Chapter 040: Palpitations
"Child, Mom doesn't want you! Who said Mom doesn't want you?" After a long time, Tian Tian tried her best to calm down her surging emotions as if nothing happened.
"Then, why didn't you stay with me and watch me grow up day by day?" asked Mao Xia in confusion.
"That's, that's because there's no way. β
"What's wrong?"
"Child, you are still young, you don't understand the things of adults. β
"Mom, I'm not young anymore. I'll get it. You say. β
"Do you really want to hear it?"
"Hmm. β
"Okay, then I'll say. One day, your grandfather was sick, but the family didn't have the money to buy medicine. So, I went to the market to sell eggs, hoping to exchange some money to buy medicine for him. It was my first time going to the market, but when I was going home after selling eggs, I couldn't find my way home. When I found out that I was lost, I watched it getting darker and darker, I was anxious, scared, and just wanted to leave quickly. So, I waved a shuttle bus on the side of the road, and here we are. β
She hurriedly racked her brains to make up a nonsense and perfunctory.
"Then, why didn't my dad go with you?"
"He, he doesn't have time to dig stones in the mines. β
"So, have you thought about me all these years?"
"Yes, of course! Every day. β
"How much do you want?"
"I want to, I want to. β
"Me too. I envy those who have mothers. Mom, you know, I've seen you in my dreams at night!"
"So, what's wrong with you dreaming of me?"
"Hee-hee, I don't remember. β
"Mao Xia, let me ask you, do you like the mother in front of you, or the mother in your dreams. β
"Now, my mother in my dreams is always very vague and can't really see very clearly, and sometimes, I happily run over to hug her, but she suddenly disappears. β
"That's right. Hearing this, her heart was mixed, her throat was a little hard, and she quickly turned over and said, "Let's sleep, okay?"
"Okay. Mao Xia replied in a low voice.
In an instant, there was the sound of his even breathing, which was high and low, and he fell asleep.
However, Tian Tian couldn't sleep at all.
At this moment, she was staring at the somewhat hazy moon in the sky with her big eyes open and unblinking through the thin curtains.
Looking, watching, my mind galloped like a wild horse to that deserted mountain village many years ago.
The scenes of that day were as clear as a movie in her mind...... That scene is as if it happened yesterday.
What if you don't make it that day?
Become a peasant woman in the mountains who is muddy and smelly every day, a young woman with unkempt hair, or a "hero mother" who gives birth to babies every year, or a resentful woman who is unwilling to complain?
I shudder just thinking about it!
However, for so many years, I have been free and happy, but I have suffered for my children.
Thinking of poor Mao Xia, Tian Tian felt a deep sense of guilt, feeling that he was too cruel and ruthless, too selfish and ruthless!
Yes, I am indeed sorry for him!
Thinking of this, she looked apologetically at Mao Xia beside her, stroking his thinning hair.
Ay......
She sighed.
At that time, why wasn't it forced to be helpless?
Mao Zhu and they didn't let themselves take Mao Xia away from the swaddling clothes at all, but they used force against each other, and they had to compromise and retreat.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but worry and apprehension again.
By the way, will they, those savage mountain people, come and snatch my children with swagger and swagger like they did back then?
Those are unreasonable, unreasonable, and unreasonable, and don't understand the law!
Tian Tian couldn't help but let out a long sigh.
The next morning, after breakfast, Tian Tian put on new clothes for Mao Xia, which fitted, looked good, refreshing, and looked like a cute little prince.
Because, the two of them are going to the hospital.
Tian Tian is here to remove the stitches today, and if he doesn't remove them, he will be worried about growing in the flesh.
When it was about her turn, she told Mao Xiaqian not to leave, but to wait for him to come out obediently.
Before she went in, she repeatedly emphasized: "Mao Xia, don't go! Don't go, otherwise, you won't find your mother!"
"Okay! I'm not leaving, I'm just sitting here and waiting. Mao Xia replied loudly with a smile.
However, when Tian Tian came out of the consultation room after removing the stitches, she found that the chair was empty, and there was no shadow of Mao Xia at all, and in an instant, her heart was like a drum.
It's over, the little one is gone.
She immediately searched around for it, anxiously calling the child's name while asking others from time to time.
However, there was no news.
She was almost breaking down and despairing.
She was really unwilling to accept that the happiness she had won so hard was as fleeting as a flash in the pan and disappeared.
At twelve o'clock, Tian Tian, who was looking for children everywhere without success, had to drag his tired body back to the door of the clinic just now, with an anxious and depressed face.
She hoped that the child would come back to him.
At the same time, she kept searching her mind for places where Mao Xia might go, and suddenly, it occurred to her that only the restaurant and backyard were gone.
