The next day, Xia Nuanxin opened her eyes, got up from the bed, and saw that only she and her brother were on this floor. And the younger brother covered the quilt, and the quilt was messy, Xia Nuanxin gently pulled the quilt for Xia Ying and went downstairs.

"Grandparents and grandparents, you woke up so early!" Xia Nuanxin said with a smile on her face, and when she entered the kitchen, she saw that the two elders were cooking. I asked, and then went outside to take a look.

"Why do you get up so early? Your parents went to the relative's house over there, and they said they would come back in the evening. Xia Nuanxin's grandmother was figuring the water in the pot, and she said something when she saw that she was looking for someone.

"Oh, Grandma, don't leave me food, I might have to go out for a while. Xia Nuanxin said and walked down, without looking at her grandmother's expression.

"Eh, what's the matter before you finish eating?" Xia warm-hearted grandmother put down the work in her hand and prepared to follow.

"What's your name, you're such a big person, and you don't know how to eat like a child. If she wants to go out, let her out, and when she comes back, it doesn't look like the city anyway. Hmph!" said the man sitting on the side of the fire.

Xia Nuanxin also heard it, and these words kept echoing in her mind. And they said this to her alone, if it were a boy or their grandson, they would chase them and feed them. It turned out that she was sad, cried, and told her grandparents, but her grandparents replied to her: "They are like this, if you want to eat, you can serve them yourself, and don't care about them." ”

Later, she learned that this reason was patriarchal, why should there be such patriarchal people in peacetime. But knowing the reason, she didn't make a fuss.

She didn't stop and climbed up the mountain. She glanced at it, sighed, and said, "Well, it's good that they didn't bury you too high, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to climb up." ”

After saying that, he climbed up again, and when he went to the grave, he said that he would go in the morning, and he would not be able to go in the afternoon. So Xia Nuanxin was not afraid of being tired and continued to drag her disabled leg up.

There are two graves, one of which contains an old woman, and the other a little girl. The two people went to another place and lived their lives.

Xia Nuanxin walked to the little girl's grave first, bowed, and then climbed up and knelt in front of the old grandmother's grave. After kneeling for about 1 minute, Xia Nuanxin spoke: "Grandma, do you still know me? I am Xia Nuanxin, the person who kowtowed to you two years ago." ”

While Xia Nuanxin was talking, a boy also climbed onto this place. He was about to go to burn paper and wax for his grandmother, when he heard the voice and listened. Look left and right, just hide next to the tree behind you.

"Grandma, you must be very happy up there!" Xia Nuanxin paused and continued: "I didn't speak to you the first two times, I just looked at your grave and thought of the little boy who was slapped by me. I've always felt guilty about him, but I can't find him, too, how could he come to me? I'm just a small role in his life, I have my life, he should have his life!"

Xia Nuanxin paused again, as if recalling that period of the past. Ye Ling also looked at her who was kneeling there in surprise, and also recalled the past and smiled.

"His life must be very good, and my life is terrible, can you always do me a favor?"

Xia Nuanxin said this, turned his head to look at the grave that he had bowed just now, and said, "Can you help me take care of this fool, fool? Although she is stupid, she has saved my life, and she has also made me suffer this boring life that is about to explode." ”

Xia Nuanxin stood up, pulled the grass on the grave in front of her, and said as she plucked it: "You stupid son! Do we have a good heart? Or can you feel my mood? If I die a minute late, I will be able to go out." When I go out, I'll be able to get into the same dirt as you are now. ”

Yeling wanted to rush to her and ask why, but he didn't want to scare the one who slapped him. I didn't want the girl to apologize for giving herself a gift, so I put up with it.

"That day, I remembered all the misfortunes, and I felt that only my grandparents in the world cared about me, and even my parents who gave birth to me hated me. I just thought about suicide, anyway, my grandparents can't stay with me for long. But your death made your grandparents faint, do you think you are stupid!"

As if the sky was answering her question, the wind swept by. The grass that Xia Nuanxin pulled out flew around for a while and then stopped, Xia Nuanxin looked at the grave and shook his head, and continued to pull it without caring about the grass.

"Are you blaming me? You stupid bastard, no one even proves how you died, are you stupid? Oh, you're only 5 years old when you walk, just like me! 8 years old in the big class! I also fell in the junior class, why didn't you fall to my death that time! Don't you need to study, don't worry about this and that!"

Xia Nuanxin sat down after pulling it out and didn't care whether it was dirty or not, and said: "However, I don't seem to be as lucky as you, I have the same disease, you are my psychological comfort, but you also left me and left." Why are you blaming me now? I have no choice but to be at peace with what I have come for now. It's no fun to be alive anymore. ”

Xia Nuanxin looked at the grass that was blown by the wind again, and shook his head and stood up: "So I'm here to tell you and my grandmother today, let me die quickly." I'm going to stay with you there. You'll be able to ......."

After saying a lot of words, Xia Nuan's tears also came out, she looked at the sky and said: "Heh! It's a lie in the novel, obviously looking at the sky, I don't close my eyes, why do tears still flow out." I don't want to shed tears in front of you, I've told you everything about your absence, you and your grandmother are buried in the ground, and you also bury my words that you don't want others to hear in the ground!"

"I should also tell you that I know that I live in this world only for a famous saying, and that famous saying is 'what comes is at peace', I know that this famous saying was said by my ancestors, but for me. I feel like I've given up on everything. ”

Xia Nuanxin took a few steps back, ignoring the tears on her face, and a smile withdrew from the corner of her mouth and said, "It's time to go, I will have time to see you in the future." ”

Then Xia Nuanxin ran down, she was afraid that she would want to cry after seeing the two graves. He also forgot the grass he had pulled out, threw it there and ran away. A person also quietly walked out of the woods, walked to the place where she was standing just now, glanced at the grave behind her, turned her head to look at the grave in front of her, and said in silence for a while: "Grandma, Ling'er has come to see you again." I miss you a lot, and I think about the girl I bought you with that wreath when you died. ”