Sometimes she felt that she had done too much, but Fu Jinlan didn't blame her at all, but obeyed her, as long as she could put forward a request, Fu Jinlan would do her best to meet it.

"Okay, your hair is dry, remember not to run around with wet hair in the future, you'll get sick, understand?" Fu Jin Lan touched Lu Xiaoyan's head dotingly.

The two of them were silent for a long time, and finally Fu Jin Lan took the lead in speaking, "Xiao Yan, are you really disgusted with me?"

Every time he approached, every time he touched Lu Xiaoyan, he didn't resist, in Fu Jinlan's heart, he knew very well that Lu Xiaoyan didn't reject herself, but why didn't she want to stay by her side?

Lu Xiaoyan was stunned for a moment, "Why do you think so?"

"Then why do you have to leave my side, is it so difficult for you to accept my side?"

He still couldn't figure out Lu Xiaoyan's mind after thinking about it, and he still knew too little about women.

His pride couldn't let him ask Mingda or Su Xialan, so he had to find Lu Xiaoyan to ask clearly.

Lu Xiaoyan shook her head, in fact, she didn't dislike Fu Jinlan, she just didn't like to be too restrained.

Besides, now he is not worthy of Fu Jinlan at all, for him, it is simply beyond his reach.

"Jin Lan, now I don't deserve to stand with you at all, I want to do something first and then reappear as the mistress of the Fu family. ”

She didn't want to embarrass Fu Jinlan, let alone bring any trouble to Fu Jinlan, he was busy dealing with Fu's affairs every day at work, and he was already very tired and sad, and he couldn't afford to burden himself anymore.

"But Xiaoyan, I never felt that you were a burden"

Even if it was just talking to her, Fu Jinlan would feel a lot more relaxed.

"But I don't want to. Lu Xiaoyan's voice was a little crying.

From beginning to end, Lu Xiaoyan felt that she was a burden, and she was dragging others down.

"Xiao Yan, you really think too much, we never think you are a burden. ”

"That's just what you think. ”

Lu Xiaoyan turned his back, and when one day Fu Jin Lan's freshness to himself completely disappeared, he would not think like this anymore.

The reason why Fu Jin Lan hasn't disliked him now is entirely because the novelty hasn't completely disappeared, but one day when his patience with himself disappears, what should she do.

She had to plan ahead.

"So you're just worried about this?" Fu Jinlan was also a little angry, was he so unworthy of her trust?

Lu Xiaoyan no longer spoke, but had a straight face, "It's not early, you better go back early, and you have to send two children to school tomorrow." ”

Fu Jinlan looked at her resolute back and nodded helplessly, "Okay, I'll go." ”

It was the first time he had been kicked out like this.

Looking at the entire H City, who would dare to throw Fu Jinlan in the face? Only Lu Xiaoyan dared to do this.

After Fu Jinlan left, Lu Xiaoyan sat on the sofa and was annoyed, she regretted that she shouldn't have been so ruthless to Fu Jinlan, but she didn't know why she couldn't control her emotions when facing him.

Probably only when she is closest to the people closest to her, she will be so willful.

"Alas," Lu Xiaoyan sighed heavily, what's wrong with him now?

I can't control even the most basic emotions, and I'm getting worse and worse, right?

She lay in bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep.

Recalling that Fu Jinlan was really good to herself during this time, but she just couldn't tolerate herself, she couldn't remember anything, she was like an idiot.

She was so upset that she sat up from the bed, and in the middle of the night, she sat alone in the study, flipping through books and consulting materials, she wanted to study again, even if she lost her memory, she wanted to find it again.

Lu Xiaoyan immersed herself in it, and reached the state of selflessness for a while, and it was already dawn when she was resting.

Lu Xiaoyan stretched her waist, and the pleasure after studying made her suddenly sublimated, and she was rejuvenated.

After reading a lot of information, Lu Xiaoyan also has an understanding of his major, and the theoretical knowledge is almost mastered, and he needs to be practiced, so Lu Xiaoyan decided to find a studio today for a temporary internship, just to get in touch.

But the competitive pressure in H City is too great, no one dares to hire Lu Xiaoyan at all, coupled with the pressure of Lu Xiaoyan's identity, who would dare to hire such a living Buddha?

Lu Xiaoyan found many studios, but no one dared to take her in, not even for a day.

But she felt frustrated, and finally became full of confidence, but she ran into walls everywhere.

Fu Jinlan stood on the highest floor of the Fu family, looking at everything outside the window, Zheng Yu knocked on the door and walked in at this time.

"The president, Madame is looking for a new studio, but things are not going well. ”

"She wants to go to the studio, so let's arrange one for him. Fu Jin Lan said lightly, he had no choice at all, but asked Lu Xiaoyan's current situation.

"In your name?" asked Zheng Yu again.

"Nope. Don't mention me. ”

If Lu Xiaoyan knew that this was his arrangement again, I am afraid she would not accept her kindness.

"What's the trouble with you, President. Zheng Yu deeply regretted it.

Zheng Yu is helpless, he cares about the other party very much, but he has to get along with her in this way, isn't he tired?

"You don't understand. ”

Because only those who have experienced it will understand that care.

Zheng Yu really didn't understand.

There is no emotion at all in his life, except for work or work, he is very much like Fu Jinlan at the beginning, he is a robot without emotion, so it is even more difficult for him to experience this kind of feeling.

According to Fu Jinlan's orders, he went down to carry it out.

Lu Xiaoyan failed to find a job, facing the wall everywhere, she was idle anyway, it was better to go to the café for a cup of coffee, and she went to the coffee shop where she and Chu Lingling often went before.

"Miss Lu, why do you have time to come today. ”

The clerks in the coffee shop had already remembered Lu Xiaoyan and greeted her eagerly.

"Ah, Xiao Ai, you are on duty today. ”

Lu Xiaoyan came too many times, and even remembered the name of the clerk.

"yes, I'm on duty today. ”

"Your store manager isn't here today. ”

Lu Xiaoyan looked around the store and didn't see the familiar figure.

After coming here a few times, Lu Xiaoyan also got a little bit of understanding of the store manager, she only knew that he was a top student who came back from studying abroad, came back to run this coffee shop, and also held a professorship position in a university, and he was also a very amazing young talent.

"Our store manager was still there just now, strange, when did he leave?"

Xiao Ai didn't notice the store manager leaving.