Chapter 319: Cher's Final Farewell
"Why care about other people's opinions, tranquility is a person's maturity, you will always be the wind chime in my heart, whether you have amnesia or not, I will never give up on you. β
Although Wang Yirou's words are very heartwarming, I already have a Zuo Mi, and I can't betray her unless she rejects me personally.
I took Wang Yirou's hand and whispered: "Sister Rourou, I know you are good to me, unless Zuo Mi tells me in person that she doesn't like me anymore, if there is a good boy who is good to you, you can consider it." β
"No, I'm different from other girls, I'm not a material woman, I'm Wang Yirou's thing, few people can pull it back, if it's really like you said, one day there is a boy who is good to me, and I like her very much, then I will cherish it very much." β
The last cigarette was already burned, and I got up and said to Wang Yiju, "You will meet it." β
Turning to leave, Wang Yirou looked at my back blankly, at a loss.
After returning home, Xiaoyu had already left, and Zuo Mi slept in the living room, dressed so revealingly, didn't this tempt me? Still overcame reason, I covered Zuo Mi with a towel, afraid that she would catch a cold, so I turned on the computer on the living room table by myself, preparing for tonight's plan.
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"Mom, don't worry, the police didn't embarrass me, do they dare? Zuo Mi has been avoiding me for the past two days, and the door won't come out, and the half-cripple has been scared by me, and he can't come out of the house, so I have a chance to have them look good. Zhang Yunhai said on the phone.
Zhou Fuqin was a little worried, whether his son would go too far by doing this, feelings need to be cultivated, his son will only make Zuo Mi more and more annoying, the twisted melon is not sweet, and I am afraid it will be too late if something goes wrong.
"Son, hurry up and apologize to Zuo Mi, ask for her forgiveness, look at what you did, you think that Zuo Mi will be able to get along with you in this way, you are too naΓ―ve, listen to your mother, hurry up and apologize. Zhou Fuqin said solemnly.
Zhang Yunhai was confused when he heard it, Mom, what's wrong, let me apologize to Zuo Mi, apologize, I didn't do anything wrong, if I don't force it, I will never get Zuo Mi.
"Mom, make no mistake, everything has been done so and let me apologize?" Zhang Yunhai questioned.
"If you want to go, you will go, what are you doing so much, do you think Jin Wenhui and the others are easy to provoke, apologize and hurry back to Chongqing, otherwise you are likely to be in danger, do as I say, so be it, I'll tell you when I come back." β
Zhang Yunhai thinks that since he has done this, there is no turning back from the bow, only to persevere, and really do Zuo Mi, I am afraid that she will not obey me, and I have coveted Zuo Mi's body for a long time, let me leave Chengdu, what are you kidding, since Zuo Mi does not come out, then force her to come out, there is always a way.
I went downstairs to the hardware store to buy a wrench, and also went to the fire shop to buy an electrified flashlight, ready these things I quietly returned, I was afraid that Zuo Mi knew that I bought these things, fortunately, Zuo Mi slept very soundly, I hid these two tools and continued to get the computer as if nothing happened, I took out my bag and ran out of cigarettes, ready to go downstairs to buy cigarettes, maybe the movement was a little big, and woke Zuo Mi up.
"What are you doing?" said Zuo Mi, looking at me.
"Go downstairs and buy a pack of cigarettes, are you sleeping for a while?"
"Can you stop smoking, that thing is not good for your health, go out with me for a walk, it's a little stuffy in the house." Zuo Mi suggested.
"Okay, let's go. β
"Wait a minute, I'll touch up my makeup. β
Damn, women are in trouble, go out to breathe and put on makeup, I can't say anything, it took half an hour to get it done, but Zuo Mi's makeup technique is very good, so it looks really beautiful.
"What are you staring at me? Hey, didn't I attract you today? β
I glanced at Zuo Mi: "I see you every day, it's all like that, and there is a saying that today is the most beautiful."
Zuo Mi began to be unhappy. I then added, "It's a good day, it's fresh." β
Zuo Mi smiled again, it was really fickle.
Came to the familiar place of Nanhu Park again, I held hands with Zuo Mi, what kind of high heels does this girl wear, I don't match when I stand next to her, I am taller than me, attracting the eyes of many visitors who come to visit, Zuo Mi saw some clues, and took off her shoes directly.
"You're not afraid of nails pricking you? "I don't have a good airway.
"Husband, isn't this for your sake, let's go to the pavilion in front and sit for a while, I'm a little tired. Zuo Mi suggested.
Fortunately, I bought two bottles of Baisui Mountain, probably because I was thirsty, and this girl drank half a bottle in one go.
"Alas, I'm tired to death, I guess I didn't sleep well, my back hurts, and my husband rubbed me. β
"Go back and rub it, there are so many people here looking at it, what does it look like?"
"Yes, husband, the scenery here is so beautiful, the clear lake, the fresh air, and a little brother next to it, there is a sense of security by your side. Zuo Mi said sweetly.
"Wife, let me ask you a question, if one day I leave and I am not by your side, how will you react?" I said tentatively, to see how Zuo Mi would react, because tonight is likely to die.
"Why do you ask that, I don't allow you to leave me, if you dare to leave me, I won't break your legs, if you are really gone, I don't want to live anymore, what's the point of the world without you, husband, are you ......"
I interrupted Zuo Mi's words: "Fool, how could I leave you, we are husband and wife, we want to be together for the rest of our lives, and we will never leave." β
Zuomi leaned on my shoulder, it was sweet.
