When Liu Yanbo woke up, it was the early hours of the morning.

When he opened his eyes, his gaze was as sluggish as if he had just recovered from a serious illness, but there was no longer the decadence and sadness when he first came back, and then he saw her, and saw Yin Hanruo, who was already crumbling with his hands supporting his head by the bed.

He looked at her—

Looking at her unpowdered face full of exhaustion, and looking at her brows that she couldn't stretch even in her sleep, he suddenly felt very relieved in his heart.

Liu Yan fluctuated, cautiously trying to get up, but still alarmed Yin Hanruo, at this time, her nerves seemed to be extremely sharp, and she had already opened her eyes at the same time as the quilt was lifted, although she woke up with a sleepy and hazy exhaustion, but there was a relieved joy and excitement in her eyes in an instant, she looked at him and asked gently: "You woke up, how do you feel now?"

Liu Yanbo sat up, leaned his back against the head of the bed and said, "I feel good, but I'm a little thirsty." ”

"Don't move, I'll pour it. ”

Yin Hanruo went to pick up a glass of boiled water as she spoke, and carefully put some sugar in it, Liu Yanbo suffered from hypoglycemia, which she had known for a long time.

The water is very hot and not suitable for the entrance, in order to speed up the heat dissipation, Yin Hanruo used two cups to pour back and forth for this cup of sugar water, and from time to time he also blew it with his mouth, like all virtuous wives in this world, considerate.

Liu Yanbo watched quietly, smiling like sunshine.

Having someone to take care of and accompany you when you are sick is probably one of the best aspects of marriage, right?

When the water temperature was moderate, Liu Yanbo stretched out his hands that had been bandaged like zongzi and wanted to pick them up, but Yin Hanruo decisively refused: "I said that you should not move." The doctor said that what you need most now is to get more rest. ”

Drinking a full cup of sugar water under Yin Hanruo's service, Liu Yan breathed a long sigh of relief, then licked his lips that had been dry for a long time, and said with a light smile: "This is the best time I have rested." ”

He was telling the truth.

But Yin Hanruo didn't buy it, and after putting the cup on the bedside table, he unceremoniously hit directly: "You didn't rest before, you were unconscious." ”

Liu Yanbo smiled and asked casually, "Then how long have I been in a coma?"

Yin Hanruo glanced at his watch and replied truthfully: "Ten hours." ”

Hearing this, Liu Yanbo twisted his upper body left and right, and said while moving his muscles and bones: "It's been so long, no wonder I feel that the bones up and down my body are soft now, and the thief is uncomfortable." ”

After getting along for so long, Yin Hanruo still has a certain understanding of Liu Yanbo, and the thief said strongly: "Don't find such a lame reason, you lie down honestly for me and get a good night's sleep." ”

"I can't sleep. Liu Yanbo could only say truthfully: "Moreover, you look like you need a good night's sleep more than I do now." ”

"You sleep in the bed, and I make the bunk. ”

After speaking, Yin Hanruo got up and laid the floor for herself, she really needs to sleep well now, in the past two days, she has not been much easier than Liu Yanbo.

Liu Yanbo no longer insisted on giving up the bed, and now he is no longer as stubborn as before, and will no longer forcibly give what he thinks is good to others.

Ten hours –

Whether it's coma or rest, it's a long time period that is enough to rejuvenate a physically and mentally exhausted person.

Liu Yanbo lay on the bed honestly again, but he was in excellent spirits now, and he couldn't fall asleep at all, he wanted to talk to Yin Hanruo more now, but he didn't know where to start, because he knew very well in his heart that what she wanted to hear now was probably what he didn't want to mention.

"Liu Yanbo, how long have you not been back?" Yin Hanruo asked lightly with the quilt on the quilt.

Get back?

Where to go back?

