"I treat you like my best...... Female friend, you have helped me again and again, but I have not done anything to you, maybe I don't deserve to be your friend!" I said with a gloomy expression.

At this time, the female classmates who passed by around saw the two of us, and they all stopped to watch from afar, and some people whispered that the little couple quarreled, and I must have made the goddess angry.

The more you want to avoid some things, the easier it is to make mistakes, my relationship with Tang Xinyu is like this, the two of us are like a pair of happy enemies, and when they are inexplicable, there is an inexplicable situation.

"You have contributed to me, at least, you saved me twice at the most critical moment, I will never forget!" Tang Xinyu's attitude suddenly softened, as if those two gestures occupied a pivotal position in her heart.

"But, I won't forgive you again and again because you saved me twice, since you promised me to participate in the University Games, you have to do it to the end, a man is foaming at the mouth and a nail, whether he is worthy of being my friend, it's not what you say, but what I say, if you really regard me as a friend, then come with me, this time, I will help you overcome the magic barrier in your heart!" Tang Xinyu looked me in the eyes, and after saying this, she turned around and walked outside.

The students around me have become addicted to it and refuse to disperse, I want to refuse her, but I can't find a suitable excuse, I sigh helplessly, and can only push the cart and follow her.

When I arrived at the school gate, Tang Xinyu stopped a taxi, the door opened, and said to me: "Get in the car, follow me to a place, if I can't help you overcome the psychological barrier, then you quit or leave, I won't ask more." ”

"Chairman Tang, you really don't understand, I've already seen a doctor, my situation is difficult to ......" In a hurry, I wanted to explain to her.

But before I finished speaking, Tang Xinyu bit her ruddy thin lips tightly, and shouted sonorously: "I don't like the way you twist and pinch, either get in the car, or turn around and leave, never be friends!"

In order not to capsize the boat of friendship, I had to lock the four wheels and get into a taxi with her.

About half an hour later, after a long drive, she took me to a park on a chessboard on the outskirts of the city.

The scenery here is beautiful, and there are many tourists who come here to take pictures and play on weekends, but today is not a weekend, and the sun is very poisonous, so I rarely see anyone other than the two of us.

She didn't speak, she walked briskly in front of me, I followed behind, I didn't know what she was going to do, and after walking for about ten minutes, she took me to the depths of the woods, and in front of me was a rushing river.

My whole person froze at once, my heart was pounding, and I didn't dare to take another step forward, Tang Xinyu turned her head, just wanted to say something, found my abnormality, hurriedly took out a tissue and handed it to me, and said with concern: "I didn't expect you to be more serious than the situation described by Zichen, no wonder you gave up...... I blamed you wrong. ”

My lips turned white, this river is much bigger than a swimming pool, it is the Taizi River in Yangcheng, the Hunhe River that connects the coal city, the water is turbulent, it stretches to the end of the city, and belongs to a tributary of the Bohai Sea.

If the swimming pool can make me afraid to look at it, then this river makes me close my eyes and smell it, and my whole body will stiffen, and I can't move at all.

"You know my situation now, I can't overcome it, it's not something I can change with my efforts, the fear in my heart is hard to describe, if I jump in, I'll die!" I said tremblingly, unable to control my emotions at all.

Tang Xinyu's body hugged me tightly, her jade hand was on my waist, and a fragrant and pleasant aroma stimulated my sense of smell, which relieved my pressure a little.

Her attention was now entirely on my state, and there was no bond between a man and a woman who could not be intimate.

"Do you know, when I was young, I was also very afraid of water, because I was very stupid, and I couldn't learn to swim, but then my mother said to me, no matter how strong men and women have to be strong, even if they can't defeat themselves, how to defeat future opponents, so, then I slowly changed, even if my swimming skills are still very bad, but I am not afraid of water anymore!"

Tang Xinyu's gentle voice tapped on my ears, and she gently helped me to sit on the grass by the river, smiling, like a peach blossom blooming in March, beautiful and delicate.

"In fact, water is the most tender thing in the world, when we were born in the amniotic fluid in our mother's belly, every day when we are thirsty to drink water, dirty to bathe with water, how can we not have a good relationship with it!" Tang Xinyu said as she walked towards the river, gently stirring the splash, holding out a handful, and walking back to me.

I smelled the fishy smell, my heart beat faster, I pushed her hand away, let the river splash on her, my body kept moving backwards, I got up in embarrassment, and shouted: "I can't do it, I really can't do it, you let me go, I can't even give my life to participate in the competition, even if I go to participate, I won't be able to get the ranking when the time comes, it's not even more embarrassing, I'm leaving, I can't smell the smell here!"

I ran away without looking back, and I swore that growing up was my most fearful and depressed time.

"Ye Fan, why don't you even have this kind of courage, are you really willing to give up everything you have worked hard for?" Tang Xinyu shouted behind her.

"Yes, I don't have the courage, I'm a coward, today I just know, it turns out that I can't even defeat myself, I should live so humblely, ah!"

I shouted frantically, venting my despair and unwillingness, but I didn't dare to turn back, I was afraid that smelling the suffocating smell and hearing the sound of gurgling water would be my nightmare.

At this time, the originally bright sky was suddenly shrouded in dark clouds, and all of a sudden, the dark clouds rolled and covered the sun, just as I was feeling, and I could not see a trace of light.

"If you leave, no one in this world will look up to you, even I will despise you, and people who can't even defeat themselves don't deserve the respect of others!" Tang Xinyu still refused to give up and shouted.

"Whatever you want, I don't need others to look up to me, because ...... Even I despise myself!" I had red circles in my eyes, and I felt nothing but disappointment and hatred for myself.

"What's so hard about swimming? I used to be afraid of water, but now I'm not afraid, I'll show you!"

With a pop, I jerked my head and saw her body completely floating in the water, splashing desperately to show me her jerky and even clumsy swimming skills.

I gasped for air, and despite her persuasion, I continued to run into the distance.

"Even I can do it as a woman, you are a dignified seven-foot man, don't you have the courage to try? Jump down, you won't be afraid when you jump down, come on! Don't give up!" Tang Xinyu shouted to me while choking on water.

But I had no time to pay attention to her words, and the nightmares that haunted me in my mind, what that insurmountable shadow were, only I could understand, and I didn't need to explain it to anyone, because no one could help me.

I ran away desperately, and Tang Xinyu's voice became weaker and weaker.

At this time, it suddenly rained heavily in the sky, and the whole sky was dark, and the thunder rolled in the distance, and my vision was blurred, but fortunately the rain was overcome, and I ran forward desperately.

But after running twenty meters, I couldn't help but glance back, Tang Xinyu's voice, including her figure, disappeared, and she was drowned by the river?

"Hurry up, the water is too fast!" I shouted desperately to the rear.

However, the thunder in the sky kept exploding, completely drowning out my voice, and the rain became heavier and heavier, and the water level in the Taizi River instantly rose a lot, and it kept tumbling and flowing into the distance.

Tang Xinyu's swimming skills are already very clumsy, and she is still in the water at this time, which is tantamount to killing herself.

I kept shouting, but there was no sound at all, my heart beat faster, as if it was about to pop out, and I stood there in a daze, clenched in my fists, but in a dilemma.

"Come out, come out, you difficult woman, if you don't come out again, you'll be drowned!" I cried out to my throat, letting the rain beat my body, but there were only bubbles of water on the surface of the river, but I never saw her beautiful figure again.