Huang Yang has been in prison for half a year.

More than a dozen people died in the robbery, five of whom were policemen, and as the highest-ranking person present at the time, he could not escape the charge of dereliction of duty in any case. In addition, the bribery case involved in this caused the party membership and public office were both opened, and he was sentenced to three years in prison.

There are many familiar faces in the prison, many of whom he has personally sent in over the years.

Huang Yang is strong and tall, and he is in danger in the position of the captain of the criminal police brigade. So these people didn't get into much trouble except to ridicule them behind their backs.

His biggest trouble now is how to pass the time, he spends a lot of time working out, and reading two books from time to time, and the rest of the time he takes out a photo in his pocket in a daze. It was a family photo with a wife and children, and gray-haired parents.

It was the greatest comfort that his family had not abandoned him in such a situation, but he refused to be visited by his family because he always felt that he had no face to see them.

After the initial loneliness, he quickly adapted to prison life, and even felt that the cell was his best home. He developed a real sense of relief, a sense of relief that had fallen deep into the valley and had been cut off from the rebound.

He no longer has to face his wife's comforting eyes, his parents' heartbroken eyes, and his son's hesitant and evasive eyes.

There is no need to worry about being arrested in the East Window incident, because he has already been arrested. Because he doesn't have to worry about what will happen tomorrow anymore, what should have happened yesterday has already happened. In the past, I always had all kinds of nightmares, but now I sleep better in prison. The only thing that woke him up in the middle of the night was the voices and smiles of the five policemen, two of whom had been with him for five years, and one of the newcomers had just graduated from the police academy and had never even talked about a girlfriend.

Boxwood rarely communicates with people. In his experience, most people in prison are full of complaints about something. It's all the same: the police bureau made a mistake, the court ruled unfairly, and I'm actually a good person.

But Huang Yang didn't think so, he knew very well that he was a sinner. If he hadn't collected the Xue family's money one after another in the past few years, he would not have arrested Lu Shanmin in accordance with the procedure, he would not have been involved, and he would not have killed more than a dozen people. He is a policeman, and his duty is to save people, but he killed more than a dozen people, which is really an unforgivable crime.

Huang Yang tried his best to remain silent, but a month ago, a new roommate, a sunny boy, often gave him some comfort.

Guo Lin is an insurance salesman, and once while playing in a bar, a guy got drunk and touched his girlfriend's buttocks, and he gave it a beer bottle

The man's head was opened, and it was also the man's bad luck that he became a vegetative person. He didn't have the money to pay compensation, so he came in.

"Brother Huang, don't be bored alone, you will get sick after a long time." Guo Lin's short black hair was shaved so short that he could even see the outline of his skull. "Let me tell you, the man with glasses in the next bedroom was picked up with soap in the bathroom last night, and he limped when he walked at breakfast today, and I was so tight that I could see my chrysanthemum." He smiled as he spoke, revealing a mouthful of big white teeth.

Huang Yang smiled faintly, "You can think about it very well, so you are not afraid that your girlfriend will run away with someone."

Guo Lin spread his hands, "It's going to rain, my mother wants to get married, it's useless to be afraid."

He said with a relaxed face: "As long as the death penalty is not imposed, I think the prison is only temporarily leaving the place where I used to live." As long as you hold on in jail, they will let you out one day. So you have to hold on, even if it's hell, you have to live it as heaven. ”

Huang Yang glanced at Guo Lin who was dancing with flying eyebrows, he had imagined more than once what would happen after he went out again, and thought about a lot, but in the past six months, this list has been shortened to only two.

One is to take a good hot bath, completely relaxed, slow, the whole body is soaked in the bathtub, and the bathtub is full of bubbles. It is best to have a cup of strong tea next to him when taking a bath, and take a sip when he is about to fall asleep, so that he can clearly perceive the enjoyment of every cell in his body.

The second is to put on a bathrobe, put on a pair of flip-flops, lie on a deck chair on the balcony, and light a cigarette, even though he never smokes.

"Then you'll be happy?" asked Guo Lin.

"No one in this world will be truly happy". Huang Yang replied, "Only death can bring eternal happiness". After a pause, "Actually, I should have died a long time ago."

Guo Lin smiled, "Brother Huang, you are too pessimistic. I think there should be some hope in life."

"I hope they come back to life, but is it possible. He said with a wry smile: "My hope has been shattered, and what awaits me is the hateful gaze of their family and the heart that will not be at peace all my life."

Guo Lin is obviously a very enthusiastic person, and he intends to continue to make Huangyang find the value and meaning of life.

"Brother Huang, how did they die".

"I killed". Huang Yang said very casually.

Guo Lin was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "Everyone here says that they are innocent, only you are afraid that the crime is not big enough." If you really killed a few people, you would have been sentenced to death a long time ago, how can you be locked up here

Village. Brother Huang, you put too much pressure on yourself."

Huang Yang smiled bitterly, "If only they really gave me a death sentence."

Guo Lin pursed his lips, "The death penalty is not a romantic thing, and the death penalty has been abolished in many foreign countries."

Huang Yang turned his head to look at Guo Lin, "If our country abolishes the death penalty, it will not be far from the end." Without the deterrence of the death penalty, there can be no social justice".

Guo Lin smiled and stopped discussing the necessity of the death penalty. "Brother Huang, your friend is dead, but you are not dead. ”

Huang Yang's brows furrowed slightly, and a pair of eyes looked at Guo Lin.

The sudden scrutiny made Guo Lin unconsciously avoid his gaze, "I just don't want Brother Huang to be so decadent, since he is still alive, he should find a reason to let himself live."

Huang Yang has been a policeman all his life and has worked in the criminal police brigade for more than ten years, and he doesn't dare to say that his eyes are like torches, but most people can't hide it from him. He had long guessed from Guo Lin's micro-expressions and words that he was instilling some kind of idea in him intentionally or unintentionally, but he couldn't figure out who the person behind Guo Lin was and what the purpose was. He is now nothing more than a prisoner, without the power and energy he used to be, and without any use value.

It wasn't until he saw Lu Shanmin at the visitation window that he knew what was going on.

Compared with the majestic and domineering boxwood leaking out before, the current boxwood does not have the aura of the past, and the whole person is much calmer and more depressed.

"I can get you out early". Lu Shanmin said straight to the point.

"You want to use me to deal with the Xue family"?

Lu Shanmin shook his head, "It's not utilization, it's cooperation." We have a common enemy."

"So you sent someone in to understand my ideological dynamics, and asked him to do ideological work for me for a month."

"yes, so I know you're not going to turn me down".

Huang Yang smiled faintly, "Are you so sure"?

"Only by holding revenge can your heart be redeemed." Lu Shanmin said and smiled, "You are still alive, and the living must find a reason to live."

Huang Yang frowned slightly, bowed his head and said nothing.

"I'm just an ordinary person after I go out, what can I do."

"Captain Huang is too modest, you can do a lot of things that I can't do with Guo Lin's vision."

Huang Yang smiled bitterly in embarrassment, and Captain Huang sounded extremely sarcastic to him. "You don't have to provoke me, you are right, there must be some hope for people to live."

Lu Shanmin smiled and shouted. "Brother Huang"!

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