Twenty years ago, Mrs. Liu's daughter Zhou Qi was the same age as me now, and like me, she shared a room with her friends in this room, working and studying.

Zhou Qi is a very introverted girl.

Mrs. Liu said that she was more introverted when she was a child, because Mrs. Liu didn't pay attention when she was pregnant, and took medicine that shouldn't be taken, and Zhou Qi has been in poor health since she was born, so she often dropped out of school, lying in bed for three days, and lacked intersections with people, so she was extremely withdrawn for a period of time, almost to the point where she couldn't speak and hid when she saw people.

She even behaves in destructive ways, such as screaming impatiently when someone around her is talking, or tearing a book to shreds when she reads it halfway through, or not eating for two or three days and then eating desperately until she has to go to the hospital. This is a pathological reaction with some psychological abnormalities, but her father only had a daughter in his fifties, and he was so pampered that he didn't like to talk, so he refused to listen to Mrs. Liu's words and went to the psychiatrist to see him. It wasn't until she was in middle school that Zhou Qi's father died of illness, and Mrs. Liu took her to her mother's house in Shanghai, where she was treated in a specialized hospital, so that Zhou Qi gradually recovered both physically and psychologically.

After that, she began to go to school normally and had a normal interpersonal circle, so her personality gradually became cheerful, and her words and deeds became more and more normal.

I always thought that from now on, this child's life path would be the same as all the ordinary and ordinary girls around her, ordinary, but happy and carefree to spend her life safely. But unexpectedly, with the sudden appearance of a man, Zhou Qi's life was once again dragged into the black hole of childhood, and it was even more unbearable than that time.

The man was a newly recruited security guard at the hotel where Zhou Qi worked.

surnamed Guo Mingwei, in his thirties and less than forty, was originally a policeman, but then somehow quit, and soon after resigning, he came to the hotel where Zhou Qi worked.

may be compared with other security guards, he is still young, and his appearance is more outstanding, especially the figure, waist is waist and legs are legs, and he has always been easy-going, and he is always on call to help him, so he has attracted the attention of many female staff as soon as he joins the company. Zhou Qi is one of them, often going around the post he is responsible for when he has nothing to do, and sometimes taking the opportunity to work overtime at night to meet him and chat a few words. came and went, although she was more introverted and shy, Zhou Qi, who was also good-looking, naturally attracted Guo Wei's attention, and it didn't take long for it to develop to the point of dating, dating for three or four months, and then developing into cohabitation.

Cohabitation is nothing, but Zhou Qi originally lived in a shared house with her friends, which means that there is now an extra man under the same roof of two women.

This residential relationship is quite delicate.

But the three of them didn't realize this at that time, or rather, Zhou Qi himself didn't realize it. So naturally I didn't realize that there was anything wrong, both of them were trusted by her, her boyfriend was decent and honest, her roommate was honest and decent, and because her roommate was still single, and she was not good at words like her in her early years, it was difficult to get along with people, so in order not to let her be alone, and for the sentence "how many people are lively" that Guo Wei likes and often hangs on her lips, Zhou Qi always does not forget to take her with her every time she is with Guo Wei, going in and out together, eating and drinking together, and even on dating occasions such as watching movies and visiting the park, sometimes there are three people together.

Therefore, half a year later, with the increasing amount of work and study of Zhou Qi, Zhou Qi gradually disappeared from the threesome, but the dating project continued as usual.

It's just that the heroine has changed from Zhou Qi to her roommate.

If a person has been lonely for a long time, it is rare to meet someone who can get along well, and it is as attractive as a magnet. Guo Wei has such a strong attraction to Zhou Qi's roommate Xiao Shao. Besides, he is older and wears a uniform, such a man is full of a different sense of security for a girl in her early twenties, so even if she knows that this is wrong, the girl is still addicted, and at this time, just like Zhou Qi, she still doesn't realize the inappropriateness.

Instead, he blamed this state on his work and study, so much so that he had to entrust his boyfriend to his friend to take care of him.

When she poured out this guilt to her mother on the phone, the sensitive Liu Suzhen immediately sensed that something was wrong.

But I don't know how to tell my daughter without evidence, what kind of woman will take good care of someone else's boyfriend? What kind of man will always go out to dinner and watch movies alone with a woman other than his girlfriend? Presumably, the relationship between her roommate and the security guard may have gone beyond ordinary friendship.

I wanted to say it but didn't dare to say it, this was Liu Suzhen's most worrying entanglement at that time, because she knew that her daughter was different from other peers.

She is sick, psychologically ill, and if she is not careful, she will be on fire.

Therefore, if you can't tell it frankly, you can only choose to watch silently. She hopes that one day the man will change his mind, or her daughter can find out early, and terminate or leave this tainted circle of life as soon as possible.

But what Liu Suzhen didn't expect was that not long after she finished the phone call with Zhou Qi, Zhou Qi really discovered the secret between Guo and her roommate.

Just like all the bloody episodes in those bloody TV series, the coincidence of going and returning again and again allowed her to witness how her athletic security boyfriend crushed her roommate like a male dog in heat in a vigorous posture that had never appeared in front of her, like a male dog in heat, and frantically went in and out of her roommate, who usually blushed and avoided when she heard a colored joke, and moaned so loudly that she didn't even hear the sound of her opening the door and entering the house.

It's just that it didn't go as Liu Suzhen wanted. After knowing this secret that was undoubtedly like a thunderbolt from the blue for him, Zhou Qiyi did not try to end this already corrupted relationship, and secondly, he was even more reluctant to leave this tainted circle of life, but pretended not to see anything, silently turned around and left the house, silently did not do anything, and continued to live under the same roof with them.

