"So you have to do it yourself to know if it's hard or not! Your grandparents are good for you, but you always seem to be running away, can you tell me why?" Lin Miao put down the things in his hand, then pulled a rope, and looked at Xia Nuanxin, waiting for Xia Nuanxin's answer.

"I don't know why, I also want to know why. Xia Nuanxin said as she was also fiddling with these things in her hands.

Lin Miao looked at Xia Nuanxin studying so seriously, sitting so seriously, but she didn't learn these well, she seemed to know all but all of them were not proficient, what questions do you ask her, for example, if you want her to play on the computer, she can show you the direction on the computer, but if you want her to get a software, it is difficult for her to get it.

"So what are your hobbies? other than playing with the computer. That's when I learned you liked white, but it seemed like I could never see through what interests you liked. Lin Miao didn't feel embarrassed about Xia at work, but she wanted to see what hobbies she had besides computers and mobile phones.

After Xia Nuanxin heard this, she fell silent, and the movements of her hands stopped. When Lin Miao saw it, he also took the plug and said, "Is it so difficult to talk about hobbies?"

"Miao. After Xia Nuanxin saw Lin Miao pull out the plug, she also put down the things in her hand, and then sat on the stool she moved just now and said, "I don't know what my hobbies are, I may not have any hobbies!"

"Don't you even know what you like to play with?" Lin Miao roared angrily, she looked at Xia Nuanxin, who had not looked up since talking about hobbies.

"It's not that I don't have a favorite. Xia Nuanxin raised her head again, looked at Lin Miao's eyes, and said seriously, "I can never do what I like, I like to dance, but I don't let me go on stage or dance because of my feet, the students in the kindergarten have danced, but only I haven't danced." ”

Xia Nuanxin also shed tears as she spoke, she remembered everything when she was a child, she could pretend to be stupid and dance at home when she was a child, but when she grew up, she had to understand something, so she gave up dancing.

"Later, I liked mathematics very much, but I was pulled by my language, and I only scored more than 20 points in Chinese at that time, and then I attacked Chinese again, but Chinese couldn't be mentioned at all, but mathematics was lowered, and finally Chinese and mathematics were around 60 or 50 points, and a lot of books were added to junior high school. Xia Nuanxin didn't seem to be talking about herself, she seemed to be telling other people's stories, which was very simple.

"Why didn't you talk to me then?" Lin Miao said as she looked at Xia Nuanxin, and she also put down the things in her hand.

"Because we weren't in the same school! No one knew I wanted to be born again, because I was thinking that I didn't know anything, and no one really cared about me, and I was the only one who suffered what no one else had. As a result, I had that kind of thought that day, so I was ready to step out of the door and quietly commit suicide, but when one foot stepped out of the door, my grandfather answered a phone call. Xia Nuan thought and said, as if she was just playing at that time. And Lin Miao didn't say anything, but her appearance revealed the heartache of Xia Nuan's heart.

"I'm going to wait for my grandfather to answer the phone and say I'm leaving, I'm going to go out as if nothing happened, so that you won't know, because it's too painful for me to live. As a result, after my grandfather called me and said that sentence, my head collapsed. Xia Nuanxin fell silent when she said this.

"What's that?" Lin Miao didn't want to listen to half of it, although she and Xia Nuanxin were friends, but she had never fully understood Xia Nuanxin, and Xia Nuanxin had never understood her past, she wanted to break the password around the two of them when she saw the girl just now.

"Your aunt is dead, and your grandfather has fainted. Xia Nuanxin didn't learn to say it in her grandfather's voice, but it was these few words, two sentences that Lin Miaozai couldn't ask.

But Xia Nuanxin also wanted to tell her secret, that was her in the past, and she had nothing to say. So Lin Miao didn't ask, she was still saying:

"At that time, I leaned against the wall and walked to the stool, and my grandfather asked me why I didn't go out, and I said that I was afraid that after I went out, you would also go out and no one would open the door for me. Then my grandfather told me to let me be at home, he went out for a while and came back, I nodded, in the process of nodding, my head seemed to jump open, I didn't react at all, when I wanted to sense in the next second, but it didn't seem to be like that at all, I have been practicing the possibility of my head breaking down for the past few years. It was gone, and when that strength broke down, it was my clearest, clearest, and most relaxed minute, and I didn't feel like that in the back, and it was as if the weight of a mountain was pressing me down in my head. ”

"That's thinking too much and not turning a corner. After Lin Miao finished speaking, he fell silent.

Xia Nuanxin twitched the corners of her mouth and said, "Maybe!"

Xia Nuanxin also fell silent, and the room was quiet for a while, without any sound. You can hear the other person's breathing and your own breathing.

"Tell me your story!" After Xia Nuanxin's ass was tired, he saw the face on the other side that also sank and said. She knew that Lin Miao wanted to tell her her own story, but she asked her to break the beginning of the first secret story.

"I'm the owner of this shop, do you believe it?" Lin Miao raised her head and looked at Xia Nuanxin as she spoke, as if she was afraid that she wouldn't believe her words.

And Xia Nuanxin just frowned, then nodded, and someone said: "The best listener is not to follow her words more, but to make corresponding expressions." ”

Lin Miao saw her nodding, so she smiled and continued: "I don't like to make rings, and I have no hobbies, just like you." I didn't have your natural disability, but I grew up as an orphan, and when you finished wearing your favorite color, it was actually the last thing my mother bought me. ”

"Isn't your father Uncle Lin?" Xia Nuanxin went to Lin Miao's house, when Lin Miao introduced Xia Nuanxin to the only man in the family, and now Lin Miao came to tell her that the person in the family was not Lin Miao's father.

"That's the first time I've lied to you. Because I'm afraid that after you know that I don't have parents, you won't be friends with me and laugh at me, that man is a man surnamed Lin who I used money to invite when you came to my house the day before, and I don't even know what that man's name is now. Lin Miao looked at Xia Nuanxin's shocked eyes and smiled, what she was thinking now was that if Xia Nuanxin really didn't make friends with her for this lie, she could also give up her desire to make friends.

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