Chapter 064: Don't Hate Yourself to Death

When she returned to the villa after work, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, there was no taste at all, after taking a bath, Luo Yiyi climbed into bed, now she felt so tired, physically and mentally exhausted, she just wanted to sleep in the dark, and it was best that the sun never rose the next day.

When she was sleeping in a daze, the mobile phone under the pillow suddenly rang, and she took out her mobile phone without delaying for a second to take a look, and the caller ID was indeed Jing Zhichen's name.

Jing Zhichen hadn't called her for three days, and in the past three days, Luo Yiyi's inexplicable fear in her heart has accumulated more and more, making her unable to ignore it, so that she can't calm down when she asks her to do anything, and she can't even sleep peacefully, and is always in a state of half-asleep.

Luo Yiyi didn't understand why she was like this, even if Luo Jingnan sent her to the United States alone six years ago, she had never felt so uneasy and fearful, just like she was floating on the endless sea in a lonely boat, and suddenly she couldn't find anyone or anything to rely on and save her.

Tonight, she put the mobile phone she had lost far away under her pillow, as if the mobile phone under the pillow was her sleeping pill, but with the mobile phone on her pillow, she still slept in a mess, and all kinds of strange things ran into her dreams, making her sleep uncomfortable every second.

"Wandering..."

Jing Zhichen's low and hoarse voice came from the mobile phone, with a thick longing and temperature, which made Luo Yiyi's eyes wet suddenly at a loss.

"Jing Zhichen..."

Three words, even Luo Yiyi himself didn't know what kind of lingering compassion, gentle and gentle, such a voice, hearing Jing Zhichen on the other end of the phone, his heart trembled, and the cells in his body tensed.

With a chuckle, the curvature of the corners of Jing Zhichen's mouth was very deep and very high.

It's been three days, and he originally thought that he could wait until Luo Yiyi took the initiative to call him and tell him that she missed him so much and hoped that he could return to her side soon.

In the past three days, he just wanted to prove to himself, to prove that Luo Yiyi loved him, cared about him, and missed him.

But no, it seems that he has been constantly around Luo Yiyi from the beginning, Luo Yiyi has never taken the initiative to do anything, even a smile, a phone call Luo Yiyi has never taken the initiative to give him.

He originally thought that he could wait any longer, wait for the result he wanted, but his fingers pressed Luo Yiyi's number unobediently, and then all his thoughts poured out uncontrollably, regardless of it, at this moment, Jing Zhichen only wanted Luo Yiyi to know that he loved her, he loved her very much, and let her know how much he missed her in the half month of separation.

It's just that the moment he heard Luo Yiyi's voice, Jing Zhichen understood that not only did he think about Luo Yiyi, but Luo Yiyi was also thinking about her strongly, because he heard a strong taste of affection from her voice.

Jing Zhichen was suddenly relieved, because a woman like Luo Yiyi, who is as cold as water, if she doesn't love to the extreme, how can she easily say some lingering love words to him, her feelings must be buried very deep, until it overflows, she will tell you.

Since she doesn't want to say it, let him say it.

"You slept. ”

"Hmm. "For no reason, at this moment, Luo Yiyi just wants to take off all the pretense and hatred and let herself be a little woman obediently.

"Did I wake you up?"

"No, I'm not asleep. ”

"Are you thinking about me, so you can't sleep?" Jing Zhichen's voice was full of expectant pleasure.

Luo Yiyi's nose couldn't help but sour, and the words of longing blurted out, "Yes, Jing Zhichen, I miss you, when will you come back?"

Jing Zhichen's heartstrings trembled slightly, he didn't expect that the words of such a strong longing would come out of Luo Yiyi's mouth so directly, without a trace of concealment.

"In three days, I'll be back to you in three days. ”

"Three days is a long time, Jing Zhichen, I don't want to wait another three days. Suddenly, it was like being coquettish and willful in front of Luo Jingnan when he was a child, for the first time, Luo Yiyi became willful in front of Jing Zhichen.

Jing Zhichen chuckled, his whole heart suddenly softened, and he agreed without hesitation, "Okay, I know, you wait for me." ”

Luo Yiyi listened to Jing Zhichen's low, powerful and hoarse voice, as if a warm current was injected into her heart in an instant, making her whole heart settle down steadily.

"Jing Zhichen, why are you so good to me?"

"Fool, because you are my woman, the woman I love. ”

Yes, apart from Jing Zhichen's love for her, what reason can she find to explain why Jing Zhichen is so good to her.

However, Luo Jingnan is also so good to her, why doesn't Luo Jingnan love her?

Suddenly, the sadness in Luo Yiyi's heart surged up, and a voice clearly reminded her in her heart, "Luo Yiyi, you can't love Jing Zhichen, you can't fall in love with him." "Over and over again, hesitation spell.

"Jing Zhichen..."

The heartache was churning, like a huge wave beating Luo Yiyi's heart violently, making her can't help but curl up, even her toes are trembling.

"Manman, what's wrong with you?" Hearing Luo Yiyi's voice with a hint of trembling, Jing Zhichen suddenly tensed up, "Is it a stomachache again?"

Luo Yiyi raised his hand to cover his mouth and sneered softly, but the tears in his eyes flowed uncontrollably, full of helpless sadness.

"No, I just miss you too much. ”

Jing Zhichen was so happy, but he couldn't laugh anymore, his heart was so soft that he was sore and swollen.

