Don't always ask, "Why me?" when pain comes, because you don't ask that question when happiness comes.

The sun in the middle of winter is as precious as pearls, and the morning sun has already made everyone boil, and the tranquility has been woken up by the sound of cheering downstairs while still sleeping.

Because it was a weekend, the children did not go to school, so they greeted the morning glow and played in the alley.

"It's a pity it's not you, accompany me to the end......"

Her phone rang on the table, and she waited for her to stretch slowly before picking up the phone.

"At your speed, you are not afraid that others will hang up, and you will still be charged a phone bill if you call? Lin Jiajia looked at her and muttered.

"Cut, don't worry, it's Xia Qing, even if I don't answer the call, she will hang up and call me back!" Tranquility said, with a smug expression on her face.

Lin Jiajia looked at Ning Jing with a smug look, and couldn't help muttering, "I've never seen such a shameless person." ”

At this time of the day, Xia Qing would call, just like clocking in at work every day, she was always neither early nor late, just at this time to call Tranquility.

Even Lin Jiajia suspected that Xia Qing set the alarm clock when he called every day.

Maybe it was only at this time that Xia Qing felt that she was relaxed, every moment she was like a tightened string, and she didn't dare to let herself relax for a moment.

After she went back, she realized that everything she imagined was not as simple as she thought, and it was not what she thought it was, and everything that was happening seemed to be against her, always going the opposite way.

Since she went back, Han Bin's mother's condition has become more and more serious, and it is rare to be awake for a few hours a day, and there is always too much time to talk nonsense, saying words that she doesn't understand at all.

Because of taking care of her, she hasn't officially started to work in the hotel yet, and secretly runs out to take care of Han Bin's mother behind her father's back every day, and comes back tired and exhausted to pretend that nothing happened this day, pretending that she is very happy, and pretending that she spent the day cynically again.

At this time of the day, when she went out, she used the time on the road to call Tranquility to find comfort, and complained about all the unpleasant grievances of the day like Tranquility, and she always felt a lot better when she said it.

Lin Jiajia was always listening to their chat, and occasionally interjected a few words at critical times.

"Whatever path you choose you have to walk on your knees. ”

"What is worth doing for love, doing anything is worth ......"

She was always like this, and she didn't stimulate Xia Qing's dull heart.

As time passed day by day, her heart began to become more and more impetuous, and she became more and more suspicious of whether her choice was right or wrong, whether she should return to this small county, but when she saw Han Bin's mother's appearance, she couldn't pay attention to it, and she couldn't just leave without letting go of everything.

Thinking about it, the only thing she can do now is to persevere, stick to her original choice, insist on everything she thought in her heart, and stick to the original thoughts in her heart, she believes that one day, she can do it, take care of everything, wait for Han Bin to come out, and complete the unfinished love dream between them.

Tongzi's winter is very cold, as soon as she goes out, the wind is cold, and the wind blows on her face and stings, but she still insists.

In the past, she was a princess who was spoiled by her father, and she could sleep until she woke up naturally every day, and she could get up whenever she wanted, but now it is different, she has to get up every morning because there are still people waiting for her.

Maybe it's because we grow up, we don't care more and more about our emotions, as if our emotions are not so important, maybe it's also because we grow up, we have to accept all the unfairness in this world, and we no longer have the innocence of when we were young, the kind of spirit that can make trouble because of a little heart, such a precious thing, has long since disappeared in our youth with the passage of time and the aging of the years.

Xia Qing always felt like someone was following her as she walked, but every time she turned around, she couldn't find a familiar figure, so she thought she was too tired and thought too much, straightened out the bag she was carrying on her shoulder, and continued to walk forward.

"Han Bin, get up"

"Han Bin, it's time to eat"

"Han Bin ......"

In the distance, she heard Han Bin's mother's nonsense again, she was always like this, every day when she cooked, she would have an extra pair of dishes and chopsticks, and she kept asking Han Bin to eat on the table.

After hearing the voice, Xia Qing quickened her pace, ran over like a trot, and as soon as she arrived at the door, something rushed out of her, it was Han Bin's shoes that were difficult to throw, and they were smashed on her face by a distance of one meter.

But she didn't feel frightened, she didn't flinch, she still rushed forward as always, and hurried to stop her from throwing things out again.

When she hugged her tightly for a while, her mood slowly stabilized, leaning on her quietly looking at the dishes and chopsticks on the table, she began to cry sadly, and fell asleep when she was tired of crying.

Xia Qing never thought that one day she would live such a life, rushing forward desperately for an unknown future.

Sometimes when she calms down, she feels afraid, what will happen if Han Bin's mother throws something to her, what will happen if she hurts herself, and what kind of explanation should she give her parents.

But after every fear, she still chose to insist, because this was the first time she wanted to do something by herself like this, and the first time she wanted to be so reckless for a person.

When she cleaned up the messy house and put the mess in order, Han Bin's mother woke up again, and when she woke up again, she was like nothing had happened, and she was a completely normal person again.

It's just that there are always a few times a day when she is not awake and doesn't know what she is doing, so every time she gets sick, Xia Qing is always tired, and sometimes there are injuries, she has never felt pain in the flesh and flesh, but the injuries in her heart have long been frightened and can't withstand a little destruction.

The sky is gradually getting darker, Xia Qing is time for herself to leave again, there are fewer pedestrians on the streets in the winter night, walking on the way home is the time for her to clean up her mood, she is always like this, she has to sort out her mood every day when she goes out, and it is always enough to go home, she has to rearrange her mood and empty her inner pressure, so that she will not be seen by her father when she goes home.