Gao Lan looked at Yan Xiaoyi beside him, he talked a lot to himself, not like he was reserved, frowned slightly, and then asked, "Who are you with, will you analyze yourself so unreservedly?"

"No!"

Yan Xiaoyi looked at Gao Lan and couldn't help but smile before saying, "It's not a glorious thing, how can you show off everywhere?"

Yan Xiaoyi's voice was indifferent, but Gao Lan was like a child who had done something wrong.

Yan Xiaoyi continued to smile and said: "Some people say that life is like a practice, how can you admit defeat when you encounter a little ups and downs?

Yan Xiaoyi's voice was very gentle, but she never let go of her grip on Gao Lan's arm.

"Let's go, as long as I'm here, I won't let you do anything stupid. ”

Yan Xiaoyi pulled Gao Lan up, no matter what Gao Lan wanted to say, he just didn't let go, and let Gao Lan follow behind him with his head down.

"That's... That, can you let go of me first, I... Dirty..."

Following behind Yan Xiaoyi with his head lowered, Gao Lan's voice gradually weakened.

Yan Xiaoyi glanced back at Gao Lan, and Gao Lan, who was being led by him, immediately lowered his head, as if he didn't even have the courage to look up at Yan Xiaoyi.

Sighing softly, Yan Xiaoyi didn't know what tone she should use to persuade her.

"You let it go, when you say this, I don't want to die now, I still have a daughter, I can't leave her. ”

Gao Lan's voice was very small, so small that if Yan Xiaoyi didn't listen hard, there was no way to hear it clearly.

However, after hearing Gao Lan's appeal clearly, Yan Xiaoyi grabbed her tighter, and said with a smile: "I don't believe it!"

Gao Lan was silent, people gather by like, and things are divided by groups, which is worthy of the crystallization of the wisdom of the ancients.

After seeing Xiang Chen and Yao Demon's acting style, Gao Lan was not so surprised by Yan Xiaoyi's little domineering.

I thought that I would be led by Yan Xiaoyi like this, but I never thought that he would suddenly speak, which also startled Gao Lan.

"If you look at me, you know that I'm a plain person, and that's exactly what happened. ”

Holding Gao Lan's wrist, Yan Xiaoyi's tone was calm.

"I still remember when I was in high school, of course! I wasn't very outstanding at that time, I belonged to the kind of people who were lost in the crowd and couldn't be found unless I looked carefully. ”

At the beginning of recalling, Yan Xiaoyi suddenly turned her head and explained to the college entrance examination, which made Gao Lan a little overwhelmed, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise slightly.

Seeing Gao Lan laughing, Yan Xiaoyi couldn't help but laugh and continued: "When I was in high school, there was a very popular boy in the class who died of a heart attack. For about a whole week, the atmosphere of the class was spent in oppression. ”

"The sad state makes everyone at a loss, some people post condolences, some people will buy some small items and put them on the table to mourn, in short, that winter, there seems to be a kind of sadness that can't be covered by snow. ”

Every once in a while, a wave of classmates will go to his home to comfort his parents, and some classmates will put Kong Ming lanterns to pay tribute to their blessings, it seems that we are all using all the ways we can to express our thoughts about him and express our grief for the loss of him. ”

"However, after the winter break, his table and chair were replaced, and slowly no one mentioned him again, as if this person had never appeared!"

Yan Xiaoyi tilted her head, she wanted to laugh but couldn't, how could it be that a person came to this world alone, how could it be that he didn't appear?

It's just that Yan Xiaoyi's hand holding Gao Lan didn't let go, and Gao Lan also tried secretly a few times, but he couldn't break free from Yan Xiaoyi's restraints.

"During the Chinese New Year, because of the relationship between the boss, it was rare for the manager of my inn to be invited by that group of executives. At the meeting, someone casually mentioned him and asked, "What's his name?"

Everyone was stunned for a moment, and then everyone was silent for a long time, and no one remembered his name. I distinctly remember that he was sitting in my upper left corner, sometimes playing ball together, and occasionally chatting after class, but no matter how hard I tried to think about it, I couldn't remember what he looked like, what his name was, and when he died, it was like water disappearing into water. ”

Yan Xiaoyi's tone was a little sad, I don't know if it was because of him, or because of the classmate whose name he still hadn't remembered.

"The cruelest thing in reality is forgetting, no one will remember you anymore, as if you never appeared!"

Yan Xiaoyi looked at Gao Lan, not knowing if she could understand the meaning she wanted to express, so she added.

"The same is true for you, and though it is a cruel statement, whether you admit it or not, your death will serve no purpose other than a newspaper section. It will not make the person who hurt you blame themselves, but only the person who cherishes you will be sad. ”

With a slight gasp, Yan Xiaoyi suddenly looked at Gao Lan with some embarrassment and asked, "After talking for so long, I am thirsty, I let go of your hand now, don't you run, okay?"

