely come to you and dream that you will kill you." ”

"Huh. Lei Lei smiled and opened his sleeves, and then waited for his eyes to be comfortable, then looked at another grave and said:

"I said Yeling, if you really want to bully him in that world, I can really dig your grave. I gave her to you for the rest of my life, and I will never give her to you for the rest of my life. If you want to be with her for the rest of your life, you have to play fair with me. ”

After Lei Lei finished speaking, Xia Ying also stood up from the ground and said, "Let's go! Today's burn is finished, let's burn tomorrow! It's going to burn for three days in a row!"

Lei Lei nodded and stood up. Slowly walked down from the side of the grave, just turning his head to look at the two graves as he went.

"Don't look at it, if you look at it again, they won't be able to get out. They're out, and you're going to be scared to death. Xia Ying quipped, he just looked at Lei Lei's eyes with reluctance, and also had the same mood as Xia Nuanxin.

Xia Ying felt that he was sad and angry, and he gave up the childhood sweetheart that his father ordered for him for his sister. But his sister doesn't love him, but he loves the woman under his hand who doesn't want to let go of it.

The woman who obeyed his father's arrangement, but that woman loved Ye Ling as much as he loved Wen Xin. As a result, the two of them were together for the sake of the family, and then gave birth to a boy for Lei Lei. lived together, the good times didn't last long, and the girl died after Yeling. also got sick and died, Lei Lei looked at Xia Nuanxin alone, and he was also one. He was ready to pursue her again, but she refused to marry any man to death.

After Lei Lei lost the company with his practical actions, he came to accompany Xia Nuanxin to see life. Later, it didn't take a few days for him to move in.

Xia Nuanxin got sick, and he was going to find a child and get money for her treatment. However, she said, "I want to accompany Yeling, I'm afraid he won't have a shoulder to lean on below." ”

Then Lei Lei could only watch her leave with his back, because Xia Nuanxin asked Xia Ying not to allow Lei Lei to come to see him.

"Grandpa, are you back? Hurry up and tell us a story. "The children seemed to have practiced, and as soon as they came back, they were all telling stories.

"Well, grandpa told you about it, and it was the third day of the week. Xia Ying still sat there and spoke, and Lei Lei also moved a stool to sit next to him.

When Lei Lei heard this, he smiled and said, "I appeared inside." ”