After dinner in the evening, I accompanied Zuo Mi to watch TV in the living room, I poured two glasses of red wine, put a sleeping pill in Zuo Mi's cup, Zuo Mi also asked me why I was so Yaxing to drink red wine, I teased her to drink red wine to nourish her face, and after a while she fell asleep in my arms, I hugged Zuo Mi on the bed, and it was not too early to see that time, so I changed into yesterday's clothes, brought tools, and squatted for a while.
Until ten o'clock in the evening, in the basement, I saw Zhang Yunhai's car, I can't start here, Zhang Yunhai is drunk, a scantily clad woman is helping Zhang Yunhai, this guy is eating the bowl and looking at the pot, no, someone is not good to start next to him, forget it, go back first, and slowly look for opportunities.
After returning home, Zuo Mi slept soundly, I took off my equipment, and now I can't sleep, it's only ten o'clock, and I go downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes.
Fortunately, the Wudongfeng supermarket is open.
"Liqun two packs, how much is it?"
"$22. The middle-aged aunt said.
"Scan WeChat. β
"I'll do it. β
I saw who it was, it turned out to be Cher, why was she here.
"What's wrong, you don't know me?" said Cher with a smile.
I said happily, "No, no, why are you here?" β
"Of course I'm looking for you, I've been here for a while, you didn't answer your call, I guess you have something, I'm waiting for you here, I bought a bottle of mineral water when I was thirsty, and I ran into you. β
I said to the middle-aged aunt, "How much is it?"
"26 yuan. β
Cher and I walked along this path, it was quite quiet here, I guess something was looking for me, I was waiting for Cher to speak.
"Brother Wind Chime, to be honest, I really envy Sister Zuo. Cher finally spoke.
"Why do you say that?"
"Brother Feng Chime likes mature women, Sister Zuo gave me the impression that she had a little red lips on her face, and her expression was shy and shy. The delicate place is like a pink peach petal, and the demeanor has a graceful posture. There is some maintenance, some temperament, a little connotation, a little wisdom, a piece of love, a broad mind and a woman's instinctive love. Such a woman will never grow old and will always be beautiful. "Xue'er is like reciting ancient poems, too literary.
I couldn't help but say: "Xue'er, I found that you are quite literate, Zuo Mi is not as good as you say, too lazy to die, has a strange temper, and especially likes to tease me." β
"But even so, you still like her so much, they all say that a woman is a flower, some women are like daffodils, such a woman is suitable for marrying home and putting it at home, she is not public, nor delicate; she is very at ease in a small environment, and is willing to not necessarily bloom a landscape, Sister Zuo is too suitable. β
Although Xue'er is very happy, I can see that I am still a little unwilling in my heart, I can't feel that kind of youthful pure love, and I blame myself for not cherishing it, as for what it was like before the amnesia, I don't remember much, and now I feel a little guilty about Xue'er.
"Cher, what kind of person was I before I lost my memory? Can you tell me?"
"I'll use a paragraph to make it easy for you, I don't envy other people's smiles, because I know that they are the same as me, there are unknown sourness behind them, I don't envy other people's wealth, because I know that the price he pays, the unfinished work, the unspeakable happiness, I don't envy the chic of others, because I know that those superficial looks like light, there must be behind, forced to endure the loneliness, I don't envy those who don't need to work, there is money to spend, someone to support, because I know, when you reach out to ask for money, you have to look at people's faces, when you are wronged and neglected, you have to swallow your anger, we don't envy others, we are also the scenery, we don't have to rely on othersWhen you choose to work, don't complain about happiness, when you choose laziness, you have to accept poverty, when you rely on others, you have to look at people's faces, God is fair, you get at the same time, there will be losses, you lose at the same time, you must also gain, walk on the road of life, don't expect others to help you, rely on your parents, parents will also get old, rely on others, never be productive, we can rely on ourselves, dear ourselves, rely on ourselves, in order to withstand the wind and rain, rely on ourselves, in order to solve problems, only by ourselves, in order to speak hard, do things domineeringly, in order to muster up courage, without losing the backbone. Cher burst into tears after saying that, which made me a little overwhelmed, what does this mean.
Xue'er continued: "Brother Wind Chime, this was originally a letter I wrote to you, I thought about it for a long time and it would be better to tell you in person, this is the impression in my mind before the amnesia, it's cool." Cher held back tears.
"Cher, what do you want to say?"
"I'm leaving this city and going to a far away place, but I still can't bear you, I can't forget the bits and pieces of our past, I really can't forget it, I can't forget it. Cher squatted on the ground and cried, which made me feel very distressed to watch.
I hugged Cher and whispered, "Will we meet again?"
"I don't know, maybe it's possible, maybe it's impossible, I just can't bear you, this time I muster up the courage to say goodbye to you, I hate you, I hate you for leaving a seed in my heart, which can no longer be erased. β
"Cher, I think we will meet, let me send you a word, I hope you can remember, and count me as the compensation for you before I lose my memory, this is the best era, but also the worst era, this is an age of wisdom, but also an age of stupidity, between cowardice and recklessness is bravery, between laziness and greed can be enterprising, between inferiority and pride to find humility, quarrel and flattery to get friendship, keep in touch, don't change the phone, as long as you want, we will meet, I think the next time we meet, we will be very good friendsγ β
Xue'er stood up and said, "Thank you, Brother Wind Chime, and wish you eternal happiness." β
Cher ran away and slowly disappeared from my vision......