Chapter 045: Panic

That's right, it's her, it's her - Tian Tian.

At this time, Mr. Jiang seemed to be unable to hide the excitement in his heart, and lo and behold, his brows, which had been tightly locked, were slowly stretched, and even his eyes seemed to be rippling with a smile.

However, for some reason, no matter how you look at it, Tian Tian looks sullen and annoyed.

But who knows?

She was at a loss for a future at a loss, or rather, worried about food and shelter tonight.

Isn't it? Look, it's getting late.

"Tian Tian!"

Finally, Mr. Jiang came out of the bushes where he was hiding and greeted him softly.

Faintly, Tian Tian seemed to hear someone calling his name, and couldn't help but look around curiously.

When she suddenly looked back, she saw the owner suddenly standing not far behind her, and she couldn't help but be speechless in shock.

So, she quickly stood up, but she was at a loss.

After a while, she muttered, "Jiang, Mr. Jiang, you ······ ?”

"You must be surprised that I'm here, aren't you? I'll tell you the truth, I'm also wandering around here, and I stumbled upon you. I'm looking like you from afar. Mr. Jiang lied lightly, and then, suddenly, as if remembering something, "By the way, where have you been these days? Why haven't you come home?"

"I, I······ Looking at the anxious and concerned eyes of the owner, Tian Tian was speechless, not knowing how to answer.

Mr. Jiang seemed a little embarrassed when he saw her, so he hurriedly said to her: "It's inconvenient to say it." Let's go, go home!"

Go home? No, no.

As soon as he heard that he was going back, Tian Tian involuntarily took a few steps back.

She waved her arms wildly and shouted excitedly and categorically, "No! No, I don't!"

Seeing her such an unusual behavior, this time, it was Mr. Jiang's turn to be stunned and inexplicable.

He stared at Tian Tian in a daze, not knowing why.

After a long time, he tentatively asked, "What's wrong with you? Do you need my help? Why don't you come up first? It's not safe there." ”

Hearing this, Tian Tian first glanced at the owner, hesitated a little, looked thoughtful, and then reluctantly stepped on the small slope and came to the flat cement road.

However, she buried her head and said firmly, "Go away! I will not go home with you." ”

There is no doubt that this answer was not what Mr. Chiang had hoped for.

"Why?" he asked, surprised, with a suspicious expression.

"Because, because, right now, you don't need me at all. ”

Suddenly, Tian Tian raised his head and seemed to have the courage to answer.

"Yes. Who said it didn't need to? Although Jiaying is gone, that family still needs you, and besides, I need you too. He anxiously corrected and defended, "You see, I go out early and return late every day, and I don't have time to do laundry, cooking, cleaning, etc. ”

"But, but, I don't have the face to face you at all!"

Hearing Mr. Jiang's explanation, I felt as if he really wanted to keep himself, and at this time, if he stubbornly refused, it seemed a little unreasonable. Helpless, she had no choice but to throw out the sincere words held in her heart without saying anything.

"I've forgiven you a long time ago, so why should you be ashamed? ”

When Mr. Jiang said this, he just wanted to relax her heart, so that she could let go of her burdens, untie her mental shackles, and be as happy as possible.

The past is over.

However, to put it lightly, for Tian Tian, who was already extremely self-blaming, how could he say that he would let it go.

If she continued to do it in that home, every corner of it was Jiaying's shadow, and she would definitely have nightmares every night, so for her, perhaps, there was only endless torture left.

If that's the case, then she's going crazy.

So, Tian Tian shook his head decadently and embarrassedly, and squatted down with his head in his hands, looking very painful.

Seeing this, Mr. Jiang, who was honest and dutiful, was helpless and didn't know what to say.

It's just that he stood aside, watching helplessly and quietly.

After a while, finally, she stood up, thinking that she had figured it out, but unexpectedly, she turned around and was about to pull her legs away.

Tian Tian resolutely turned around and left, which was really much unexpected by Mr. Jiang.

"Are you really that ruthless? Are you really going to be so cruel?"

Behind her came the words of a man's infinite disappointment and sadness.

At this moment, her heart chuckled, and she couldn't help but subconsciously stop moving forward.

However, after thinking about it, she still bit her lower lip and left in a frenzy.

Looking at Tian Tian's resolute back, Mr. Jiang shouted in despair: "Do you know?

People's hearts are full of flesh, let alone the gentle Tian Tian.

So, she suddenly stopped her rapid pace and turned around slowly, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

She still relented.

She really can't bear to repeatedly and ruthlessly refuse the help of others when they are in trouble, and besides, this is someone she knows.

Mr. Jiang was overjoyed when he saw Tian Tian stop in front.

