Song Yan turned off the TV, moved her body to the other side of the sofa, she glanced at the man sitting next to her, then lowered her head, pursed her slightly dry lips, she seemed to be organizing words.

Fu Xingzhou's gaze stayed on her, he was waiting for her to speak.

There was silence in the room for a while, and finally a woman's calm voice was heard.

She said: "Fu Xingzhou, I'm not a virgin because my mother forced me to sell my eggs for 200,000 yuan; I married Shen Yan because she took Shen Yan's money and sold me; I contacted you, but the person who answered was not you; then I didn't dare to contact you because Shen Yan threatened me with Song Yu, and later, I felt that I was not qualified to find you again, and I was afraid that my trouble would affect you." ”

All the experiences of the past seven years were simply summarized by her into a few sentences, Fu Xingzhou's originally calm eyes, after these few short words, hurt a lot, and also hurt his heart, and his hanging hands had already clenched into fists.

He didn't dare to think about what kind of black light and blind fire she survived, so that she was now in front of him, and she could describe these things so quietly and without a trace of emotion, so simple that there was only one incident left, no passage, no tears, no sadness.

Fu Xingzhou had never regretted it so much as at this moment, he felt that Song Yan was right, he was a bastard, not even a bastard.

How many times did she emphasize in front of him, she couldn't help herself, but in order to vent the anger hidden in his heart, he said so many nonsense words to stimulate her and mock her.

How could Song Yan not see the change in his face, seeing that he didn't say a word, he opened his mouth again: "These words should have been told to you at the beginning, whether you believe it or not, it will always be better to say it." But I didn't see as much as I do now, and I didn't want to remember the, so I thought, maybe, maybe you'll still believe me. ”

"But, Xingzhou, I was wrong, and you will never trust me as unconditionally as before. She paused and said, "It's me who is too naïve, although I blame you and blame you, but I can still understand it, but I will be sad." ”

The air in the room suddenly became viscous and condensed.

Fu Xingzhou looked at the girl in front of him intently, he couldn't even open the three words sorry, he knew that these words were too light and too light, he wanted to reach out and hug her, but he didn't dare, the person who was not qualified was himself.

His eyes instantly became as thick as water, and a huge sourness lingered in his heart.

Over the years, it is the girl in front of her who has made great changes, not the self she has always thought she is. He is still under her vicissitudes of life, burning a fire fiercely, how hateful he is.

Fu Xingzhou really realized at this moment that Song Yan's love was incomparable to him, she was a fool, and letting him humiliate was just a bastard.

It's also a good thing that she's a fool, and in this case, she still cares about whether he's hungry or not.

He was rejoicing, but he was even more distressed, so painful that his heart seemed to be sick.

"Song Yan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" In the end, the man still pulled her, leaned his whole face on her shoulder, and muttered the same sentence.

Song Yan still feels sorry for this man after all, no matter how she says it, she is a person who has loved her for so many years.

She didn't think that after seven years of no news, maybe Fu Xingzhou had forgotten her in the years and fell in love with someone else.

If that's really the case, it's also good, both people won't be unhappy, at least one of them is good, and one of them must be happy, so that they don't fall in love with each other.

And this unfortunate person, it would be good for her to be it.

It wasn't until she heard the ambiguous words of another woman from Fu Xingzhou's phone that night that she realized that in fact, she thought of herself too sacred, and at that moment she even thought selfishly that the two of them were unfortunate together, and she didn't want to be a noble person.

Love this thing, sometimes it makes people unable to play cards according to common sense.

Therefore, when he still has a girlfriend, she said if she could not marry her, and she did such a thing as "cheating" when she was still a nominal wife.

It is true that she and Shen Yan do not have any conjugal relationship, but at least it is clearly written in law, and all these things are never ashamed of Song Yan in the past.

"Can you tell me about you too?" Song Yan spoke, she actually wanted to know how he had come over all these years.

Fu Xingzhou still hugged her and refused to let go, his voice was already a little hoarse, "I'm fine." ”

Song Yan heard that he didn't want to say it, so he didn't force it, so he didn't ask again.

Fu Xingzhou only remembered at this time, at that time Song Cheng told him, "My sister is a simple person, cold to outsiders, but very clean inside, once she chooses to be with someone, then she will devote her life to it." So, Fu Xingzhou, if you are not sure that you can always be good to her, don't go near her again. If you can make sure that you don't change, then I will bless you. ”

Song Yan in high school is indeed like this, she is a little arrogant and cold in Lu Zheng's mouth, but she will always play tricks in front of him, she relies on and trusts him, so she shows her truest side in front of him without reservation.

He thought about how nice it would be if time could start all over again.

However, how could this be possible, so the only thing he could do was to make up for the lost years for the rest of his life.

"Song Yan, let's not separate again, okay. ”