At this moment, Liu Yanbo of course understood what Yin Hanruo was asking, he was silent for a while, and sighed lightly: "Fourteen years, from the moment I chose to flee, I never dared to go back. ”

"The last time I went to see a psychiatrist, you said that you would be mentally prepared for treatment after this year's Qingming Festival, have you decided to go back before that?" Yin Hanruo asked again.

Liu Yanbo said softly, he really planned to do so.

Yin Hanruo laid the floor, but he didn't lie down in a hurry, but got up and walked to the side of the bed again, sat on the edge of the bed and said, "Then I'll go back with you then." ”

As soon as she said this, Liu Yanbo's face changed suddenly, his expression was mostly frightened, and he said resolutely: "No!"

Why?

Yin Hanruo didn't ask, because she probably had guessed the reason-

He was afraid that his own emotions would get out of control and hurt the people around him.

Yin Hanruo's heart was not shaken by this, and his attitude was even more undeniable: "Liu Yanbo, you are not a good son, but I want to be a good daughter-in-law." ”

What kind of daughter-in-law is good?

In the eyes of parents, you don't need to be filial to them, as long as you can accompany their son to support each other for the rest of your life, this should be the best.

The so-called husband and wife -

Isn't it supposed to be in the same boat through thick and thin?

This is the reason, but Liu Yanbo still shook his head, looking at Yin Hanruo, who was determined and serious at this time, he was very scared, because in this matter, he had no confidence in himself at all-

Everything that happened on that Chinese New Year's Eve is the only flaw in Liu Yanbo's psychology now, and he can't control himself.

Of course, Yin Hanruo also understands this, in fact, after learning about this from Bai Bin's mouth, in her opinion, the current Liu Yanbo has done well enough, and anyone who has experienced such an accident may not be able to do better than him-

But she still hopes that he can do better, and she needs him to do better.

"Liu Yanbo, are you so unconfident in yourself?" Yin Hanruo took Liu Yanbo's bandaged hand, and said warmly and resolutely: "Even if you don't have confidence in yourself, you should have confidence in me and us, because we are husband and wife." ”

"As I said, you're no longer alone now. Yin Hanruo continued: "So, if you want to adapt to your current life and come out of the haze of your past, you have to learn to get used to no longer being alone to bear your joys, sorrows, and sorrows." ”

"I didn't care about you in the past, but now you, no matter what you're going to face, I want you to remember one thing, at least-"

"You still have me. ”

Yin Hanruo said very affectionately, she had never said such affectionate words to a man before, even the hard-hearted Liu Yanbo couldn't help but soften when he heard it, he looked at her and said bitterly: "I'm just afraid of ......"

"You're afraid that your emotions will get out of control, you're afraid that you'll hurt me if you get out of control, and you're afraid that you can't do anything in the face of me losing control, right?" Yin Hanruo preemptively said: "Then do you know what I'm afraid of?"

Liu Yanbo shook his head.

Yin Hanruo's expression changed a little, there was distress, self-blame, and a trace of grievance that could not be dissolved, she said softly: "I'm afraid that every time you come back in despair, I don't know what it is for." I am afraid that I will know from others about your joys, sorrows, and sorrows. This scares me a thousand times more than powerlessness, because powerlessness pushes me to do better, but not knowing only makes me more powerless. ”

"Liu Yanbo, I'm not as useless as you imagined, and I'm no longer the little girl who used to dream of being a princess in a fairy tale, you don't need to create a world with only sunshine and beauty for me, this is not what I want now, do you understand?"

Liu Yanbo nodded, he did understand.

Yin Hanruo held his hand tighter and pleaded sincerely: "So, on the day you decide to go back, please take me with you, okay?"

All right?

Liu Yanbo wanted to say "not good", but in the face of Yin Hanruo, who was so sincere at this moment, he couldn't say this word anyway.

After struggling in his heart for a long time, in the end, Liu Yanbo still said with difficulty: "Okay." ”

He agreed helplessly, and anyone could hear it.

But what Liu Yanbo didn't know was-

Sometimes, helplessness is also a kind of courage.