Chapter 218 [Regardless of a Qiē]

Chen Xiaolian was stunned.

He was clearly in a dilemma.

The countess's affection was too excited, in fact, Chen Xiaolian could clearly feel that the young girl in front of her seemed to have some signs of losing control.

Her love affair seemed to be about to collapse.

......

The collapse of love would not have happened to the countess. But today is a special day, a special moment.

Before dawn, she came to the cemetery to bid farewell to a special person. The emotions were already very sad.

Add to that the impact of what is happening around you.

Finally, I suddenly saw Chen Xiaolian.

It was as if it was the last straw that broke the camel's back. At this moment, the countess has really lost control.

All kinds of negative emotions that have been suppressed in the heart for a long time, anger, fear, sadness, fear, and so on, all burst out in one go!

Looking at the countess's eyes, Chen Xiaolian hesitated.

Say...... Or don't say?

Miao Yan's warning seems to be ringing in her ears: stay away from my exclusive number!

However, at this moment, Chen Xiaolian seemed to be able to move the pain of this countess!

Just because ......

Are we all NPCs?

So......

Can we be controlled at will by the people of the upper world?

Although he seems to be much freer than this countess.

But...... How good can it be?

Haven't you been thrown into a copy again and again struggling to survive?

And she...... She is even more pitiful, she can't even guarantee the life of ordinary people.

She's just a puppet, a puppet.

One...... It's just a body for coming.

Because......

Everyone is an NPC!

......

"You calm down. ”

Chen Xiaolian gritted his teeth and reached out to support the woman.

The countess's fingers tightly grasped Chen Xiaolian's wrist and refused to let go. However, with Chen Xiaolian's support, she finally stood firm.

"If you're in such a mood. I have no way to talk to you. Chen Xiaolian shook his head.

The countess raised her eyelids, and her eyes, which were exactly the same as those of Miao Yan, showed anger and confusion - such a look would never have been seen by Miao Yan.

"Can you talk to me? What can you sue me?"

Although the countess's appearance was very weak at the moment, although Chen Xiaolian was also infected by this feeling...... Especially the kind of empathy that fellow NPCs can't control their own fate......

However, Chen Xiaolian is not a fool after all. Not an idiot.

Of course, he wouldn't really say everything as soon as his brain was hot.

In addition to the relationship and agreement with Miao Yan.

More importantly, Chen Xiaolian knew very well that although the countess was very weak and helpless at the moment.

However, she is by no means such a weak woman.

Judging from the previous experience of dealing with her, this countess is very not simple.

If there is sympathy...... She is definitely not the kind of weak person who needs the pity of others.

The countess looked at Chen Xiaolian and took a breath: "We've met before!, right!"

Chen Xiaolian sighed and nodded slowly.

The other party has their own sketch portraits, and this question does not need to be denied, nor can it be denied.

"Looks like I've really seen it...... When?" the countess stared into Chen Xiaolian's eyes. She suddenly whispered, "It should be the recent! Well, that's right! It's the recent! The quality of the sketch and the traces of the pencil are very new, it should be the recent thing." ”

She seemed to have finally calmed down, and without Chen Xiaolian speaking, she quickly analyzed herself: "There is still ...... This is not the first time this kind of memory disconnect has happened to me. But I just drew your image, which shows ...... You're very important to me, to be precise, what happened to me and you. It's very important to me, that's why I'm drawing your sketch to remind myself!"

Speaking of which. The countess let out a sigh, stared at Chen Xiaolian, and said slowly, word by word: "Between us...... What the hell is going on?"

Chen Xiaolian looked calm and did not speak.

The countess stared at Chen Xiaolian, and suddenly her face changed: "Could it be ...... What happened between us......"

There was a twist in her eyes.

Chen Xiaolian suddenly understood, and quickly shook his head and said, "No." Not what you think. ”

"You have concerns!"

The countess saw Chen Xiaolian's affection very lightly, and she said slowly: "Obviously, you know something. But now you don't want to say that you have concerns, that you have something that is bothering you. You don't want to sue me!"

Speaking of this, the countess's eyes suddenly lit up!

"When you saw me just now, you said...... You came to visit me, and you happened to see me out, so you followed me all the way ......! So, what is the matter with you coming to see me?"

