On November 16th, at 18 o'clock in the afternoon, the sky had darkened, and it was still drizzling, there was no light, and the lights upstairs in Xia Qing's house were turned on, which was a question that Ning Jing and Lin Jiajia had been wondering, why did the aunt always turn on all the lights until it was dark, and later learned that it turned out that Xia Qing was afraid of the dark, so the lights in each room had to be turned on at night.

Tranquility suddenly remembered that during the evening self-study in high school, there was a sudden power outage, Xia Qing screamed "wow" like a child, and hugged her, thinking that she was just joking, but she didn't expect that she was really afraid of the dark.

Xia Qing and Lin Jiajia were still looking at the happy boy and were excited, both of them were grabbing Tranquility's mobile phone to vote for the person they liked, Xia Qing even mobilized her younger brother to call people to vote, and asked others to borrow mobile phones when they saw people, the purpose was to vote.

"Xia Qing, do you really want to go abroad on vacation?" Ning Jing asked suddenly, maybe she hadn't thought about it herself, and she didn't know how to face this mother, who was usually just a phone greeting and rarely seen, she just smiled back and didn't answer.

"Qingqing, you still don't want to go! America may not be good!" said the aunt loudly in another room.

Xia Qing turned his head to look in her direction, his face full of doubts, "Why don't you want me to go?" ”

"You, don't call him that, let's get along with your father, he actually loves you very much. "Auntie is in charge of his father's defense.

Suddenly, Xia Qing seemed to be interested, got up from the sofa, and walked towards Auntie's room, Auntie was tidying up her clothes on the bed, she also sat down on the edge of the bed, looked at Auntie with a serious face and asked, "Do you know what happened to my parents? It was my dad who was sorry for her at the beginning, right?"

The aunt looked at her with a very painful look, looked at her for two minutes, and suddenly sighed: "Hey, child, there are some things that are not right or wrong, only who does not know how to cherish them! You must remember that it is not easy for your father to come so far." ”

Maybe Xia Qing is also contradictory in her heart, she sometimes doesn't know whether she is right or wrong, she has never gotten along well with that person for so many years, and she has spent it all in bickering.

She walked to the window, opened the closed curtains, and looked at the starlight of the night outside, and a whole feeling welled up in her heart.

The years are always like this, everyone has their own unspeakable, life two words, always cold and warm.

When the winter wind blows the windowsill, when the flowers bloom into shadows, when the dream of early winter is awakened by the coolness of deep winter, when the time of the year is about to cool down, I am still standing in an old time, every plot, every story, is the background color of life, I am with the story, by the winter wind through the intestines, slowly folded into twilight.

"Hahaha" Lin Jiajia's laughter crossed the whole house, and she felt that she could fight with the Tianshan Tong in "Dragon Babu".

The frightened Xia Qing ran out of the room in a marathon, watching Lin Jiajia sitting on the sofa watching TV and bending over with a smile.

"What are you smoking? This laughter is too exaggerated, isn't it? What do I think I'm doing?" Xia Qing asked, looking at her.

She smiled and said, "Wei Chen, my idol is out, I'm a little excited. ”

Tranquility shook her head helplessly, stood up and said, "I'm going home, you two continue to be fannyomaniacs!"

"Just sleep here, go together tomorrow morning, I will send you to Huaguoyuan, and I will go to Guida from Huaxi Avenue, and I will stop by the way." Xia Qing pulled her and said.

She nodded and said, "It seems like this, I'm walking cold and raining now, and I'm waiting for the bus, why don't I take the car early." ”

Xia Qing gently pressed the remote control board, and the TV turned off in an instant, turning into a black silver screen.

"Ahh

"We went upstairs to talk and didn't look at it. Xia Qing pointed in the direction of the staircase, thinking the opposite anyway, it's not my idol now, so it doesn't matter if you don't look at it.

Lin Jiajia reluctantly followed the two of them upstairs, looking reluctant, and curled her mouth.

Lin Jiajia and Xia Qing both took off their shoes, jumped and sat on the bed, in front of the quiet window, opening the window, it was cold all day, she couldn't help but hug her hands.

Looking at the hazy and blurred light in the distance in the drizzle outside, she felt a little emotional, feeling that this time was gone, feeling the lost beauty in this time, and feeling the bits and pieces that had been.

A woman in high heels downstairs, holding a red dazzling umbrella, accompanied by the rhythmic sound of high heels, walked in this hazy night, looking at the back a little lonely, she couldn't help but poke her head out and take a few more looks.

"What are you looking at?"

Xia Qing walked over, and as she looked in the direction of her eyes, she also saw the back of the umbrella at a glance.

"She's back again," Xia Qing said lightly.

"You know her?"

Tranquility looked at her a little surprised and asked, as if she also wanted to get to know this person.

"Neighbors, occasionally, but she's a wonderful woman, and now she's back from work, and she's from work so late every day, and she's never heard a word of her complain. ”

After hearing Xia Qing finish speaking, Ning Jing admired such a person very much from her heart, and there were different eyes in her eyes, she thought in her heart that one day she would become such an excellent person, and change all the dissatisfaction through her own efforts.

What Lin Xiaoxiao said to her has always been pressed in her heart, no one can know, and she is unwilling to talk to anyone.

Maybe she is right, she has no reason to like someone now, because she will only drag others down, and loving someone is to give him better, and now the one who is more suitable for Han Chen may be Lin Xiaoxiao, but in the future, she hopes that she can surpass and not become the vulnerable person in Lin Xiaoxiao's eyes.

"Xia Qing, do you have high heels?" she asked, standing in front of the window and turning around.

"Yes, there are several pairs in the shoe closet, what do you want to do?"

After speaking, she reacted, the state of tranquility was not right, and a different sharp aura was revealed from her eyes, like a devil's fierce eyes.

"I want to try wearing high heels" She never wears high heels, and when her colleagues in the dormitory asked her to buy them, she kept saying that she didn't have anything to do with them.

Yes, she always thought that she was incompatible with high heels, her constellation, and she would never wear high heels for the rest of her life, so her shoes were all the same, sneakers, flats, and canvas shoes, because she thought that she had a temperament without wearing high heels, and that was hers.

But at this moment, she suddenly wanted to wear it, not because of her temperament, nor because she was good-looking, but because she wanted to challenge her impossibility and try what she didn't dare to have.

Lin Xiaoxiao's domineering appearance towards her was the power that sprouted in her heart.

She suddenly sang a lyric from Mayday's "Stubborn": "I'm not afraid of thousands of people blocking me, I'm only afraid of surrendering." ”

"The direction against the wind is more suitable for flying"

"Me and my last stubbornness, clenched our hands and never let go, the next stop is not heaven, even if we are disappointed, we can't despair"

Hearing her singing, Lin Jiajia and Xia Qing also sang along, and the whole house was full of singing.

The aunt looked up at the room downstairs, and a happy smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

Sometimes our biggest enemy is either someone else or ourselves, and she silently encourages herself in her heart.