Chapter 31: Letter to Mother

Jingye and Bai Qi saw the line of words in the sky at the same time:

[On paper, I finally feel shallow, and I never know that I have to bow to it]

After reading the first line of words, it immediately disappeared, and the next line of words ushered in.

[In order to allow both parties to gain deeper insights and experiences, the two will merge into one in parallel space and become the protagonists]

[Random Theater: Autumn Nostalgia + Winter Has Arrived]

【Random Theme: Family】

[Random setting: Disability]

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Square.

At the crack of dawn.

A thick haze enveloped the town.

Thirty-one crows try to break through the fog and find the night.

A cool breeze blew, and skateboards, skates, and skates were nowhere to be seen.

The square dances of the aunts are more enthusiastic, and the kites drawn by the running children are also hanging more and more.

The little boy in a wheelchair held a urine bag and poop bag on his stomach with trembling hands, his eyes were lowered, his cheeks were slightly hot, but he was helpless.

He had no intention of nostalgia for the scene, and the laughter in his ears became noise.

At the moment, he just wants to go home.

It's just, why hasn't that woman come yet?

Bai Ye raised his head and looked around urgently, and a middle-aged woman with a bloated figure and hoop legs came into view.

The moment he saw his mother, Bai Ye's eyes were full of excitement, hope, and excitement.

But at the same time it brings more anger, anger.

"Why are you only here now?" Bai Ye reddened and roared, "How long has it been since you said you would come to me in a while?"

Since the disability, Bai Ye's mood has been very low, anxious, and pessimistic.

"I'm sorry, I won't be late next time, I won't be late next time...... I've just brought back a piece of clothing from home, do you want to put it on now?"

She chattered, like an old woman, so angry that she yelled "I want to go home" in the white night, she stopped talking, and hurriedly pushed her wheelchair to rush home.

……

The square is close to White Nights' home.

Or rather, White Night's home is very close to the square.

Therefore, the square has become a place where Bai Ye comes out every day to relax.

"Daddy, come and help. ”

When she returned home, she hurriedly changed Bai Ye's diaper bag and poop bag, and she couldn't take care of it alone, so she beckoned her father to come over too.

After the change, my father returned to the computer desk.

My father didn't play much with the computer, and when he turned on the computer, he played landlord fighting, but this time, he opened QQ.

Maybe I feel outdated and want to keep up with the trend of the times, so I didn't feel at ease in the white night.

Bai Ye didn't think much about it, sitting quietly in a wheelchair, looking out the window, thinking that children of the same age were all in high school, and he was at home, not knowing what a day like this was.

Look next to me, the little brother who has just turned three is lying on the foam board and pushing the toy car, smiling happily, it is an excavator that looks infinitely powerful.

Looking at the desk again, my little sister who has just entered kindergarten is doing her homework.

Although it has been almost a year since one plus one did not know what the value is, her mother still took the trouble to teach her that one plus one equals two, how many fingers and one finger are?

After the lesson, the anxious father took his mother's hand and walked into the room, worrying about something he didn't want the children to know.

Bai Ye knew that his father used to work in a tannery, but it didn't take long for the factory to close down, and he didn't get a dime out of the money he earned for a few months, and all of it was all wasted, so it is estimated that the two of them are talking about finding a job, right?

Therefore, I did not go in peace.

A few days later, my mother's hair turned gray again.

But she lost a lot of weight and lost more than a dozen pounds, Bai Ye felt that this should be the result of exercising her body, and she didn't feel at ease.

In the past few days, my mother often said in the ears of Bai Ye that "life is better than anything", "nothing to go out and walk more", "to see the scenery outside", she has always disliked traveling, and even generously once, saying that the whole family should go to the Great Wall and the Forbidden City once.

Bai Ye laughed at himself: "I can't go, there are steps on the Great Wall, it's too troublesome, and there are still many people." ”

"Go ahead. ”

"Don't go. ”

"Go and come back, don't bother, your dad and I are watching you. ”

"If I don't go, I won't go. ”

"Really?"

Bai Ye had no patience to answer, so he simply fell silent.

She understands that silence is not a promise, nor is it too lazy to speak, but seeing a bunch of people walking faster than him, Bai Ye's heart is unbalanced.

"So, what do you want to eat? snacks, fruits, fish, shrimp? You say, I'll buy it for you. She asked, hunched over, her face haggard.

"Nothing to eat, no appetite. ”

"Then I'll buy some, I'll buy it back, you pick it yourself. ”

With that, she went out.

My father followed, and later my father returned.

But she,

Never came back.

……

Bai Ye thought it was a tour, but he still didn't care.

A few days later, she still hasn't returned.

Bai Ye was a little suspicious, but he could ask his father, but his father shouldn't, and if he asked the sky, the sky would not work.

Until one day, when playing with the computer in the white night, I found that my father's QQ forgot to return.

When he wanted to get rid of QQ, a message came from a friend on a list.

This made him can't help but click on it, and there is a chat between his father and that friend a few days ago.

That friend talked a lot, saying how high the salary is now, how good the living conditions are, and what old friends need help with, come to me as soon as possible, and so on.

The father replied:

The child is sick, can you help me?

……

The rich friend didn't reply.

It's cold.

……

In the blink of an eye.

The cold wind is howling, and the leaves are falling in autumn.

Now if I want to go to the square, my sister pushes me to go.

I remember the last time I was here, there was also wind, but the temperature was different.

And the fog is gone.

The children running in front of them are running faster.

Only two old people who walked by him were as slow as himself.

You can also see the old man holding the hand of the old woman, romantic, happy, sweet, and loving.

The old man held his hand and leaned on his crutches, and sighed, "I didn't expect this square to be so big. ”

It was just an unintentional sigh, but it suddenly reminded Bai Ye of something.

Yes, this square is so big, how many anxious roads the mother has walked to find her son in it.

For the first time in many years, Bai Ye realized that not only were his ruts everywhere in this square, but also his mother's footprints where he had ruts.

……

A year later.

The father found a stepmother.

The younger brother fell in love with Transformers.

My sister's academic performance is still so poor.

And the mother's grave is overgrown with unknown wildflowers.

is like my mother's life, obscure, submissive, and allowed to blow and rain.

tentatively

Let's call it the Mother Flower.

……

It's just that this stepmother has a bad temper.

My sister's academic performance is poor, and I don't know how much one plus one is equal for more than a year.

The stepmother thinks she's a fool.

In addition, my stepmother is pregnant, so I don't like my sister even more.

Once my sister happily came back with a zero-score exam paper, but her stepmother dropped her skirt and was beaten badly.

My sister was crying.

White Night in a wheelchair watched from the side.

"Whoa, whoa...... Brother save me!"

It's just that the white night is also small, and when you see adults going crazy like the devil, you can only watch the white night.

He didn't dare to save it.

If you save it, you may also be beaten badly.

In comparison, he suddenly remembered his mother's goodness.

And when he thought of his sister's grades, he also began to wonder if there was something wrong with his sister's brain.

But despite this, my sister's nature is not bad.

My sister doesn't hold grudges, she still pushes a wheelchair every day, and she takes the trouble to accompany Bai Qi to the square to relax.

However, the good times were short-lived.