Chen Xiaolian suddenly felt that he decided to come to this countess, this decision was terrible!

I was a little hasty in my decision on this matter.

"Just believe it or not when I haven't come?" Chen Xiaolian smiled bitterly.

"What do you think?" said the countess sneered.

"Actually......" Chen Xiaolian hesitated for a moment and sighed: "Even if I sue you, it's useless...... You'll forget about it completely. ”

"What do you mean...... Will the memory be lost?" the countess's eyes flickered.

Chen Xiaolian sighed in his heart.

He remembered the conversation he had with Miao Yan.

Even if I sue you...... You'll still forget about jì.

So...... What's the point of that?

"But I still want to know!" The countess bit her lip hard, and she suddenly shouted with all her might: "Even if I lose my memory again after knowing it, I want to know it! This is meaningful! Even if it is for a moment! But at least at this moment, at this moment, I know the truth! This makes sense! For me in this memory now, the pain and confusion in my heart have the answer!!"

She took a deep breath, her body trembled, and grabbed Chen Xiaolian's wrist hard: "Please, please!

Look at the countess. Chen Xiaolian suddenly remembered himself.

I remembered myself that night, when I faced Miao Yan!

"Can I make a swap?"

Chen Xiaolian sighed.

"Say, what do you want from me?" the countess narrowed her eyes: "I'm willing to exchange a fortune!!anything!!"

Chen Xiaolian frowned and looked at this woman: "You have such a big determination?"

The countess's body was shocked!

She suddenly let go of Chen Xiaolian's hand, turned around, and looked into the distance. The tomb in the distance.

"You know...... Who is that tomb for?"

There was a deep sadness in her voice.

Chen Xiaolian didn't speak.

"The man who is about to be buried there, his name is Shummit, two years older than me, and he is my ......"

Chen Xiaolian was stunned for a moment and blurted out: "Your boyfriend?"

"No...... No. But......" A trace of pain flashed in the countess's eyes: "He...... He loved me so much. ”

Chen Xiaolian was silent, and after a while, he said in a low voice: "You can ask, how is this Mr. Shurmit...... Deceased?"

"I think it's because of me!" the countess gritted her teeth. Clenched her fists hard, her nails digging deep into her palms.

Then she began to speak in a gloomy tone and voice.

......

Jane Brummel Norman.

This is the name of this countess...... Of course, as a nobleman, especially a descendant of the Norman family, her official full name is longer. It's just that in general, that's how it goes.

The countess was a typical British nobleman.

She received an aristocratic education from an early age, and attended the best public school in England, and in order to conform to aristocratic traditions. She went to an all-girls school.

After graduating from girls' school at the age of eighteen, she began to take over many of the family's estates. Meantime. She also started to study at university.

The countess, who had previously spent her entire puberty in a girls' school, was ...... after leaving the girls' school Naturally, her beauty has aroused the passionate pursuit of many men around her.

The name of the first victim was Lockhart Dawson.

Born into a political family, he is considered a new aristocratic class, and his ancestors once achieved the ministerial level of high-ranking officials in the United Kingdom.

This Mr. Lockhart Dawson met the Countess on a social occasion. was shocked and launched a passionate pursuit of her.

The countess, who had just left the girls' school and flew out of the cage like a bird, may have been a little surprised by the courteous men who appeared around her. And there is also some vigilance and discomfort.

And this Mr. Lockhart Dawson soon stood out and attracted the attention of the countess.

Because he has one specialty: he is a great polo player.

With an extraordinary family background, a good educational background, a good conversation, a good appearance, and his good polo skills, he just caters to the Countess's greatest hobby.

Rohart Dawson quickly caught the attention of the countess. They began to get closer gradually, and the friends around them and the elders of the family also had a happy attitude towards this pair of young people.

And then...... Tragedy struck.

One day, Lockhart Dawson finally confessed to the countess. In fact, the countess, who had already secretly agreed, deliberately said: If you win tomorrow's polo match, I will promise to be your girlfriend.

This is actually just a little girl's girl's heart: what girl doesn't want her sweetheart to become a hero in the limelight, and then hold her hand in public under the spotlight?

However, during the polo match the next day, something happened.

