"Jiang Yue, don't think about it so much, get a good night's sleep, maybe the storm will pass after dawn. Xu Na will sleep with me, and you and Zhaozi will go to sleep in the room. ”

Tao Juan could feel Jiang Yue's decadence, she didn't want to say too much, she wanted Jiang Yue to calm down for a while.

"Go to bed, it's not too early. I want to be alone, and I still sleep on the couch. ”

Under Jiang Yue's stubborn request, in the end, everyone had to do what he said.

Jiang Yue couldn't sleep while lying on the sofa, he kept thinking about the bits and pieces he had with Zhang Hong.

She's good to herself, and she really wants to be good. But I can't live my life the way she wants, because I have too much helplessness.

In fact, he blamed himself countless times, he didn't tell Zhang Hong to sing in the bar, how did he know that she wouldn't let him sing? If he had told her earlier, maybe she would have supported him especially if he had communicated more.

First of all, there was something wrong with his own assumptions, and he looked at Zhang Hong with colored glasses. I shouldn't have done this, I should have communicated with her about this matter a long time ago, and the longer it dragged on, the deeper the misunderstanding would be.

Xu Na returned to her room and did not fall asleep, she was now feeling mixed feelings. The good thing is that their relationship has finally broken down, and it may come to the point of breaking up, but the worry is that Jiang Yue is very sad now, and she can feel it. She was afraid that this incident would deal a blow to Jiang Yue and bring trauma to his heart.

Lying on the bed and thinking for a long time, Xu Na got up again. She quietly came to the sofa and asked softly, "Jiang Yue, aren't you asleep?"

"How can I sleep? Xu Na, why don't you sleep?"

"I'm sad to see you sad, so I can't sleep, so I'll talk to you. Xu Na said softly.

"It's too late, you better go and rest. Jiang Yue persuaded him.

"I'm on sick leave now, I eat every day when I wake up, and I don't have to work during the day. I'll talk to you and sleep during the day, and I don't have much to do anyway. Xu Na insisted.

"Well, what do you want to talk about?"

"Jiang Yue, do you love Zhang Hong?"

"Love, I love her very much, she is really very good to me, in fact, she is also good for me. Being controlled by a woman is sometimes very depressing, but if a woman ignores you, can it be love?"

"Yes, you're right. The person who indulges you gives you enough freedom is not necessarily love, and the person who restricts you seems to have no room for freedom because she cares about you. Xu Na agreed with Jiang Yue's opinion.

"My parents have been married for more than 20 years, and they are always noisy, but after every quarrel, they will reflect on themselves and find out the reason for the quarrel. After a day or two, whoever is at fault will apologize, and I have been their referee and mediator since I was a teenager. Xu Na smiled as she spoke.

"It shows that your family is more democratic, and your parents are the kind of generous and open-minded people. ”

"My mom used to say that a man is a kite in the sky, and first you have to let him fly so that he can fly freely in the air. But as long as you hold the string firmly in your hand, no matter how far he flies, he can pull it back at any time. If the distance between husband and wife is too close, both parties will feel depressed, and if the distance is too far, they will sleep in the same bed and have different dreams, and eventually they will go to the edge of separation. ”

"You're right, what is the best distance between husband and wife?" Jiang Yue asked Xu Na.

"You are on the ground, I am in the sky, you can soar and I can control it, this distance is the most suitable. Without his wife's control, he may fly higher, but eventually he will lose his way without a trace. Therefore, there must be a woman behind a successful man who supports him, because this woman always holds the thread in her hand, and she can retract it freely. ”

"Xu Na, what you said is too philosophical and classic. Jiang Yue said with heartfelt admiration.

Zhang Hong also holds the line in her hand, when you want to spread your wings and fly high, she is afraid that you will fly farther, she can't control it, she wants to pull the line desperately, and you fall in front of her. She picked you up and held it in her hand and said to you: I think it is the most reliable to hold it in your hand, only in this way can you completely belong to me alone, she thinks that zero distance between husband and wife is the best. However, she misunderstood, zero distance between husband and wife is the most dangerous. ”

"Xu Na, what you said is so good. Jiang Yue wanted to applaud Xu Na.

"A wise woman will put her man in the air and let him fly freely, so that all people will see his charm, praise him, praise him, and admire him. No matter how much others appreciate and like him, they will never get him, because the thread is only in her hands, and she can take it back at any time. Xu Na continued.

"Why didn't I find you so talkative before? Jiang Yue said seriously.

"That's because the first time I gave you a bad impression, you think I'm a money worshipper, you think I'm not a good girl, so you won't give me a chance to tell me. In fact, sometimes what you see is not necessarily true, only what you experience with your heart is true. ”

"It makes sense that many people are deceived by the illusion of many things, and I am a prime example. Jiang Yue sighed.

"Don't think too much, I don't want you to be sad, hurry up and get some sleep and get up again for a new day. You all reflect for a day or two, calm down and apologize to each other, and everything will pass. It's not early, good night, good dreams. ”

After Xu Na finished speaking, she went back to her room to sleep, but Jiang Yue still couldn't sleep for a long time. Xu Na's words deeply stimulated him, and what she said was very reasonable, what kind of distance should the two people keep? There is no unified standard, and it is best to grasp it moderately.