Yan Xiaoyi looked at Gao Lan inquiringly, Gao Lan tilted his head slightly, did not speak, and neither agreed nor refused.

Yan Xiaoyi carefully let go of Gao Lan's hand, quickly went to buy a bottle of water, and then drank it in a hurry.

Since Xiang Chen came back with Gao Ya last night, Yan Xiaoyi has been busy with the water before and after, and this morning he got up to drink water, and saw Gao Lan going out lonely, and followed it, and the matter of drinking water was delayed!

A bottle of water was quickly drunk by Yan Xiaoyi, and then took Gao Lan's hand again.

Gao Lan's face quietly turned red, but he didn't say anything, and let Yan Xiaoyi lead him.

"After tossing all morning, are you hungry?"

Yan Xiaoyi asked Gao Lan symbolically, but she didn't give her a chance to resist at all, she led her head directly, and didn't say where the destination was, just walked with her head down.

Obviously, they are two adults, but walking on the street in this state has a different taste.

Yan Xiaoyi and Gao Lan walked a long way before they came to a noodle restaurant.

"I boarded in high school, and in order to give me a good learning environment, my parents desperately sent me to Wanghai to study in high school. Now that I think about it, it's really a bit of a waste of money!"

After sitting down, Yan Xiaoyi still didn't forget to tease herself first.

This is the proprietress with a big belly who walked over, looked at Yan Xiaoyi with a smile, turned to the back kitchen and shouted: "Brother Xiaoyi is here! Signature beef noodles! No coriander, no green onions, wide noodles, more beef!" After seeing Yan Xiaoyi stretch out two fingers, the big-bellied proprietress immediately understood, turned her head and shouted to the back kitchen, "Two bowls!"

didn't sit down to greet Yan Xiaoyi, but just greeted Yan Xiaoyi with smiling eyes, and then went to greet other guests.

Gao Lan looked at the proprietress who was still busy with her stomach, many years ago, it seemed that she was like this.

"This is where when I was in high school, I could only improve my life once every weekend. ”

Yan Xiaoyi said mysteriously to Gao Lan.

"At that time, I was still a poor student, but fortunately, the owner and the proprietress of this shop are good, every time I come, they will add some beef to me, otherwise I may not be admitted to university!"

Yan Xiaoyi smiled secretly, then quietly pointed to the pregnant proprietress and said to Gao Lan: "When I first met her, the little girl was only in junior high school, and now she is married and has children, and the one in her belly is the second one!"

Gao Lan nodded to indicate that she was listening, but she didn't know what Yan Xiaoyi wanted to express to herself.

Yan Xiaoyi still talked about it.

"The old man and his wife are now concentrating on taking care of their grandchildren, and the craftsmanship of making noodles is the same as before, and the taste has not changed. ”

Two bowls of steaming beef noodles were served, and the proprietress only smiled and said slowly, and then hurriedly greeted the new students.

Yan Xiaoyi ate two large mouthfuls of noodles, and finally recovered some of her IQ, and she could see that Gao Lan was looking at herself with some doubts.

smiled embarrassedly at first, and then Yan Xiaoyi explained: "After I learned about my ex-wife, it was worse than you are now, and I didn't even have the courage to commit suicide. ”

"Until one day I passed by this small shop, in fact, I just wanted to see the place where I used to live in Wanghai, but when I walked here, I saw this small shop that was better decorated than before, and I suddenly became hungry. ”

Yan Xiaoyi was eating noodles while telling Gao Lan a story.

"It can be said that after knowing about my ex-wife, but before entering this small shop, I was like the walking dead, without any thoughts, but when I walked in and asked for a bowl of the signature beef noodles that I used to eat, I didn't need to say anything more at all, and the proprietress only looked up at me and knew all my preferences. ”

"Without coriander, without chopped green onions, I thought that no one would know about these habits except myself. At that time, I realized that the little girl who used to be was now slim and slim! At that time, her belly was not so big!"

Seeing Gao Lan's puzzled gaze, Yan Xiaoyi explained with a smile.

"At that time, I realized that there were still people in this world who remembered me, and that feeling was really good! So, no matter how well you were doing or not, I believe that maybe somewhere, there is still someone who remembers you deeply. ”

Yan Xiaoyi looked at Gao Lan, the beef noodles in front of her were almost finished, and the bowl of noodles in front of her was still untouched.

"It tastes pretty good, you should taste it, even if I can't persuade you, you should take a look at the scenery of this world before leaving!"

Yan Xiaoyi was not holding Gao Lan's hand, her right hand was released, and Gao Lan also picked up chopsticks, gently picked up a few noodles and sent them to her mouth.

It tastes really good!