Before the race, the countess planned to go to the stable, ready to encourage her sweetheart before the race.

Outcome......

She had amnesia.

When she regained her memory, she was faced with the following reality:

Before the start of the race, Mr. Lockhart Dawson was found lying in the stable, dead on the way to the hospital, reportedly due to a heart attack.

......

"My memory lingers as I leave the VIP box to head to the stables...... Then the next memory is when I found myself standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom.

There was a moment in between, and my memory was completely blank, and a piece was missing.

And as I walked out of the bathroom in a daze, my butler came running to tell me that he was looking for me everywhere and ...... News that Lockhart has been taken to the hospital. ”

The countess said this coldly to Chen Xiaolian.

......

This is the countess's first love. A tragedy.

Her first love ended before it had even begun.

This incident did not arouse anyone's suspicion at the time.

Although Lockhart Dawson had no history of heart disease before, this kind of thing, although it was a little strange, everyone had to accept it. His parents and family were sad and grieving, but no one thought of the countess.

Apart from...... Herself!

Only she knows. I had a brief period of amnesia!

Although this temporary amnesia and loss of consciousness were experienced by the Countess before.

But she hadn't had much of it before—until this time!

She began to have some fearful doubts about herself.

......

The beautiful girl continues to grow up.

Although the death of Lockhart Dawson is sad.

However, this beautiful girl will still attract the pursuit of other men.

Mr. Bickman Hampson is the second.

He almost succeeded.

He was a college classmate of the countess, on a group of young people on a group outing, and everyone went on a hot air balloon ride.

Bickman Hampson prepared flowers and champagne in advance, chartered a hot air balloon and prepared to invite the countess to fly with him in order to have a romantic courtship in the sky.

And tragedy struck again.

There was a fault in the countess's memory.

She remembers boarding the hot air balloon...... In fact, she was already planning to accept the pursuit of this Mr. Beckman Hampson. Otherwise, I won't be riding a hot air balloon with him alone.

But her memory was shattered again.

She remembers boarding a hot air balloon. And then...... The next memory is that she was lying on the ground in the bushes, seriously injured, but the search and rescue team rescued her.

And two kilometers away, the search team found the site of the crash of the hot air balloon, as well as ...... The body of Mr. Beacon Hampson.

What happened on the hot air balloon and how exactly it crashed, how did the countess end up on the ground......

She didn't remember this qiē at all.

Police after an investigation. The inference was that it was most likely that the balloon malfunctioned while it was ascending, and then the countess accidentally fell...... At that time, the altitude should not be too high, so the countess was only injured but not killed, and the man tried to land to rescue, but there was an operational failure, and the guide zhì hot air balloon flew far away and crashed. The man also died.

This is the conclusion made by the police.

But...... This time, it was not just the grief of losing her sweetheart that the countess had brought to her.

And also...... Suspicion around!

The previous time Lockhart's death. She was not found at the scene of the incident, and it seemed that no one thought about her.

But this time, it's just the two of them in the hot air balloon! One of them is dead, and the other survivor claims to have lost his memory.

At least. This statement was unacceptable to the family of Bickman Hampson.

The countess began to be splashed with sewage and was treated with colored eyes.

Some suspect that she is a murderer, and some suspect that she is a cursed ominous person.

In short, that experience directly caused the countess to drop out of the university - she could not stand the strange stares and suspicious attitudes of the people around her.

And the pain and sorrow and fear in her heart, but no one speaks.

......

Schumit, who is about to be buried today, is the third.

After the countess had endured two previous tragic encounters, she began to receive psychotherapy and counselling.

At the same time, she closed her heart, and she did not dare or want to accept any more male pursuits.

She felt like an ominous person!

Schmett, on the other hand, does not believe in evil.

Schumitt was a top student in medical school, a student of the countess's psychiatrist.

Once, when the countess went to see her psychiatrist, she met Schumette in the hospital.

It is normal for Schumit to fall in love at first sight with this beautiful woman with amazing beauty, but melancholy and fragile.

He immediately embarked on a passionate pursuit.

This time, however, the countess closed her heart and was unwilling to open up to men. Again and again, she rejected the enthusiastic Schmett.

But this young doctor is very persistent!