So, she got up with a "pout" and trotted to the restaurant.
When she came to the crowded cafeteria, she scanned every face and every corner here, and sure enough, she vaguely saw a little boy.
I saw that through the figure that flickered from time to time, I vaguely saw that he was crying anxiously behind a pillar, and he didn't know what to do.
After approaching, she fixed her eyes and saw that this person was none other than Mao Xia, who she was looking for.
The noise and noise of the cafeteria drowned out Mao Xia's crying, so not many people found out that he was a child who had been separated from his parents.
"Mao Xia!" Tian Tian shouted and rushed towards his son, "Mao Xia!"
"Mom, Mom!" Turning his head to see that it was his mother, Mao Xia rushed to his mother as if he had seen a savior.
"Mom, I'm scared!" he said, hugging her neck and sobbing.
"Oh, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, mom is here, mom is here!" Tian Tian comforted while patting Mao Xia on the back.
Mother and son hugged tightly, and passers-by looked at them curiously.
After wiping her nose and tears from Mao Xia, she took his little hand and left the crowded dining hall.
In order to help the child suppress the shock, Tian Tian took Mao Xia to McDonald's as if flattering.
As soon as you walk into the restaurant, the overflowing aroma goes straight to your nose without negotiation, which makes people feel very comfortable.
Of course, it is not only the pungent aroma that fills the air that makes people happy, but also the comfortable cool air conditioner.
There are many customers who come to consume, and most of the small tables are adults with children, and the waiters are busy happily.
The dΓ©cor is simple and characterful, in short, very comfortable.
Mao Xia looked around dizzily, a little restrained, but he couldn't hide the joy in his heart.
This can be seen from the corners of his mouth that have been grinning since he entered the door.
They found a place to sit down, and after a while, a waiter came up and asked, "Miss, what do you want?"
Tian Tian glanced at the items on the picture on the wall and chose a fried chicken thigh, a cup of fries, a burger and a glass of iced Coke.
"We'll sit here and wait, and we'll have something to eat in a moment. Tian Tian lowered his head and said to Mao Xia with a smile.
"Mao Xia, can you tell your mother? Why did you run to the cafeteria just now? Didn't I tell you to sit there and not leave?" she inquired with great curiosity.
"At first, I sat there obediently. However, later, three little brothers came, and they squatted there to play ** and small cars, so amazing! I couldn't help but come down to watch them play. Soon they left, and I quietly followed. Later, they went to play in a yard with flowers and trees. However, it didn't take long for them to separate. At this time, one of my brothers suddenly said to me very fiercely, 'Don't follow me, I'm going back to dinner.' So, I wanted to go back to you. I didn't expect to get lost. In the end, he followed the people to the dining hall. ......β
He was talking with his eyebrows fluttering when the waiter came over with food.
As soon as he saw the fragrant food, Mao Xia danced happily, his eyes burst into bright light, and he completely forgot what he was going to say.
Without saying a word, he grabbed the crispy chicken leg and put it in his mouth.
"Quack" took a bite, and some of the crispy crumbs of the crust inevitably fell onto the table.
Mao Xia naturally picked it up and put it back in his mouth.
Tian Tian immediately stopped and corrected his unhygienic behavior, he just smiled awkwardly.
When she was about to get up and leave, Tian Tian subconsciously glanced at the desktop, and she suddenly found that the countertop in front of Mao Xia was clean, and she immediately understood everything.
She just laughed dumbly, and didn't accuse herself.
I thought, perhaps, that it still takes a process to get rid of bad habits.
"Mom, the chicken thighs here are so fragrant! the long ones are delicious!" Mao Xia took Tian Tian's hand and jumped out of the restaurant.
"Isn't that right, Mom will bring you here in the future!"
"Really! Great!" Mao Xia suddenly stopped, "Mom, do you count?"
Tian Tian was taken aback, and said seriously: "Of course it counts!"
"So, shall we pull the hook?"
"Okay. β
So, Tian Tian squatted down with a smile, raised a little finger, and hooked it with his little finger.
"Pull the hook, it will not change for a hundred years!" "Stamped, stamped to take effect." β
The child's immature words and his meticulous appearance really make people laugh and cry.
However, thinking of being in the hospital, when Mao Xia was lost, Tian Tian had palpitations.
It seems that you need to find a nanny to take care of the children.
As soon as she got home, she was ready to call the agent. I don't want to, but the other party is busy.
So, I turned on the missed phone.
Because, the phone has the function of recording and leaving a message, so she can tell who made the call.
Suddenly, a voice that she had heard but was not familiar with rang in her ears.