Huh?"

Lu Yuan was stunned for a moment.

"Feng Ling, what are you talking about? Lu Yuan was really confused, and he didn't understand what Feng Ling meant at all.

However, seeing the seriousness on Feng Ling's face just now, Lu Yuan also knew that there must be a misunderstanding here.

Just, what the hell is going on?

He looked at Feng Ling with a confused expression.

"Lu Yuan, can you please respect me?" Seeing Lu Yuan's confused appearance, Feng Ling felt even more depressed, "It's all like this, do you still think you can fool and hide the past?"

In the end, Feng Ling looked like he was about to cry, that kind of grievance and depression, as if he had been holding it in his heart for a long time and couldn't vent it.

"Of course not!"

Lu Yuan hurriedly said.

To be honest, the depression in Lu Yuan's heart at this moment is probably no less than that of Feng Ling.

Because he's really confused, he really doesn't understand what Feng Ling is talking about.

However, seeing Feng Ling's sudden reaction was so big, Lu Yuan's heart was a little distressed, so although he was very depressed, he was also depressed when he saw Feng Ling, so he had to hide his depression and rush to comfort Feng Ling first.

Of course, this kind of distress is just a kind of friend-like distress.

After all, when he was at Jinling University, Feng Ling was also a girl who gave him respect and compassion.

"Then why are you still pretending to be like I was wronging you, and you don't know anything?" Feng Ling's gaze looked directly at Lu Yuan, "Do you know, almost everyone in your school knows about it!"

What?!

The whole school knows about it?!

Since Lu Yuan left Jinling University, he basically hasn't paid attention to the news of Jinling University.

Now the whole school thinks they've done that kind of thing?

This is obviously a rumor!

However, who would have such a deep hatred with himself and would slander himself like this?

"So, who are you listening to?" Lu Yuan said.

"It was Dye who told me. ”

"White dye?" Lu Yuan was stunned.

It's her?

How could it be her?

No, although Bai Ran has always looked down on himself before, but later because of Zheng Yue and Bao Hao, Bai Ran should have understood his identity.

Since she knows that she is a rich second generation, how dare she spread rumors about herself?

According to Bai Ran's character of disliking the poor and loving the rich, not only should she not spread rumors about herself, but even if there are rumors about herself that are not good, she should take the initiative to refute the rumors for herself.

However, this is obviously a rumor, why did she still say it to Feng Ling?

"You sent me back to school that time, and after we separated, you said you were going to play tennis with me, but I waited a long time and didn't get your call. ”

Feng Ling looked at Lu Yuan faintly, "I waited for a month, and you still haven't heard anything, I was really depressed at the time, do you know, I promised the girl's thing, did you leave it behind?"

"I'm sorry. Lu Yuan said that he naturally remembered this incident.

It wasn't a casual remark at the time. It's just that who would have known that so many things would happen later.

"I wanted to call you and ask, but I'm embarrassed, after all, we had only known each other for a few days, so I called Dye and asked about you. ”

"When I heard me say this, I was a little stumbling, saying that I had better not associate with you. I felt very strange, so I asked her, and she said that although you have a bad family and look quite honest, you are actually a very scumbag boy. ”

"I continued to ask, and then she told me that you made a girl's belly bigger, and that you forced it. Feng Ling said this, his eyes glared at Lu Yuan.

In that gaze, there was a feeling of hatred for iron not being made of steel.

"Impossible!" When Lu Yuan heard this, he felt as if he had been bitten suddenly, and he couldn't help but scream.

yes, that's not something that exists in the first place!

"Yes, at first, I didn't think it was possible. "So I immediately went to look for you at your school, but when I arrived, I realized that you weren't in the school at all." ”

Yes, that's right, Lu Yuan nodded.

At that time, he should have gone to Wujiang City to look for Zhou Yun, of course he was not in school.

"But in your school, many people know about it, and everyone says that you ran away because you did that kind of bad thing, so you don't dare to come back. Feng Ling said.

"That's not the case!" Lu Yuan was so anxious that he was about to jump up.

"Yes, even though there are so many people who are spreading about it, I still feel very suspicious, and I still believe you at the time, because I don't think you are that kind of person. Feng Ling continued, "So, I just want to wait for you to come back, and then ask for an understanding, but I waited for a long time, and you still haven't heard anything, just like that, until the graduation season, you still haven't come back." ”

"It was July 1st, and our school and your school were holding graduation ceremonies at the same time, and I gave up the opportunity to attend our school's graduation ceremony and ran to your school's auditorium, just to wait for you, but as a result, you still didn't come back. Feng Ling said.

"Yes, I had something to do at that time, but I really didn't have ......" Lu Yuan knew that at that time, he was in Jincheng.

"However, I met someone at the graduation ceremony!" said Feng Ling, "and then, I don't believe you anymore!"

"Who?"

Lu Yuan was stunned.

"Jung Hyun-ah. Feng Ling's gaze stared at Lu Yuan tightly, "This girl, do you remember?"

Jung Hyun-ah?

When he heard this name, he was shocked.

It turns out that Feng Ling is talking about her!

I'm going to forget about her, of course I can't remember it just now.

However, now that he hears Zheng Hyunya again, the past events suddenly appear in Lu Yuan's mind again.

On the night Zhou Yun disappeared, he and she were in the hotel......

Lu Yuan really can't remember the specific details.

But of course he remembered that he woke up in bed with ** all over his body, the messy bed, the same ** Zheng Hyun Ya, the blood on the bed, and the later Zheng Hyun Ya's examination report.

