Chapter 64: Pain
"I don't mean anything else, just ask casually, is it like this, do you know Shen Jiayue? She is your boyfriend's sister. ”
Speaking of Shen Jiayue, her mood became depressed again, originally she asked Shen Qiqi's sister to come over, hoping that Lichen's seniors would look at her differently because of this.
And she also knew that Shen Jiayue would definitely be selected, and she was also very happy when Lichen's predecessor appeared, because the main decision was still in Lichen's senior, and he would definitely agree when he saw Shen Jiayue's sister.
Although the result was the same as she expected, the eyes of the senior Li Chen looking at Shen Jiayue were very special, and she clearly saw that there was amazement and a trace of interest in the eyes, which was completely the expression of a boy who was attracted to a girl.
And Lichen's seniors and her have known each other for a long time, but she is also trying her best to comfort herself, this should be Lichen's seniors who think she is suitable for the game character.
The reason why she desperately wants to be here is to be able to see Lichen's seniors often, not only can she often be exposed to other things in the C circle, but also the very warm smile of Lichen's seniors, she doesn't dare to ask for anything else, as long as she can see him often.
But when she saw Oak Chen's senior talking so casually with that makeup artist sister, she suddenly felt extreme heartache, it turned out that Oak Chen's predecessor already had such a close person in his heart, and it was the first time she saw him angry.
It turned out that everything was just wishful thinking on her part, so she didn't want to watch it anymore, so she could only choose to leave in embarrassment.
When the filming started, it was supposed to be Shen Jiayue alone, but I didn't expect Lichen's predecessors to add herself, and specially designed the action, this scene originally appeared in her own dream, but she didn't expect it to be real, but this heroine is not her.
She already regretted her decision a little, she should have thought a long time ago that with Shen Jiayue's appearance, it might be impossible for Lichen's seniors to be attracted to her, alas, but it is too late to regret it now.
But she didn't expect that Shen Jiayue directly refused the filming behind, which made everyone stunned, and her attitude towards Lichen's predecessors was also very bad, if there weren't many people here, she really wanted to go up and scold Shen Jiayue.
Originally, she came to help, how could she have such a bad attitude? Oak Dust did this to make the photo effect better, what qualifications did she have towards Oak Chen's predecessors?
However, she later directly refused to take pictures, and she also had a faint hint of joy in her heart, so that Lichen's predecessors didn't have to be so close to her.
But I didn't expect that the assistant of Lichen's predecessors tried his best to keep her, and she was so ignorant of lifting, she really didn't know where she got her confidence, and she left, and no one in the community cared about her, thinking of this, she felt extremely aggrieved.
Obviously, she did all this, why didn't anyone notice her credit? And Shen Qiqi also left suddenly, and didn't even say a word to her, in his heart, is there still her girlfriend?
Fortunately, there was still Xu Mu at this time, he was still comforting her, and only in front of him could she release her emotions happily.
"Li Zijin, are you listening?" Wei Yan said when she saw that she was slow to speak.
Li Zijin's thoughts were pulled back, "Shen Jiayue is my boyfriend's sister, yes, but I'm not very familiar with her, do you have something to do with her?"
"Well, I know she's here to help you today, and I've heard it's because of you, so I'd like to ask you for a favor. ”
Li Zijin understood now, it turned out to be related to Shen Jiayue, and she couldn't help but feel a little angry, why did everyone look for Shen Jiayue? She obviously didn't do anything.
"Say it. Li Zijin's tone had completely lost the excitement just now.
"I want to ask you to ask her, if you're interested in S, you can come to our club, and the role must be suitable, and our club is also filming a skit recently, which is much more interesting than just taking pictures, of course, if you can help me with this, I also welcome you to come to our club often. ”
Li Zijin's hand under the table rubbed the corners of her clothes stiffly, her expression was faint, "I know, I'll tell her, but what the result is, I can't necessarily guarantee it, I still have something to do, so I'll leave first, I'm sorry." ”
Li Zijin quickly left the café, a hint of gloom flashed in her eyes, "What does her matter have to do with me? I don't have that responsibility, I don't have that obligation, she obviously doesn't know anything about this business, why do you choose her? It's so unfair." ”
After this quarrel with Tang Nian'an, Shen Jiayue didn't have any thoughts, went home directly, took a look, but found that she couldn't see anything, the video of the teacher's lecture was playing in the notebook, but her thoughts were not on it at all.
This time, Shen Jiayue suddenly felt a little lonely, this feeling had been suppressed by her heart, all along, she knew clearly what she wanted, even in college, she chose a place far away from home, but she didn't want to stay in this cold place anymore.
The road of her life has long been arranged by her, these things are full, and there is an advantage that there is no time for her to think about other things, even when she is alone, she has forgotten what it feels like to be alone, but this time, she suddenly felt a little confused, these, are they really what she wants?
Outside the window, the sky is getting dark, and it has begun to rain, Shen Jiayue is sitting alone in the living room, looking out the window, thunder sounded one after another, and on the mobile phone screen on the sofa is a family photo, with smiling faces on it, this photo is both a memory and a source of pain for Shen Jiayue.
"Mom, if you had known that this would be the result, would you still do it? Do you hate me for being so indifferent to Dad?"
"Actually, I don't hate him, I just see him, my heart hurts, I am really sad, I also thought that all this will slowly disappear over time, but it does not, I will still clearly remember the despair and indifference at that moment, these scars have always remained in my heart, I have no way to face it, and I will never let go. ”
Shen Jiayue said slowly, as if she was talking to her mother who had left, and she seemed to be telling herself, she had always been strong and independent, but at the moment she seemed very fragile, the cold salty liquid was falling drop by drop, and the thunder outside the window just covered up her low crying, everything was happening, but it was well covered, it seemed that it had never happened.
When Jiang Yi came back, he found that the whole room was dark, and he was stunned, "Didn't Shen Jiayue come back?"
In addition to filming in the afternoon, he has been thinking about Shen Jiayue in his heart, and he doesn't know if that guy Lichen has done anything too much to her, he is also worried that Shen Jiayue will be disgusted with S because of this, she has some interest in these, he remembered Wei Yan's words, even if she can't join AC, you can let her come over, get in touch with these more, understand this circle, and then slowly like it.
Jiang Yi actually didn't realize that he already cared very much about Shen Jiayue's opinion of this circle, he used to like spy, even if someone didn't understand, or even said something very embarrassing, he didn't care, he just liked it, but now, he very much hopes that Shen Jiayue can enter this circle, understand everything he does, and understand the magic of the second dimension.
The photos I saw today are really suitable for her, and if she wears other outfits, I don't know what it will look like, but it should be just as amazing.