"I miss you so much, wait for me, I'll go back right away. ”

Actually had a good night's sleep, the next morning Luo Yiyi was woken up by hunger, she got out of bed and went straight to the kitchen to find something to eat, sleeping in the room not far from the kitchen on the first floor, Su Ma was about to get up, heard the movement and hurriedly came to the kitchen, and saw Luo Yiyi who was looking for something to eat in the refrigerator, Su Ma smiled lovingly.

"Xiaoman, I didn't eat last night, I'm hungry. ”

Luo Yiyi looked sideways at Mama Su, who appeared at the door of the kitchen with a loving face, her heart was warm, and she nodded and said, "Yes, I'm so hungry, Mama Su, can you get me something to eat now?"

"Okay, well, I'm afraid you don't want to eat. After almost a month of getting along, Su Ma already knows that Luo Yiyi is actually a cold-faced but hot-hearted girl, and she is very polite and respectful to them, and she never dictates to them, seemingly indifferent, but she is easier to get close to than many people.

Luo Yiyi smiled and didn't say anything, just stood quietly in a corner and watched Su Ma quickly help her fry eggs, boil noodles, and warm milk, everything seemed simple, but Luo Yiyi knew that Su Ma was actually happy to do it with her heart.

In just ten minutes, a bowl of hot eggs, tomato noodles and milk was served on the table, Luo Yiyi came to the table and sat down, but when she took a sip of the milk, her empty stomach was churning, and the discomfort suddenly surged from her stomach to her chest and directly to her throat.

Luo Yiyi stroked his mouth and tried to keep the mouthful of milk he drank just now from spitting in the restaurant, got up and rushed to the bathroom.

Seeing this, Su Ma immediately followed, and said anxiously, "Xiaoman, what's wrong with you?"

Luo Yiyi squatted by the toilet and couldn't stop vomiting, but there was nothing in his stomach, and after a while of retching, he vomited out all the yellow bile.

Su Ma carefully patted Luo Yiyi's back from behind, looking at her suddenly a little pale little face, happy and worried.

After spitting out all the bile, Luo Yiyi finally stopped throwing up, and her chest felt better, Su Ma brought a glass of water to Luo Yiyi to rinse her mouth, and her face was still full of love and asked, "Xiaoman, what's wrong with you?"

Luo Yiyi rinsed his mouth, shook his head lightly, and said, "I don't know, maybe I'm too hungry." ”

Su Ma's thick eyebrows frowned slightly, no, how could it be this reaction when she was hungry.

"Xiaoman, have you been menstrual normally lately?"

Luo Yiyi came to the table and sat down, but she didn't taste to eat anymore, hearing Su Ma's question, she was slightly stunned, she didn't understand why Su Ma asked so, however, Su Ma has always cared about her, so she replied without thinking too much, "My menstrual affairs have always been abnormal, and I haven't come this month until now, it seems to be almost a week late." ”

When Su Ma heard this, she immediately became overjoyed, "Xiaoman, aren't you going to have it?"

Luo Yiyi suddenly looked sideways at Su Ma, who had a happy face, "What's there?"

"Kid!"

What the?!

Luo Yiyi's delicate eyebrows furrowed, and her face and eyes were full of shock and disbelief that were completely discordant with her usual indifference.

Impossible, impossible, how could she have a child, except for the first night, Jing Zhichen ejaculated or took measures every time, how could she be hit only once, and that time was still in her safe period.

However, she herself said that her menstrual affairs have never been normal.

No, no, she won't have Jing Zhichen's children, and God won't make such jokes with her.

Su Ma looked at the fear and dazedness that slowly overflowed between Luo Yiyi's eyebrows, her face was puzzled, and comforted, "Silly child, it's a good thing that you're pregnant, Mr. Jing loves you so much, I will be happy to know that you are pregnant, wait for Mr. Jing to come back another day, you hurry up and register your marriage, and it will be more like a family when you have a child." ”

Married?!children?!

Scold!

The corners of Luo Yiyi's mouth twitched, and it was full of endless bitterness and pain, and Su Ma's whole body was numb when she saw it.

"Su Ma, I don't have a home, I don't have a home..." [ban^fusheng]. Starting

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Luo Yiyi didn't know how she came to the hospital, and she didn't know how she registered to see a doctor and then did an examination, in short, the moment she got the B-ultrasound results, she suddenly felt that she was the biggest joke in the world, and God must not like her very much, so she made such a joke with her, because the B-ultrasound sheet was clearly written in black and white that she had been pregnant for four weeks and three days, that is, that time, in the safe period she thought she had won the biggest joke in the world.

I wanted to laugh, but the corners of my mouth couldn't pull out a smile anymore, only the five fingers slowly contracted and clenched into fists, the short nails sank deep into the palms, and the bright red liquid was faintly oozing, but Luo Yiyi didn't feel the pain at all.

Breathing stagnated, blood gradually coagulated, as if in an ice cellar, Luo Yiyi felt so cold and cold, so cold that she wanted to tremble.

Now, who can tell her what she is going to do, how she is going to keep herself from hating herself.

She is full of hatred for Jing Zhichen, she doesn't want to hate anyone anymore, she can't bear any more hatred, in that way, her world will even be lost, only a piece of darkness remains. Brother Adamantian of the island.

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