It says it all.

Could it be that that night, I really used forcible means?

Lu Yuan really couldn't remember.

Maybe it's really possible, because of Zhou Yun's disappearance that day, he was too painful, he drank too much, drunk and had sex, and did a beastly act to Zheng Hyunya.

After all, he and Zheng Hyunya are not very familiar with each other, so it is impossible for them to have a natural relationship.

In this way, I really forced it, and as a result, it also caused Jung Hyun-ah to become pregnant!

Thinking of this, Lu Yuan felt cold sweat dripping on his forehead.

Seriously, he almost forgot about it.

Moreover, I thought it was over, who would have thought that not only did this matter not pass, but would bring such a huge trouble!

"You remember. Sure enough, it's you. Feng Ling shook her head in pain, even if Lu Yuan didn't say a word, she could see everything from Lu Yuan's face.

"Fengling, I ......"

Lu Yuan subconsciously wanted to explain, but he couldn't say a word.

Yes, how to say it?

"You don't have to say anything, Lu Yuan. Feng Ling interrupted Lu Yuan's words and looked at Lu Yuan in disappointment, "I really didn't expect you to do such a thing, do you know, when I saw the girl named Zheng Hyunya in the auditorium of your school, I saw her difficult stomach with a difficult stomach, I saw her sending leaflets to everyone to tell her about her pitiful appearance when she was raped by you, and when I saw everyone condemning you, I am afraid you don't know my mood at that time, my mood at that time really fell to the bottom of my life." ”

Lu Yuan listened in a daze, and he really didn't know what to say.

Zheng Hyun-ah is still promoting this in school, why is she?

"Lu Yuan, I really don't understand why you did this!" Seeing that Lu Yuan stopped talking, Feng Ling said again, "You obviously promised to ask me to play tennis together, but you turned around and went to do that kind of thing, why, Lu Yuan, I really can't figure it out, because I think you are not this kind of person!"

Lu Yuan shook his head, he didn't know how to say it, the whole thing was too complicated, and it wasn't clear in a few words.

What's more, I really can't remember it.

However, at least one thing is true, that is, he did have a relationship with Zheng Hyunya, and he also made Zheng Hyunya pregnant with a child.

And if Zheng Hyun-ah is right, then he really forced her.

All this is true, so what else do you have to say?

Even Lu Yuan himself wanted to slap himself twice.

"You speak, can you give me an explanation?" Feng Ling finished speaking, and looked at Lu Yuan with expectant eyes.

However, in the end, she was disappointed.

"Lu Yuan, I really didn't expect that you are really this kind of person. Feng Ling sighed deeply, "I still remember the first time I saw you, although you were dressed very ordinary, although many people were laughing at you, but the feeling you gave me was so warm and reassuring." You are always smiling, your smile, so modest, as if it is a breeze, at that time, you are sitting next to the tennis court, the sun shines down from the shadows of the trees, jumping on you, you sit so quietly, like the boy in white in the comics, your body, there is always a temperament that looks like cowardice and forbearance, but in fact it is disdainful, I really, really want to ...... at that time"

When Feng Ling said this, he hesitated for a while, and then said, "I really want you to teach me how to play tennis...... Then we ...... together"

"But, I really didn't expect you to do that kind of thing, Lu Yuan, this is not like what you did at all, why are you, why did you destroy my imagination of you......"

"I'm sorry. ”

Seeing Feng Ling like this, although Lu Yuan felt uncomfortable in his heart, he had nothing to say.

"Lu Yuan, why did you go to Neon City, is it because you know that Neon City is a sin city, can you use it?" Feng Ling suddenly raised his head and asked again.

"It's not. "Of course not.

"Why is that?"

"I'm going to find someone. Lu Yuan said.

"Who are you looking for?" asked Feng Ling after him.

"I don't understand you. Lu Yuan sighed in his heart, yes, he was looking for Zhang Jiu, how could he say it clearly.

"You're lying to me again. Feng Ling said, crying.

"Feng Ling, why are you crying?"

At this moment, that Li Chu ran over again and shook his fist at Lu Yuan, "You lewd man, are you bullying Feng Ling again, stay away from her, or eat my fist!"

Lu Yuan sighed in his heart, got up, and walked to the head of the carriage.

Just as he got up, Lu Yuan suddenly felt dizzy again, and he felt a little trance.

At that moment, he suddenly realized.

My own life no longer belongs to me.

So, I'm destined to lose something.

Some people are also destined to be just passing by each other.

Whether it is a misunderstanding or a miss, it doesn't matter anymore.

Because, you will never cross paths again, you will only get farther and farther away from each other.

At this time, the Sky Island.

"Grandpa, what are you doing?"

In what looked like a children's room, an old man, sitting cross-legged on the floor, was gently wiping a windmill toy in his hand with a deerskin flannel cloth.

The girl came softly and sat quietly and almost silently beside the old man.

"A toy from my childhood. The old man looked at the spotless windmill that was wiped in his hand, squinted his eyes, and then lifted it, and with a gentle blow, the windmill spun leisurely.

"You miss Brother Yuan again. The girl leaned on the old man's arm, looked at the spinning windmill, and burst into tears, "Wan'er also thinks that this windmill was made for me by Brother Lu Yuan, and I didn't want to ...... it at that time."

The old man touched the girl's hair, looked at the windmill in his hand, and there was a deep regret in his eyes, "If Yuan'er has a child, it would be good, I will give everything to Yuan'er to that child." ”