He hurried and gladly ran over to join him.

"Let's go. Let's go back!"

Saying that, Mr. Jiang couldn't wait to pull Tian Tian's arm, but she turned around to avoid it.

Tian Tian said seriously: "Even if I promise to help you take care of your housework, so that you can work with peace of mind." But do you think it is appropriate for you and me to live under the same roof alone? If you are not afraid of gossip, I am afraid. Besides, I don't dare to go to your house anymore. Because, my heart and mind are full of Jiaying's shadow, and when the time comes, I am worried that I will not be able to sleep at night. Even if you can close your eyes occasionally, it is definitely a nightmare and miserable. So······ I'm sorry, sir!"

After speaking, she bowed deeply apologetically to Mr. Jiang.

Seeing that she was just worried about this, Mr. Jiang said disapprerovingly: "What kind of problem is this? ”

Uh, Tian Tian couldn't help but widen his eyes after hearing this, and he was looking forward to hearing the details.

Seeing her posture of wanting to listen, Mr. Jiang then said unhurriedly: "Actually, I originally planned to move. In that familiar place, not only will you touch the scene and often miss Jiaying, but I will too. ”

Seeing that the hero saw the same thing, Tian Tian couldn't help but smile knowingly, "Yes, it's okay to change the environment, in the new environment, you can start over, and with the passage of time, you can gradually come out of the darkness, which is beneficial to your body and mind." ”

Mr. Jiang also felt reasonable, and couldn't help nodding frequently.

However, when he invited Tian Tian back again, she stood like a rock and did not move.

"Hey, let's go!"

He couldn't help but urge.

"But, but, I suppose, I'd better wait for you to rent a new house, right?"

Tian Tian said tremblingly.

"But, where am I going to rent a room for a while? Besides, it's going to get dark soon, where are you going to stay tonight?"

Hearing this, Mr. Jiang, who was very anxious, wondered, and then asked rhetorically.

Tian Tian glanced at him embarrassedly, and hurriedly lowered his head, the corners of his mouth squirmed slightly, as if he wanted to speak and stopped.

yes, how can you tell him that he was in the bookstore last night?

"Let's go. Don't hesitate! I'll go one night first, and tomorrow, I'll go look for a room. ”

At this time, I remembered Mr. Jiang's urging again.

"I ·······" , although Tian Tian is unwilling, no, more precisely, he doesn't dare to go, but it is inconvenient to say it clearly.

Helpless, I can only reluctantly raise my steps timidly.

However, her heart was like fifteen buckets, of course, not worried about Mr. Jiang, but afraid that Jiaying's ghost was floating around, and she really didn't dare to stay alone in his house.

Just like the first time, Tian Tian sat on the back seat of Mr. Jiang's bicycle, however, his mood was very different.

Last time, she went to work with a beautiful vision, with a fresh and curious mood, but now, she is full of fear, guilt and anxiety.

Walking on the main road, the wind is blowing fiercely.

From time to time, the horns of cars and the whistling of motorcycles and the jingle of bicycles rang in my ears······

From time to time, there was a sudden sound, and the tractor emitting black smoke passed by them tremblingly.

A group of shirtless and filthy migrant workers walked up to them, staring at Tian Tian and the two of them greedily and enviously.

Even, if you go too far, some people don't forget to turn around and whistle evilly, which is really disgusting.

Obviously, there should be a construction site in the vicinity.

No wonder there are always Dongfeng carts coming and going, and there are scattered clods of dirt on the ground, etc.

By the way, they went to the vegetable market.

Mr. Jiang waited at the entrance of the market, and Tian Tian went inside to buy vegetables.

Soon, she skillfully and quickly bought some fish, meat and vegetables and other ingredients for dinner.

In the midst of the bumps, before they knew it, they had also arrived at their destination.

When all the familiar scenes came into Tian Tian's eyes, her heart trembled, and she couldn't help but have mixed feelings.

Everything that had ever been was overwhelmingly coming to her like a surging tide, making her panic and unable to breathe.

The tragic scene really appeared in front of her eyes, vividly, she couldn't help but stand unsteadily, dizzy, and almost about to fall.

"What's wrong with you?"

Seeing this, Mr. Jiang stepped forward with an arrow, and a pair of big hands steadily dragged her back, which was already unbalanced and tilted.

Tian Tianxin, who was so frightened that her face was like dirt and sweating profusely, was like a drum, and after a long time, she was particularly embarrassed to say "thank you" to Mr. Jiang! and said "I'm sorry."

It's incoherent and doesn't answer the question.

Odd?

"Tian Tian, are you okay?"

Mr. Jiang asked worriedly.

"It's okay, it's okay. ”

She walked away in a panic without raising her head.