Damn!

With his eyes closed, the young man's teeth clenched.

Everything he wants to protect, everything he wants to have, this time there is really no way to get it back!

He will never see what he wants to protect, what he wants to have.

After he had everything that was hard-won, he really lost everything that was hard-won!

At this time, the more he suppressed the pain in his heart that he didn't want to lose, the clearer the warm and pleasant memories in his mind after the crossing.

And this beautiful memory, the clearer it is, the more cruel the reality in front of him is, the cruelty of reality and the beauty of memories, like two millstones, crushing his reason.

Hirohiko, Yukina, Kushina...... All the warm memories after the crossing, the hands that stretched out in both directions, are still vivid, the warmth of the hands is still in his heart, and the warm power that pulled himself out of the cold vortex of indifference and isolation, he seems to be able to feel it.

The clarity of each warm memory, these beautiful feelings, and the thoughts of those friends and partners who stretched out their hands to him, the more profound they became, and the more intense the despair and pain that this longing could no longer be realized,

He tried to clench his fists, trying to use the pain to alleviate the desperate pain from the bottom of his heart, but he couldn't feel anything, his nails were embedded in his palms, but he didn't hurt.

He wanted to walk and run, and in his consciousness he wanted to escape the despair and pain from the bottom of his heart by running, but he found that his body seemed to be motionless as if he did not obey the call.

Now he can't run to escape, he can't feel the pain, only the desperate pain in his heart, which is getting clearer and richer.

It turns out that I can't bear them like this......

In this darkness, there is no concept of time, I don't know how long it has been, maybe a minute, it seems to be a year, ten years, and the young man's heart, which has been completely occupied by the despair and pain in his heart, suddenly flashed a light.

A hint of emotion slowly emerged.

Originally, he had cherished those partners enough, those friends and partners who had warmth and radiated light and heat in the dark world, but after experiencing the despair at this time and never seeing each other again, he deeply understood how heavy the bond between them was.

Sometimes, after the real loss, he really realized that this friendship he thought he cherished was really more heavy than he could bear.

Then, miraculously, after this emotion was crossed, he who had been a little hysterical, struggling in despair and pain, constantly dwelling on the past, desperately trying to suppress the pain and almost losing his mind, suddenly calmed down.

At this time, perhaps, I still need to calm down......

Then, after calming down, he got used to it and began to analyze the current situation, he can't move now, he can't feel anything, there is only darkness around, but his consciousness is awake, what he can do is only analyze and analyze the current situation.

First of all, I was conscious, but I couldn't feel anything, I couldn't move, I couldn't do anything but move my eyes and fingers.

But I do exist.

In other words, I am still me, just in a state of death.

So...... What's next?

Will it continue to be in this state forever, or will it be the next time it will be crossed?

And after the analysis, a series of questions floated in Chiba's heart.

After all, no one knows the world after death, although the young man has died once, this is the second time, but he has not experienced the current situation, or in his memory, there has been no such situation.

Circumstances of the first death......

Well?

What was the first death like?

The first postmortem ......

I don't seem to have too many memories, only memories of the time when I traveled to the baby Takichiba, and this memory of infancy seems to be a little blurry.

Could it be that this is something like Meng Po soup?

After a crossing, you will forget what happened after death?

It's not right, Meng Po soup makes people completely lose the memory of their previous lives, and the memories of my two lives are very clear......

This...... What the hell is going on?

His eyes turned from side to side, and the young man tried his best to see something, but there was nothing but darkness all around, nothing at all, and naturally he couldn't see anything.

If my first time crossing, there is really the existence of the god of crossing, or some kind of power that manipulates the crossing, and needs to retain the memory of my first life, then, as a time-traveler, I am dead, and I have passed through the Hokage world, and I am already dead, and I still have the memory of the Hokage world, is there any point?

I've already failed, what's the point of keeping my consciousness and memory?

Is it just to make me miserable in this empty space?

Besides, after the death of the first life, what is the point of traveling?

There is an explanation for everything!

If it can't be explained, doesn't it become a paradox?

There's no way I'm going to cross over for no reason!

Even if there is really no special significance, there must be an explanation of the right time, place and people, and then crossing!

So now, I am dying like this, but I still have a clear consciousness, and I have not walked on the Yellow Spring Road and entered the Elysium in line with the Hokage's worldview, is it another time that the time and place are favorable?

Is there such a thing?

Both times took advantage of the right time and place, once crossed, and once came to this space, almost as if they were "not dead"?

Then, more doubts surged up in the young man's heart,

Now in his situation, he is really like "not dead", with a clear consciousness and a recognizable body, it seems that there is really no difference from "not dead".

Could it be that the next one is really going to be another ......

Through?

And a series of doubts, what he can finally explain, is this answer.

He's going to cross over again!

Only this conclusion can explain his current situation.

If he is really in a state of soul now, then, according to various theories of the afterlife, combined with his own situation, or, according to some rumors about the afterlife in the first life, wandering in the wilderness, wandering between the present world, becoming a "lonely soul and wild ghost", or going to the underworld to determine the merits and demerits, and deciding to be reincarnated, and then failing to do so, it is to go to heaven or go to hell.

Either that, according to the second life, after death, go to the Yellow Springs and enter Bliss.

Or, it's to experience all kinds of myths, film and television works, and all kinds of dead worlds.

He couldn't imagine anything else.

The only plausible explanation for the rest is that this is a transit station before another crossing.

"Click!"

However, at this moment, the moment the word "crossing" flashed in his mind, and on his left shoulder, there was a sudden cracking sound, and a kind of refusal to have sex that almost made him scream suddenly rushed up!

It hurts!

Almost subconsciously, he looked over his left shoulder.

Suddenly, his eyes widened, and a look of horror immediately appeared on his face.

And in his eyes, his left shoulder, I don't know when, has already raised a sculptural version of the color of the human face, the eyebrows are lifelike, but it looks extremely familiar!

This is!

How!

It was as if the pain of the pain nerve stimulated all his feelings, but at this moment, he was dumbfounded, the pain on his face was intertwined and condensed, and his heart was already shocked and speechless!

And at this moment, the originally pitch-black environment suddenly brightened.

A blinding light burst out from his front, instantly obscuring everything in his eyes.

In an instant, there was only a dazzling light in front of him, and everything else was covered by the light!