He knew he was wrong, but he thought he was a white lie. It's a contradiction, and it seems to be right and it turns out to be wrong. It seems to be wrong, but there is no problem with the principle of a careful product.

What he couldn't accept was that Zhang Hong kicked him out every time he quarreled, just because she rented the house? If this was not what he meant, then did she not regard herself as a part of the family at all?

Jiang Yue thought a lot and reflected a lot this night, but Zhang Hong's words did hurt his heart tonight.

He didn't know how to face Zhang Hong next, and he felt that the distance between him and Zhang Hong was getting farther and farther away.

He went to work normally during the day, and Jiang Yue went to the bar to sing at night, but his performance tonight was not very good due to his depressed mood.

What he didn't know was that there was a special woman sitting in the corner of the bar when he was singing, she was Zhang Hong.

She came over to watch Jiang Yue sing tonight, and she wanted to know what this man had done to hide it from her. When she saw someone throwing money on the stage, there were 20 yuan each, 50 yuan a piece, and 100 yuan a piece.

Her face was green at that time, and she felt that Jiang Yue was singing on stage like a clown, everyone was here to watch the monkeys, and then threw a few pieces of bread on it.

Although she said that she had a little income in one night, she felt that it was a loss of identity, and it was no different from a beggar. In her heart, she was repulsed, she hated Jiang Yue for doing such a thing.

Zhang Hong is now an elite in the first-tier city of Dengzhou, with a monthly salary of nearly 20,000 yuan, plus various bonuses, subsidies and year-end bonuses, she can get at least a salary of nearly 400,000 yuan a year.

He is short of money and can ask himself, as long as he wants himself, he will definitely give it, why is he willing to do anything for money, why can't he think about his feelings?

Zhang Hong left after Jiang Yue's performance, she didn't like this kind of place, so she didn't want to stay longer. Jiang Yue didn't know that Zhang Hong had come, and after walking out of the bar, he was wandering the street alone, and he didn't know where he should go now, because he didn't have a place to live.

"Jiang Yue, where have you been?" Shi Xiaoran called him.

"I'm on my way back, what's wrong?"

"If you haven't gone far, how about we find a place to have a few drinks together?" Shi Xiaoran proposed.

"Well, I'm not far east of the bar, come here. ”

Shi Xiaoran came back late in the evening, and he didn't come back until Jiang Yue's singing was about to end, he felt that Jiang Yue was not excited at all tonight, and he realized that Jiang Yue was not in a very good mood.

Shi Xiaoran ordered the dish and then asked Jiang Yue, "What's wrong with you tonight?"

"No, why do you ask?"

"Jiang Yue, we are friends, can I not know what kind of person you are? You are not the kind of person who can hide anger and sorrow in your heart, you are not that strong. I can feel that you are in a bad mood today, don't hold it in your heart if you say anything. ”

"Alas, I had a quarrel with Sister Hong last night, and I don't even have a place to live tonight. I feel like I've failed as a person, and I've been very depressed for the past two days. Jiang Yue thought about it, and still told Shi Xiaoran about it.

"Why did you quarrel?"

"I never told her about being a resident singer at a bar, and last night someone sent her a video of my performance, and she quarreled about it. I'm to blame for this, I shouldn't have kept her to it for so long. ”

"Jiang Yue, as a brother, can I say a fair word?" Shi Xiaoran looked at Jiang Yue and said.

"Say, there's nothing we can't say between us. ”

"We all know what kind of person you are, and you have your own difficulties and difficulties. Although you told some lies to cover up some facts, there is no problem with your character, and you don't have anything to do with her. Sometimes you're just doing it the wrong way, but that's not what you intended. Your current situation is so difficult, and there is such a big incident in the family, why can't she understand you, why can't she tolerate you, why does she always use this extreme way to solve the problem?"

Shi Xiaoran raised his wine glass and drank a glass of wine with Jiang Yue, and then he continued: "You have been together for less than two months, how many conflicts have occurred, and you yourself have been swept out of the house twice, how will you live such a day in the future?"

Jiang Yue heard Shi Xiaoran say this, he didn't speak, what he thought about the most in the past two days was this matter.

"It's not like being brothers in the middle, both of you are good, but you two are really not suitable to be together. To put it mildly, you don't understand love at all, in your heart you don't really love her, you are repaying the favor. If you go on like this, you will hurt yourself and her, I don't know what I mean, do you understand?"

Jiang Yue was still silent, he picked up the wine glass and drank it all, he really wanted to cry now, he didn't know why he and Zhang Hong had come to this point.

"Alas, is it so difficult for me to fall in love?" Jiang Yue sighed, the corners of his eyes moistened.

He felt like a failure, he didn't know why things had turned out the way they were, and he felt sorry for himself.

Shi Xiaoran didn't speak again, he and Jiang Yue touched another glass. Two people, you have a glass, I have a cup, and I will finish a bottle of liquor in a while.