Then she began to hate.

Liu Suzhen said that the mild autism caused by her physical condition in her childhood made Zhou Qi suffer from a condition that makes her particularly focused when doing something.

Focusing on what is a good thing to do, how can it be called a disease?

Because everything is extremely opposed, and it is a pathological reaction to focus too much, even beyond the limits of what others can tolerate. For example, when she was a child, she suddenly erupted in silence.

It's just that his behavior when he was a child can still be regarded as a child's willful and naïve appearance. But when you grow up, it's different.

Zhou Qi hated her roommate for being very focused.

Of course, this hatred was not at first, and most of the time, she lived with the man and woman who betrayed her, eating, drinking, and laughing together, as she did when she was ignorant.

She wondered why the two of them were so intimate with her after hiding from her what they had done.

So she kept quietly and carefully observing them, just as when she was a child observing something she was focused on with a concentration that made the people around her feel a little frightened, and then whispered in her mind every word they said to her, every expression they made to her.

Even the frowning look of Guo Wei when he entered her body, she had to repeat it in her mind thousands of times, and each time she compared it to the look he had when he slept with her roommate. This was repeated and repeated until it was finally impossible to tell whether the recurring expression in her mind was aimed at her or her roommate.

At this time, she would strip off her clothes and hug Guo Wei and kiss and nibble, no matter what the two were doing at that time.

At first, Guo Wei was quite interested in her recent sudden surge of enthusiasm.

But as time went on, just as his affection for her had to last, this fiery enthusiasm began to make him impatient and weary.

Security is a tiring job, not to mention that he's still in the middle of two women.

It's just that a woman is new to him, and it's what the heart wants to ask for. The other is like a chocolate that is overindulged in sugar to him, and he can tolerate it once in a while to smell it, but if he insists on eating it, he even wants to vomit a little.

I feel that Guo Wei has never expressed it to Zhou Qi, and he has always been considerate and delicate to women.

But a woman is either always ignorant and unconscious, once she is sensitive, she can quickly detect the slightest abnormality, and for this reason penetrates deeply into every nerve, so that the hair skin and even the cells feel this disgust.

So she hated it even more.

There is no doubt that she still hates the woman who brought her this qiē pain.

Still quietly hateful.

She began to imitate the woman, to imitate her dress, to imitate her hairstyle, to imitate her habits of speaking and the way she made her voice......

Until one day the roommate suddenly noticed it and felt uneasy about it, so the roommate also began to sensitively realize whether Zhou Qi had discovered the secret between her and Guo Wei, so it became so weird.

So one day, when Zhou Qi came home, she was very surprised to find that her roommate had left without saying goodbye.

She took with all her belongings and left the place where they had lived together for more than a year, and the three people under the same roof finally regained the tranquility of the two of them.

Originally, Zhou Qi thought so.

But only three days later, Guo Wei also moved out of this place.

He said that he was too tired from work, and Zhou Qi's rented house was too far away from his place of work, so he couldn't continue to bear the pressure of three shifts, so he still found a place to live close to the hotel and sleep happily.

It's an ugly excuse.

Zhou Qi understood very well in his heart, but he didn't say anything, just quietly packed up his luggage, and then said to him, Brother, where are you going to live, I will follow you.

Before she finished speaking, she was slapped hard by Guo Wei.

Then the man, who had always been kind to her and spoke softly and softly, suddenly grabbed her by the collar like a volcanic eruption and yelled at her: You slut! Stay away from me! Do you think I don't know that you forced Xiao Shao away? Do you think I don't know what you've been thinking about lately, what you're doing in your hands! You're fucking pestering me like a female dog, and I don't even know what I want to do! Sue you! Get out of here! I'm not fucking interested in you pervert! Get out! Get out! Hear me!!

After speaking, he opened the suitcase, took out a hard leather book from it and threw it at Zhou Qi's face.

Zhou Qi didn't dodge, her face was smashed, and the hard corners of the book drew a deep blood mark on her forehead and the bridge of her nose, but the man who had slept with her for almost a year turned a blind eye to it.

Because that hardcover book is Zhou Qi's diary.

From childhood to adulthood, she has intermittently recorded Zhou Qi's illness, her heart, her treatment, her changes, her study and work, her love, and ...... Her hatred.

She used her full of hatred to record the date of her oral sex with Guo Wei, the way she had oral sex, the feeling of oral sex, and after that qiē, she substituted herself as her roommate, and all kinds of hateful high mouths that came out of her fantasies.

It was after reading this book that Guo Wei discarded the last bit of love for her.

also made him immediately avoid her like a flood beast.

Therefore, after finally confessing to Yiqiē completely, he lifted the head of the suitcase and left without looking back.

So under the roof of the three people, only one person was left in the blink of an eye.

The man ripped off all his clothes when he heard Guo Wei's footsteps slamming the door, fell on the bed, screamed at the ceiling like he had been a child, and stabbed the horn of the crusty book into his lower mouth, again and again.

'The eaves of the windows dripped rain, and the heart dripped, and the rain was clear and transparent, and the blood was *fishy. ’

Liu Suzhen said that she later saw the hardcover book left by Zhou Qi for her, which carried the blood left by Zhou Qi that day. According to what was written in the diary, turning to the last page, she saw such a line written by Zhou Qi.

The date is October 23, 94.

November 13 of the same year was Zhou Qi's death day, because Zhou Qi was killed less than a month after writing that sentence. And the person who killed Zhou Qi was none other than the man who was loved by her to the point that he would rather harm himself to vent the hatred in his heart, and was reluctant to hate him once, Guo Wei.