......

"I turned him down many times, but he never got discouraged. He has always cared about me. I gradually let go of my resistance to him. But I still wouldn't accept his pursuit. I always felt that the previous twice. I killed them. I am an ominous person, and whoever I agree to a courtship will be cursed to die!

So, I've always refused to accept Schumit.

Gradually, he and I became friends. Finally, one day, I told him the fear in my heart.

But he didn't believe it at all. He thought I was just a psychological shadow, he was a brilliant doctor, he tried to enlighten me psychologically, and he vowed to cure my mental illness. ”

Speaking of this, the countess's face was bitter: "But...... I'm not sick at all. I know very well that I'm not sick! Those lost memories must have been that I remembered something important! But those memories are gone!"

He ...... How did you die?" Chen Xiaolian's face was solemn and he sighed softly.

"Car accident. Tears welled up in the corners of the countess's eyes: "One day, he invited me to dinner. I didn't doubt it, so I agreed. But after getting into his car. But he drove straight out of the city and headed far away to the outskirts. I asked him, and he said that it was his surprise to me and that he was going to take me to a picnic camp.

I was terrified, as if I had a premonition that something bad might happen.

So I tried my best to refuse in the car, and I made a loud noise and asked him to turn around and go back immediately.

He was very frustrated and disappointed. As I remember, the last thing he said to me was: Jane. Do you really want to let yourself suffer like this for the rest of your life because of those illusory shadows in your heart that may not be real?

Well, maybe it wasn't really the last thing he said to me, but ......

As far as I can remember, that's what he said last words. ”

"You...... Amnesia again?" Chen Xiaolian frowned.

"Yes, I have amnesia again!" said the countess. There was a faint hint of madness in her voice: "When I woke up, I was in the hospital. The doctor and the police told me that we had a car accident and the car flew out of control and crashed into a mountain!

They looked at the site repeatedly. The accident investigation came to such a conclusion. The on-site investigation did not reveal any anomalies. The investigation into the accident car revealed that the braking system had failed.

I was injured and in the hospital.

And Shumitt...... He remained unconscious, that is, he became a ...... Vegetative!"

Chen Xiaolian was speechless!

"Schmidt's family was very sad, and more importantly, I don't know where they heard a lot of rumors about me, and learned that my first two suitors had died......!

Schumit was in the hospital for months, his family refused me to visit, and they even applied for a restraining order prohibiting me from being near their son.

They hate me so much!

I remember in the hospital, they yelled at me, screamed at me, cursed at me......

I don't hate them.

But their lack of words only made me hate myself even more!

I hate my own ominous!!

I hate my own powerlessness!!

Until he finally passed away, I was also denied his funeral!

Today, the funeral will be held here in a few hours, and I can only come here before dawn, and stand in front of his grave before anyone else comes, to express my sorrow and remembrance. ”

......

Chen Xiaolian was stunned.

He really didn't expect that the countess's experience would be so tragic.

In the previous meeting, Chen Xiaolian only felt the shrewdness and calmness of this woman, as well as the gloomy aura faintly revealed on her body.

Unexpectedly, she experienced so many tragic things.

It is conceivable that a woman dies in the face of her sweetheart three times in a row...... And also because of some strange things that happened to me.

I'm afraid anyone will go crazy!

......

"So, you ask me, even if you sue me, I'm likely to lose my memory......" The countess suddenly sneered, her eyes flashing with a taste of madness: "Then I sue you!

I have to know!!

I have to know what the hell is going on with this qiē!!

This thing fills me with hatred! My heart is full of madness!!

Yes, I have to know the answer!!

Even if I am willing to pay a qiē for this! I am willing to do whatever it takes! I am willing to do anything!!

Yes, I want to know the answer!

I want to know what happened to me, and why I am suffering such a curse and fate!!

What kind of person is it, what kind of power...... Kill them!!

In order to know these ...... I...... I do...... No matter what it takes!"

This young and beautiful girl, her fingertips pierced her palms and blood was dripping!

She bit her lip so hard that blood flowed!

With blood at the corners of her mouth, she repeated her last words:

"No!

......

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[Asking for a commuter pass!!

Asking for a recommendation ticket!!]

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............ (To be continued......)